Worthless

The Misconception

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As soon as class ended, I practically ran out of class and hurried to my locker.

But my attempt to escape Mi Young's claws were in vain.

On my way to my locker, Mi Young and her cronies stepped in front of me, causing me to stop suddenly.

My whole body shook in fear.

Mi Young smirked when she saw that I was shaking.

“So, freak, you think it's okay for you to talk to Taemin, huh?” She said tauntingly. I winced and shook my head.

“He asked me to help with a problem on the worksheet so-” I started but Mi Young cut me off.

“Liar! Shut up, you freak! Why the hell would he ask you?” She shouted and her cronies, Min Jung and Hwa Young, smirked.

I, however, remained silent, afraid of what was going to happen next.

“Don't you ever think that you're good enough to talk to them! You're a freak! You're less than dirt You're worthless!” She yelled at me and I winced at the words that came flying out of .

My fingers froze ice cold as my body shook even more in fear.

In my mind, there was chaos.

I am a freak.

I am less than dirt.

I am nothing in this world.

I am worthless.

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“You don't deserve to live! Why the hell should you sit by SHINee and BEAST?! You're nothing! You're nothing at all to them or to anyone in this world!” Mi Young continuously threw insults at me which fired into my soul one by one.

I don't deserve to live.

I am nothing.

Nothing to anyone in this world.

No one loves me.

No one cares for me.

I don't deserve to live.

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RavenUchiha #1
Chapter 40: Aww, I just LOVE this story. I felt so bad for Sang Hee through the whole story. I was so happy to finally see that she fell in love with Kikwang. I had a feeling that it was going to be him, as seeing he was always there for her. LOVE IT!
Dark_Seraphim #2
Thank you. :) I'm glad that someone can empathize with me here. :) <br />
Awesome! I just learned some Korean! XD
Dark_Seraphim #3
ainieacestarn: Thank you for your concern. :) I'm happy that all my readers care for me. :D<br />
Yes, I'm a lot better than I was in the past. I've matured greatly and I'm finally starting to recover from the abuse. Before, I used to be practically mute and had very low self-esteem because of what my father did to me; I always thought that I was "pathetic, weak, and ugly," as my father often called me. But now, I've turned into a new person and starting to build confidence in myself. :)<br />
Ah, if only I could read Korean...what did you say? o.O
Dark_Seraphim #4
Lollie: Yes, this is all about my life. As I stated in the forewords, the abuse is based on the abuse that I had to go through as a child and this is something that I would never joke about.
Lollie #5
Is this story all about your life ? Just wanna ask . cuz I'm actually still a new reader and still reading the early chapters. The tortures came are all so..........fearing. And seriously I cried. Just imagine how i got ignored by my mom once before . :/
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