So the tour start, 2AM begin their tour start from Seoul and I’m accompany him while I watching my husband group first concert. They do an awesome performance, like always. Time goes by and the concert already finishes, Kwonnie drive me to the house. Like usual he prepare the hot water for me to take a bath although I know he exhausted and tired after his first concert, I can’t do anything even though I tell him not to do this to me. I feel bad to him, he so tired I should become nice and good wife for him but he do t by himself to make sure me and his baby okay.

“Yah, come here” I tell him as he grab the towel from me, with big grin on his face he walk toward me and we doing our little something on the bathroom, I think he will get tired again. Just when I head to the kitchen after taking bath, Kwonnie tell me just sit on the sofa enjoying the TV and again he prepare the dinner for me, he and his healthy recipe.

“Come, let’s eat” he says still with his apron and I see him making me a soup and still his precious ham and a scramble egg, again he feed me. I think I will miss his sweet act to me while he on his tour, without I know my tears fall down.

“Why, you crying?” he asks me, and I quickly wipe my tears as I know he notice my red eyes.

“I think nobody will do this again to me”

“Don’t worries, I already write down the recipe so anyone can make this for you yeobo”

“No, I mean you silly” then he hold my hand, looking at me. My tears pour down again, I really will miss this.

“Don’t worry, without you know time is goes so fast then I will beside you again” couple months with no him beside me, I think I can’t do that. He wipes my tears and feed me again.

“And be preparing because I will become your tick bug again, and don’t you ever shut your phone yeobo… or… I will…” I glare to him

“What… what are you going to huh?” I raise my tone

“Ummm… let see… lot of fan girls will come so… …. Ouch” before he finishes his sentence I slap his head and he pouted his mouth.

“If you dare do that, I will fly to get you and kill you” he laughs and pats my head

“Yah, I’m serious”

“Me too… that’s why you shouldn’t shut your phone while I’m leaving, because I can’t help if I’m not hearing your voice for one day… you’re my strength… arraseo” he hold my hand tightly and stare me, you silly boy… you’re the one my strength Kwon-ah. I just nod my head.

“Ouch” he looks me

“She kicking” then he put his hand to my stomach, and he giggle as he felt the baby kicking

“Princes don’t make your umma suffer, be a good daughter while appa gone and do kicking a lot if your umma doesn’t listen appa words” I slap his arm to his remarks

“Yah, what’s that… you telling our baby bad words Kwon-ah”

“No, I’m not… if I’m not around you she will look after you right… well with her way she will tell me, don’t you know that she telling me that you enjoying the concert because maknae rip his shirt before” I gulps, how does he know about that… are this baby really have that kind connection with her father huh… I stoke my stomach look down then I keep maintain my expressions to his words

“No, I’m not… beside what I’m having is way better than maknae has” slowly I his stomach and he smiling widely.

“C’mon lets sleep, I’m tired” before he rant me with his other teasing questions, better to sleep.

And early in the morning he still doing his treatment to me, he still prepare the hot water, making the breakfast even though today he got to be at the airport at 07.00 AM.

“Don’t worry, I already set… just take your bath and don’t be in rush” he shout me outside the bathroom. I tell him I want to accompany him and s; yeah… they will start their overseas tour today.

Lazily I accompany him to the airport, Sun unnie my manager come with us she even drive the car for us, along the road I just lean to his shoulder and then I felt asleep without I know we already arrive at the airport. He shook me and slowly I open my eyes, finding him with his shade and his big smile.

“Come” but he stop me, as I want to get out from car.

“Lot’s people there yeobo, I think just up in here” I pouted my mouth once I hear that, I still want to be with him.

“Okay… I got to go, Princess take care your umma well” he pat my stomach, I grab his hand and I hug him tightly, so tight… I really don’t want him to go. He caress my back gently and then the broke our hugs. He look at me at my eyes, I stare him and he lean his face clser to me his lips brush to mine it’s a soft and tender kiss we share.

“It going to be difficult for me yeobo” his lips still lingering to me

“Why?”

