Moment of Happiness, together with you.
Your Love is my Desire.. {Three-Shot}
FINALE - PART II
Kwon smiled coyly and reached for Gain's hands but Gain didn't accept it.
"Yah, there are still people looking at us here.." But Kwon didn't mind her, he still continued to hold her hands and Gain's struggling is no use use. Kwon's firmness is so strong now.
Indeed, he's a man now. I made him into one.. right?
He just held her hands for over a minute and looked at her in the eyes without saying anything. They just stayed in that position for a while and didn't mind the other people looking at them it seems that they miss each other too much.
"Kwon-ah! Let's go!" Then someone shouted at him, it's Seulong.
"I have to go now noona. You too.. take care, okay? Answer my calls next time!"Kwon said dominantly.
Gain just nodded. "Go now.."
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(Gain's POV)
Kwon left. But i'm glad that I have seen him again today. He look so tired. I can't even see his eyes now because of his eyebags but the make-up did a good job not letting it to be so noticeable. Ah, Gain-ah.. You miss him but whenever he's there you always try to push him away? You're really a masochist. Kwon knows that i'm not the type of person who can show too much affection. Well, I am and did once. THAT ONE relationship I had years ago.. but he broke my heart.
I cling onto him so much that made him get tired of me. And I don't want that to happen between us so yes, I did my restrictions on falling in love again. But Kwon is different, he had no experiences about love at all and I know he'll be loyal and faithful to me.. but it's hard to trust again. I trust Kwon, but I don't trust myself..
I looked around.. there are still staffs packing up. I feel the sudden need of alcohol. I usually drink when i'm sooo frustrated. Aahh! I shouldn't call Kwon this time! Everytime i'm drunk, I always call him and bugged him but it's during those days when we are together.. as a fake married couple. I better not do it tonight. I pressed off on my phone.
Just for tonight.
I can't bug him because he's this busy. Since I don't have any schedules left for tonight, I went to that bar I frequent with my unnies. They are having their own schedules so I think i'll be drinking by myself tonight.
I ordered some hard drinks. Scotch and tequilla is my favorite. Just a few drinks made me feel a bit tipsy now. I raised my head and I saw Kwon at my side, smiling at me tenderly.
"Kwon-ah.." I whispered.
Is it just my imagination? Kwon is just sitting there, smiling at me. I tried to reach his face but the apparition is already gone.
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(Kwon's POV)
I wish I could get some sleep now but unfortunately, I can't. There are still left on our schedules because we are having our upcoming Daegu concert and i'm really thrilled. Even though i'm so exhausted, hearing our fans scream makes me feel alive again. 2AM is really progressing now and I hope there are still more projects for us soon.
"Kwon-ah, you want water?" His Changmin hyung asked him. They've just took some break on their rehearsal and now they are sitting at the floor. Jinwoon is even wiping the sweat on his back. I reached the bottled water that Changmin hyung is giving me.
"Thanks hyung!" I answered and smiled.
"Oh by the way, do you know where Gain is?" He looked at Changmin a bit confused. Why did he asked me that all of a sudden?
"Why hyung? We just saw each other hours ago during the recording of WGM." I took a gulp on the bottled water again. I looked back at Changmin hyung who's busy doing something at his phone. Oh, I wanted to take some pictures again and post it to my twitter but I don't even want to stand up. Maybe later, I will.
"I just received a message from Narsha and said that Gain didn't come home straight after that recording." Changmin hyung said.
I looked at the wall clock inside the studio and saw that it's already past 1AM. Where could she be?
"Did they call her already?"
"Yes, but she said that her phone is off." Off? Gain noona never turned her phone off. Thus, she just never answered calls. It's not her habit to turn it off. Where the hell could she be? Aiish, I don't care. I went to where my bag is placed and get my phone. I dialled Gain noona's number.
It's really turned off.
Why are you making me worried noona?
"Hyung, can I leave early?" I asked Changmin hyung. I need to find Gain noona or else I wouldn't be able to concentrate on our rehearsal.
"Go. I'll take care of it. Just make sure you find her and bring her home safely, alright?" Changmin taps his shoulder.
"Thank you hyung." I hugged Changmin hyung as a sign of thanking him and waved goodbye. Thank God, Seulong hyung isn't here or else, I couldn't leave easily because of his endless interrogations.
I started the engine of my car and drove off. I started to think where Gain noona would went. It's past midnight and I can't call just anyone to ask them because it would be rude. Changmin hyung gave some places to him that Narsha noona listed. I tried going to each of the places listed but she's not there. One place is left and I'm hoping it's where Gain noona could be.
"Really unpredictable." I mumbled.
I went inside and searched for her. It's kind of dark inside and hard to search. The party lights are changing colors every now and then which made him feel dizzy.
Ahhh.. Maybe i'm really tired after a long day..
