Heechul’s POV

I decided to walk around the city. Luckily enough, the rain stopped when Ahra and Kyu went home, but I still made sure I was warm, it gets cold at night! The colder days certainly are returning, this time though, it’s colder than it’s ever been. Those precious memories I still hold dear to my heart replayed in my mind as I practically floated around. Walking past some café, my eyes fell upon a middle-aged, quite suavely dressed couple and a petit little girl. Something about the trio being together screamed broken, but I couldn’t help the envy I felt looking at that girl; she still has her parents to look out for her, well, a person can only assume right now, but I'm sure that's the case (AN: please say you have actually figured out who Heechul is talking about).

As I felt fatigued, I was walking past the park by the café, so I drifted into the small park and sat down on a bench. Bad choice really, as I started to think about my parents again.

Why can't I move on? I'm not 18 anymore, this has to stop...

Damn these freaking tears. Why couldn't they have stayed in? I'm even SOBBING. Waaaaaaaaaaaae?!

Stop fighting these tears Heechul. You've held them in long enough.

But I hate crying.

Everyone knows you hate crying, but it's good to cry sometimes.

Andwae.. Sirheo!

Just cry.

But-

"A-ahjussi? Gwaenchana?" What the ? I turned to where the voice came from and glared deeply.

"Yah! I'm NOT an ahjussi! Why do you care anyway, and isn't it your bedtime, little girl?" Oh , she looks angry...

"I'm legal, you jerk! And excuse me for caring..."  her eyes softened for all of three seconds when she said that last part, but I was too mad for being called an ahjussi. I don't look that old do I?

"Oh whoop de freaking doo dah. Just leave me alone, brat," and I strut away like the diva I am.

Ugh, that girl really annoyed me. How dare she call me ahjussi! The cheek of it; I'm barely 30 (AN: I know it says 29 in the intro, but since then, our oppa's birthday has passed)! Wait a second...

"She looked really familiar," I said to no one in particular. Suddenly, a lightbulb flicked on above my head (and I mean literally- somehow I ended up by some weird shop with a lightbulb by its door).

"She was the girl in the café." Maybe the two adults she was talking to were her parents, but why did she seem so deflated?

Yah, why am I even caring? I probably won't even see her again!

Looking at my phone, I finally decided to go back home and, knowing Youngwoon, I'll end up getting interrogated for leaving the house so late at night.

"Hyung, where were you? I couldn't sleep and I wanted to ask you something." My assupmtions are right, yet again.

"Youngwoon ah, I just went for a walk," I sheepishly replied.

"Hyung, at least leave a note. You know I end up waking up at like 3:30 to get a drink or ask you something," Youngwoon complained.

"Youngwoon, you have another hyung AND one of the twins; you could always ask them."

"But they always answer with stupid remarks. You're the only one who'll-"

"Arasseo, I get it! What do you want to ask?'

"Hyung, can I take Ahra to visit Umma and Appa?"

"..."

"Hyung?" My voice seemed to be failing me, so I just nodded.

"Thank you hyung." I nooded again.

"Youngwoon, I'll be going to sleep now, don't stay up too late."

Youngwoon's POV

I tried to call for Heechul hyung but he seemed really out of it.

Dammit hyung, you're not thinking about that day again are you?

"Aish, hyung. Why do you always do this? Why do you always try to hide everything from us? We may be your dongsaengs, but we know you very well. Please hyung, let us in..."

AN: Okay so I know neither Donghae or Henry are in this fic currently, but I've updated on behalf of their birthdays (and I know Henry's was a few days ago). Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE AND HENRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, I want all of you to subscribe to my dongsaeng @HannahBunny98, we are writing a fic together, it is a spin off from her "We're having a Baby" series (SHINee and Joon from Mblaq star in it) and she is so amazing, her writing made me laugh at random moments. So, subscribe now, please? *Attempting to do puppy eyes and possibly failing* 

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Rukii xx