This time of year has rece again where the ground is covered with beautiful white fluff that's cold to the touch

It's been four years since Myungsoo passed away

It's not the romantic love story i asked for but he's still in my distant memories

Through the time of pain and tears, joys and laughter, I always had someone beside me

Yoseob...I know i had neglected him when Myungsoo left this world

I was absorbed in my own pain and worries that i didnt realize that he was in pain himself

He was hurt because of me...but he still cared for me?

"Honey! why are you sitting out there alone? It's cold!"

I smiled to myself "It's nice out here Oppa! Come sit on the swing with me"

"jyaa heres your coffee"

"Thank you Yoseobie" 

"Is it cold? Hows our baby doing?"

Oh I forgot to mention that Yoseob and I got married last year
and uhh I'm 7 months pregnant. yuppp

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Oh boyy was it crazy and hectic on our wedding day

"I dont understand you why get married in the Winter?"

"Because it's pretty Eunjung-ah. Besides it has sentimental value to Yoseob and I"

(A/N: remeber Goo Eunjung? Her best friend. Shes in chappie 4 if you're wondering)

"It's soo pretty! I'm so jealous that you're marrying before me"

"Why didnt you marry Eric yet!? You two are the perfect couple! I'll be waiting for your wedding day" 

"When that day comes my dress has to be grand!" 

i giggled at her expression 

"Soo pretty!" Eunjung pouted

(picture of the dress :P http://www.asiadesign.tk/wp-content/uploads/Wedding-dresses-asian-1.jpg)

"Drink some orange juice then lets go out! It's almost time!"

"what is this on the glass?" My eyes widened at my realization

and soon my squeals echoed throughout the room

"Spider! SPIDER GET IT OFF!"

"HYEMI YAH!! You got orange juice all over your dress!!!!!"

"WAHHHHHHHH!!! WHAT THE HECK!!" 

"it's not coming out"

"eish! I'm so stupid now i have a yellow stain on this white dress"

So that day...I got married...With a giant orange juice stain on the front of the dress

Later that day when we were cutting the cake...Yoseob slipped on some champane on the floor and fell face first into the 2 story level cake

It was definietely a memorable and messy day....

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"She's kicking me again!" i giggled

"wahh i hope she grows up to be pretty and smart like her mama"

"Thank goodness you dyed your hand brown again. She has to be sophisticated"

"why did i look like a rebel? No wayy! I was cute!"

My finger pressed against his nose

"I was cute looking. Right baby!"

"No wayy"

"i was talking to our baby!"

"She said no! Daddy looks best right now"

"oooh! That deserves a kiss!"

"yah!"

"I meant mommy deserves the kiss"

Yoseob pressed his lips gently against mine

"yoseob ah"

"what? Contractions?! CRAVING?! what is it!?!!"

"GOTCHAAA!!"

"yah Hyemi! Get your back here!" Yoseob spat then rubbed the snow out of his face

"YAH! How can you make a pregnant woman run!"

I squealed happily and continued to throw snow at him

Dear Myungsoo, 

I'm really happy right now

I know You want me to be happy and that's the way its going to be

Myungsoo is always going to be one of the lovely snowflakes that i've encountered in my life

But he's melted now and i've moved on

New snowfall comes each year and thats when we start over a new

But still really thank you for what you have taught me over the years

Sacrafice...Love...Happiness

Because of I can be happy right now

P.S. are you wondering what happened to the blue journal??

Mehrong! I'm not telling...But it's in a safe place that i'll never forget

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A/N:  YAYYY! ENDD! I thought i had to end it since this fic was never my first priority and i took a super long time to update it

Thank you to all the subscribers/readers who stayed with this fic!

I really appreciate it! THANK YOU!!! <3333