I sat down for a while and ordered some cocktail drink for him to relax for a while and think where Gain noona could be. The waiter took a second look after giving me the drink. Oh, maybe he recognized me. I didn't even wore my glasses. I tried to say thank you and avoid his eyes but he kept looking at me.
"Are you, Jo Kwon?" The waiter asked a bit hesitatingly.
I have no choice now so I just smiled. "Yes."
"Right, Gain-ssi is just here an hour ago. She seemed pretty drunk so I was the one who assist her to get a cab." The waiter said to me.
I was stunned. Gain noona went here? And is drunk? But why didn't she called me? Did something happen that's why her phone is off!?
I finished my drink in one gulp and went outside immediately. I drove off and think again where could she possibly go after drinking. I unnoticingly pressed the play button in my car's stereo and it played "I Can't". Gain noona forgot it?
BAM!
He turned around and drive where their house is located. Their marriage home that WGM gave them.
Gain noona should be there. Please please.
Upon arriving, I immediately went straight ahead to the floor where our apartment is in. I arrived at the door step and tried to pressed the doorbell but no one is answering. I noticed then that the door is not even closed.
I went inside and my eyes searched for Gain noona. She's not on the living room and the lights are off. But why is the door opened? I switched on the lights and searched for Gain noona at the bedroom. She's not there. My last option, I went inside the Secret Room and found her there, lying on our Adam sofa.
"Noona.. Really.." I just uttered.
I tried to carry her and bring into our room. She didn't woke up a bit. Ommo, she's heavy! I think i'm just really exhausted, I haven't even visited the gym for a few days. I gently lied her down and stared at her. She looks so gentle when she's sleeping. I slowly reached her face and traced her forehead.. eyebrows.. eyes with her eyeliner.. nose and her lips.. How I wish I could kiss those lips. But I can, right?
I slowly forwarded onto her face. I bowed down and gave her a quick peck on her lips.
"Gain noona.. don't make me so worried again next time. Okay? We should be both happy now. I hope you could find a suitable man for you. To take care of you.. because I know you don't consider me making yours. Right? I'm still just Jo Kwon for you.. not a man who can handle you." I caressed her face and parted the hair that's covering her face.
"I will always be here for you, as your friend, whenever you need me. Just don't make things difficult for me noona. I'm trying my best to forget you.. to treat you normal as what everyone does." I hugged her softly and stands up.
"Tomorrow is another day, I hope you'll be okay when you wake up." I slowly turned around and walk towards the door when suddenly, someone hugged me from behind.
"Noona!" I was stunned. I thought she's sleeping and now she's hugging me. Is she playing again with me?
REALLY!
I tried to let go of the hug and faced her. She's crying, her eyeliner is scattered all over her face and she looks like a mess now.
"Why are you crying?" I wiped her tears with my thumb and looked at her in the eyes.
"Because of you."
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(Gain's POV)
I was awoke when Kwon tried to lay me down on the bed. I tried to control and prevent myself from hugging him. I can do this. I did it for several months, so I can do this tonight.
I heard him softly uttered something. "Noona.. Really.."
Why Kwon-ah? Did I make you worried again? I'm sorry... I didn't want you to worry about me but still, I'm glad that you found me here. I felt that he's trying to do something. I can feel his breath infront of my face. Are you going to kiss me Kwonnie? Can you do it this time?
And then, he really did. He gave me a quick peck on my lips. I didn't even consider this to be a kiss, but still it sent shivers down my spine.
"Gain noona.. don't make me so worried again next time. Okay? We should be both happy now. I hope you could find a suitable man for you. To take care of you.. because I know you don't consider me making yours. Right? I'm still just Jo Kwon for you.. not a man who can handle you." Kwon said.
I tried not to cry. I'm pretending that I'm asleep, I can't let him caught me. But how can you say that Kwonnie? I even said to the public that I look as you as a man now.. I even opened up my heart for you.. Didn't you feel it? Can't you feel my heart?
"I will always be here for you, as your friend, whenever you need me. Just don't make things difficult for me noona. I'm trying my best to forget you.. to treat you normal as what everyone does." After that, Kwon gently hugged me.
Forget me? Why?! Why would you forget me Kwonnie? At that instant, I just realized that I don't want him to move on, without me in his life. I need him, I want him to be with me. Why? It's because I love him! I love him so much that I don't want to spend my life regretting again because I let him go.
"Tomorrow is another day, I hope you'll be okay when you wake up."
That moment, i'm pursued. My tears just kept falling and I can't make it stop. I opened my eyes and saw his back walking away from me and I just hugged him with all my might.
"Noona!" Kwon's voice displayed a shocked tone.
He tried to let go of the hug. Don't you want me anymore Kwon? Why didn't you accept my hug? Before I knew it, my tears are continuing to fall.
