just to let everyone know, THIS SHORT FIC WILL NOT HAVE A HAPPY ENDING. so pls dun read if you prefer happy endings. :/

also, i acutally really like writing fics, but i could never write good endings, or keep up with writing too many chapters, so I decided to do a oneshot. D: hope you guys like.

edit: added pic! i'm no pro photoshopper, so i just found some images from google and put it together :D

Her:

it was a gloomy day.
i stared outside the window and watched the rain splatter on my window.
just as my tears did the same on my face.
why?

why did you leave me when i needed you most?
why didn't you embrace me when i was crying?
why did you make me think my world only belonged to you?
why did you tell me you loved me when you didn't love me in the first place?
why are you being so cruel to me?

Did you already forget?
Forget the time when you came up to me and said that you liked me?
Forget the time when we shared our first kiss under the rain?
Or the time when you grabbed my hand and said you would never let go?
Did you forget the times we were together and how happy we were?

Happy.
Now that i think of it,
were you really happy?
Were those smiles that you sent me fake?
The laughter that made my day just created out of nowhere?

Or were you just lying?
Using me to get the girl you wanted.
Using me to get her jealous.
Using me so you could feel loved?

And yet, I stupidly fell for it.
I fell in love with you.
the way you smiled when you told me a joke and your dimples showed.
the way your eyes twinkled when you said you had a surprise for me.
the way you held my hand and never let go.
the way you embraced me and made me feel safe.

but now...
those things don't exist anymore.
not for me.

him:

I usually don't believe in love at first sight.
Hell, I never believed in love at first sight.
But that was until I met you.
The first time I saw you
was like seeing an angel.

I can never forget the time when I expressed my love for you.
Or the time when we first kissed in the rain.
Every moment with you I treasured.

I was happy everyday.
Just hearing your voice made me smile.
I loved you with the bottom of my heart.

But then tragedy struck.
I didn't want to do this to you.
I couldn't bear to hurt you.
But I had no choice.

I fell in love with you.
Your long layered brown hair.
Your brown eyes that sparkled in the sun.
Your silky smooth voice.
And yet I had no choice.

I'm sorry.

*PLEASE NOTE that this is a work of FICTION. and none of these events are or were real. I just made it up. I also do not own any of the characters, I am only using their names for this fanfic.

also, please do not TAKE my fanfic and post to other places without my permission. Please know that i have worked hard to write this fanfic. As much as you hate it when someone claims YOUR fanfic as theirs on another website, I DO TOO. so please don't. thank you. :)