what is death ? ..............
we all know that one day we shall die ,we are so reticent to think about it that this knowledge does not touch our hearts, and we live our life as we're gonna be in this world forever ,that is the case for sooyoung ,up until now she always thought that she had time .she made plans for her future ,she had dreams to pursue .she wanted to find love ,to have a family and many other things that a human being wants naturally .but death wasn't something she planned , as many times as she thought about it she didn't seem to believe that her life will be soon ended -for people like her rejection was something very common- choi sooyoung was too young to die ,she didn't get the chance to prove herself in this world yet.
"oppa ,aren't you bored of being stuck with me in this room ?" said sooyoung to her lover ,"do you want me to leave so badly sooyoung-ah ?" asked kyuhyun while puting a vase of white lilac -sooyoung's favourite- on her bedside table "ani oppa it's just ... nevermind " he sat beside her and oppened an old book " do you want me to read for you my favourite poetry? " since two month ago kyuhyun will always spend his days at the hospital with his girlfriend ,when he heard that sooyoung was on her final stage ,he was depressed and angry -there was so many things he wanted to do for her - he loved her so much that his heart was bleeding at the thought of loosing her ,but he decided to be strong for her and live his last moment with her to the fullest " neh oppa read for me so I can sleep " said sooyoung while smiling weakly
"Forever takes me by a minute,
While I’m here with you.
I’m falling even more in love,
With everything you do.
There aren’t enough hours,
In each passing day,
To find all the words,
I wish I could say.
Your kiss will last forever,
Your touch forever warm.
You’ll guide me to the sunlight,
And shield me from the storm. "
sooyoung was listening ,eyes closed .a small smile crept on her beautiful face , with each word he was telling ,kyuhyun felt his heart shattered ,tears started to form in his eyes but stoped himself from being weak infront of her ,no he had to be strong -until when ?- he asked himslef it was indeed hard.
too hard to control his sore heart....
today the sky was blue and clear,a beautiful spring day .wearing his black suit that fitted him perfectly .kyuhyun was looking at the beautiful lady infront of him ,the white dress she was wearing made look like an angel ,smiling to him she took his hand and hold it tightly "yes ,I do " she said ,kyuhyun felt complete sudnely " you may kiss you wife " 'wife' this the most beautiful that he ever heard ,he got closer to her and whispered to her 'I love you' ,he gave her the warmest kiss
days after their weeding ,sooyoung condition got worse ,the pain got stronger then ever .deep inside her she knew that it was the time to leave ,strangely she felt ready to leave .now that she granted one of her biggest dream she was ready to go in peace .she was kyuhyun's wife now and that made her happy it was enough for her -but kyuhyun on his side wasn't ready ,he will never be actually ...
"oppa stay with me ;don't leave me alone " sooyoung was hugging her husband strongly to erase a little bit of her pain "I'm here baby ,I 'll always be don't worry " the doctors left the room where sooyoung was ,there wasn't much things to do for her ,so they wanted to leave her alone with her husband and family ,her parents kissed her and huged her " omma ,appa sarangheo ,I'm sorry to leave you alone " her mother sobs got loud -it's hard to loose a child -" ani ,I'm sorry to let you go my beautiful daughter .omma sarangheo " her father caressed her hair
" appa loves you sooyoung-ah ,you'll always be with me ,the last twenty one years of my life were the happiest since I hold my little baby crying in my arms " sooyoung screamed from the pain ,it was painful both physically and emotinally " oppa I love you so much don't forget about me please " kyuhyun cried harder " I love you too my dear ,I can't ever love another again " sooyoung started to shake and couldn't speak clearly anymore" o-o-p-p-a I ...I a-m sorry " he huged her ,his hot tears fell on her cheeks " don't be sorry you made me the happiest " her breath was very weak and she stopped from shaking ,kyuhyun panicked " sooyoung-ah! sooyoung-ah!" he started to scream her name " she oppened her eyes a little and smiled at him before closing them again " g-go-o-d-bye o-o-p-p-a"she froze not moving anymore her face was very pale , kyuhyun shook her body many times in vain she was already gone ,he looked at her face , she had peaceful expression on her face .a faint smile could seen on his face
" this isn't goodbye my precious sooyoung ,we'll meet again I promise you and we'll be together FOREVER".
"I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us"
(forever-Girls'Genration 2end album Oh!)
a/n : hope you liked it I was very sick this morning so I had to stay in bed ,I got bored and decided to update ,sorry for the mistakes :) comment pleaase with all my love !!
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