"Why are you crying?" Kwon gently wiped my tears. I know, my face looks like a mess right now. The hell I care! It's now or never.
"Because of you." I said to him and looked at his eyes.
"Me?" He asked innocently.
"It's your fault why i'm like this."
"Why me? Noona, stop crying. Wait here, i'll get some hot coffee for you." He turned around but I grabbed his arms hard and cupped his face and gave him a kiss.
I felt that his whole body stiffen but I didn't mind. I continued to kiss him. Deeply. But he's still not responding. So, I stopped and looked at him.
"Yah, don't you even know how kiss!?" I raised my voice on him.
"O-of co-course I know! Wha--"
"Good." Once again, I attacked his lips and the timing as great, his mouth is opened because he's still talking when I interrupted him. I kept my pace slow so he could catch up. I kissed him tenderly.. savoring the sweetness of it.
You really amuse me Kwon.
Then he slowly responded, trying to get the pace of me kissing him. I put my arms around his neck asking for support and he immediately puts his arms around my waist making me want to crave for more. The kiss went deeper and deeper. It's like a dream.
But no. It's reality.
I've been waiting for this moment to come and I wouldn't let go of him once again.
Kwon is now taking the lead. He's making me impress, really. He grabbed me closer and delved his tongue inside my mouth. I'm dying of happiness. If only this could last forever...
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I woke up and rubbed my eyes. I'm not wearing eyeliner? What the hell happened?! I looked around and just realized that i'm on the room in our couple house and.. I'm with Kwon? He's still sleeping with his arms around my waist. And just then, I unconsciously tapped my forehead and remembered what happened last night and I just smiled.
It really happened and we just slept together.
Literally, just slept together.
But still, I feel so blessed. Having to see his face first before I wake up. We are so tired yesterday that we decided to just sleep there. It's the first time we slept there, actually we slept there during the filming for WGM but you know, when the cameras are off, we slept in our both respective dorms.
I slowly puts his arms away from my waist for me to get up. I want to cook breakfast for him like I always do. But before I knew it, he already dragged my on his side and enveloped me into his arms.
"Yaaaah!"
"Let's just stay like this for a while." Kwon said, still his eyes are closed. Aigoo.. how can I not love you if you're like this? Really..
Alright, i'll surrender to Kwon for a while but i'll return to being Gain.
"Noona.." Kwon called me.
"Oh?"
He didn't answer and when I looked at him, his already staring at me. We're just an inch away from each other and I can feel his breath into my face making me crazy.
You really have a way of entering into my heart and make me just lose my mind.
"What is it?" I asked him again.
"Saranghae." My eyes wide opened. I'm shocked. Not because he told me he love me, but my heart won't stop beating.
Thump thump thump thump.
I'm afraid that he'll hear it. But I already promised myself not to play hard to get again. Still, I can't resist it.
"Saranghae." He said it again. Seems like his waiting for a reply.
I love you too, Kwon-ah. I hope you'll just feel it in your heart..
I sat up straight. "I'll go cook for you now."
"NOONA! I said that I love you and you're talking about food now?" Kwon exclaimed at me.
"Why? Don't you want to eat? I'm hungry!" I said, teasing him again. Oh my! He really looks cute when mad.
"Let's go outside!"
"Aiiissh. Really noona! After what happened last ni----"
There, I shut his mouth again and sealed it with a kiss. You never learn my Kwon-ah.
It seems like Kwon is not so startled this time and responded at my kiss expertly which I totally enjoyed. And between that kisses, I whispered to him.
"Me too."
I felt his lips formed a smile.
I love you Kwon-ah.. My Kwonnie.. My yeobo..
EPILOGUE
Changmin was the first to wake up because as usual, he's the who'll cook for s for their breakfast. After he cooked he went to Seulong and Jinwoon's room to wake them up. Then into Kwon's room, but he's not there.
Where did he go this early?
"Kwonnie hyung didn't go home." Seems like Jinwoon heard what Changmin was thinking.
At that instant, he immediately dialled Narsha's number and went to his room.
"Noona, did Gain went home?" He asked.
He heard that Narsha cleared first before answering, it's like she also just woke up.
"No she didn't, why? We're still worried about her. Her phone is still off. We're planning to ask manager unnie to come with us to find her." Narsha's worried voice answered him.
"Don't. Kwon didn't go home either." Changmin just stated and they both know what that means.
"Ommo.. ommo! Let's celebrate!" Narsha's voice changed and became cheerful.
"Not now noona, let them be alone.." He answered while giggling.
END.
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No. It isn't the end for Adam Couple, right? It's just the beginning for them. Let's continue to show our love and support for them! :)
[A/N:] I would like to hear your comments about my finale. :)))
And yes, it took me several days to finish this one. I'm hope I made KkapLiners happy! ADAM COUPLE FIGHTING!
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