“I’m going to miss this” he touch my lips with his index finger, I just smile to his cheesiness, but yeah… me too Kwon-ah

“Okay, I got to go now… I will call you as soon I landed, bye” and he peck me on my lips and he kisses my stomach too

“Appa have to working now, bye Princess” I hand his bag and he still pat my head, I see him still waving me before he finally gone from my sight to the airport building… I think I have to be tough, especially because I carry her right now.

“You want to go home now?” Sun unnie asking me, she already ready on the driver seat. I sigh, it going difficult for me if I go back to home right now.

“Just head to office unnie” I tell her

“You sure, don’t want to rest for a while GaIn-ah” I shook my head and she start the engine heading to BEG office.

Once I step to the building, I see JeA unnie and Miryo unnie on the hall way, shout them and they turn around see me

“What are you doing in here GaIn-ah?” Miryo unnie asks me, because she knows I don’t have schedule now.

“Why, I can’t come to my company now” they pat my shoulder lightly and I place my arms around their shoulder, we heading to the studio where my unnie recording their album. They are going to make side project for our sub unit.

“I just drop Kwonnie to the airport before” I tell JeA unnie, after she asking me why I’m come here, they just nod their head

“So, how long 2AM will do their tour?” Miryo unnie asks me

“Uhmm for 3 months maybe” I shrugged, again they just nod their head.

“I’m so envy you maknae” JeA unnie says, I turn my head to her and put away my magazine

“You have such a nice, young, good and loving husband and me… huahhh” she making her sad face, Miryo unnie pat her shoulder

“Don’t worry, you’re man will come… speaking of young man… who the man tats always picking you’re up huh?” JeA unnie eyes wider to Miryo unnie, I look her with curious. JeA unnie just smile to us.

“None of your business” and she left us from the studio, I walk toward Miryo unnie

“Who’s that man” Miryo unnie shrugged and smile to me… aishh… I really curious, why I don’t know anything about my unnie. Guess I really doesn’t pay attention to my members after I get married maybe I should hang around with unnie again like before I get married. I stay on the BEG office until night and my unnie want to go home, I asks them to stay on my house since the house is so big and I’m going to live all by self, since Kwonnie mother and my mother will come next week. They agree to stay in my house while waiting the mothers to accompany me and Sun unnie heading the van to my house. I prepare my hot water and make the dinner all by self, just when I want to make the meal. Suddenly I remember Kwonnie, he tell me he will calls me as soon he arrive but he hasn’t call me up until this night. I take my cell phone and call him, but still the phone is not connected yet, maybe he hasn’t landed yet… I stare the refrigerator as I take the ingredients, he the one who always making for me, I never do it by self while he around me he really treat me nicely yeah… it only couple hours he’s not around me and I already miss him so much, yeah whenever he around me I never felt tired, exhausted he always find his way to make me comfortable. Kwon-ah just calls me will you as soon you arrive? After we take our dinner together, I and Narsha unnie watch some TV show while JeA unnie and Miryo unnie stay at the pavilion keep doing their album project.

“Yah, you’re waiting Kwonnie to call you huh?” Narsha unnie asks me, I think she’s been checking me from quite moment. I nod my head

“Don’t worry he’s going to be okay, c’mon we go sleep” I squinted my eyes, it’s only 09.00 PM my unnie never sleep at this time

“I should make sure pregnant woman sleep on time or someone will nag me” Narsha unnie says as she smiling to me and she grab my wrist walk me to my room.

“Okay, I go now… sleep now!” she stresses her last words and shut the lamp.

“Nite unnie” and she shut the door, I look around and here I am I sleep alone in our bed… okay… just for a while GaIn-ah, before I sleep I talk to my unborn daughter like Kwonnie always do to her.

I wake up, stretching my hand and open my eyes widely as I felt my left side is so spacing and I rub my forehead, I forget he’s on tour now… silly me. I doing my morning routine and I heading to the kitchen, as I glance to the dining room I see a full set table and there’s Kwonnie healthy recipe like he always make to me.

“Yah, eat that” JeA unnie says, I turn my head to her she just walk from her room

“How do you know about this?” I sit on the chair and dip my breakfast

“Last night Jo Seobang calls but you already sleep and he telling me to make that one for you… he left his recipe on the refrigerator door… there” and I look to the refrigerator, why he has to call at night…

“Yah, he will calls again he just haven’t adjusting the time. Just wait” then JeA unnie leave me head