The filming goes well and the ratings goes well not only the firsts episodes even after the sitcom hit the 40es episodes the PD tells us they going to extends the sitcom until 200 episodes more or less, yep me and GaIn really tired these days not only the sitcom but we’re also got others schedules, she preparing her solo album and she always go home early in the morning after do her dance practices and others stuffs for her solo album while me, I have a two shows as I become the host and we still manage to take care our little Princess, if I got free time I will take Princess to our set or visit her mother and my shows set. my mother and her mother really nags us a lot to be careful taking care Princess, well that’s my fault because I forgot to give her meal because at that time I really busy with my schedule and the other days when we bring her to our sitcom set she almost missing as both of us forgot her as we want to go home and thankfully Khun hyung called us when he saw Princess on our waiting room.

And here we goes I’m waiting her again on her dance studio, I already finished my schedule and I take Princess to pick GaIn. As always the dancers playing with Princess and I read my line for the sitcom, I just got the scripts today, this is the new scripts. I spot GaIn also got the same like me. Oh… … my jaws drops, I think I got sudden migraine now… no! Not migraine… … heart attack! I can’t breathe! My hands reflect take the glass of water near my hand, I drank it full! HOOOAHHH I still need more water! I shout one of the dancer and he hand me another glass again I drank it fully! What the! I think my eyes have dirt… no! It still right there! I carefully read it again! What the! My wife will get a kiss scene with Doo Joon, no way! I should to talks with her; I try to manage my expressions I don’t want she found out.

“Yeobo, why… you sick” she put her back palm to my forehead, I shake my head, should I ask her, then later she will scold me… I promise to her I am a broad minded husband… ugh… but this one bugging me a lot, I quickly left her and wash up before goes sleep while she busy playing with Princess, and before we going to bed as always she read her scripts, I keep stole a glance to her waiting if she finally found out that sudden acting and she will tell me… ten minutes… … fifteen minutes… … thirty minutes… …. She get down checking Princess, then… she goes sleep… what the! You got to be kidding me Son GaIn, huahhhh talks to me! Will you! Don’t you know I try do hard not to talks this matters ugh… is she really goes sleep geeeez she really goes sleep, she place her hand around my waist and pull me ugh… tomorrow Jo Kwon! Now I get to sleep! Yes, sleep! Yeah right… if I can do that… my mind keep replaying the un-filming scenes over and over again right now, how I am supposed to sleep … ugh, maybe I should ask the PD tomorrow, owh no! then later he will know that I’m not professional, can’t separate my privacy and works problems… it really going to ruin my career later, no I think I won’t do that!

I wake up with no energy today… ugh… I start my morning so gloomy today, yeah start when I wake up my mind immediately goes to my wife kissing shot, c’mon Jo Kwon live your life… you can do it! I look Princess playing with her toys in her crib; I take her and put her to bed playing with her… GaIn, I think she busy in kitchen preparing Princess Meals, oh my baby going big now yep… she’s already eight months.

“Yeobo, your awake?” I hear GaIn shouts me, then she coming to the bed room with her loosen bathrobe… ugh I can’t deny myself my wife indeed beautiful, but my thought right now really beat me, usually I will peck her if I see her like that but ugh… I can’t maintain my mind right now, and then my face is hit by something. I turn around that’s Princess hit me with her toy

“Yah, are you read Appa mind right now?” I whisper to her, she just giggles; geezzz is this baby really can read her father mind huh

“C’mon we going to take a bath Princess” I take Princess and bathing her

Along the road I keep my mouth shuts still waiting her to talks about her soon acting skills which I doubt that would going well, yeah… we’ll see about that later when time is come… the car I drive going to arrives at the set building and she haven’t speaks about it, ishhh… she really irritating, am I really have to ask her huh… no! I’m her husband she the one who should tell me, am I really to ask everything huh… she never ask me a thing, did she doesn’t worries toward me, like I terribly worries something happened to her, ugh… okay, concentrate maybe she will talks about this at the waiting room where we always talks and practicing about all the scenes, since that’s our job!

I see Doo Joon sit near to our waiting room, he waved his hand to us and he drag me away to the exit stairs

“Ung… …ung…” he scratching his hair, I know what he’s going to talks about. I take a deep breath

“I know that” then he looks at me

“You okay with that?” I nod; good thing of my friend he talks about this doesn’t like my wife which not says a single word to me

“Yah, I’m okay… that’s for work right” I tap his shoulder smiles to him

“You sure… ung you’re face seems like… ah never mind” yep he can see my face, dang… I really going to have a very bad day today

“No… I’m fine Doo Joon-ah, don’t worry I understand that” once again I pat his shoulder, so he won’t felt bad to me

“Thank you Kwon-ah”

Like always I doing my scenes filming where, not many scenes me and GaIn since she got many scenes with Khun hyung, Ki Kwang or Doo Joon and today she got outside filming with Doo Joon to shoot the kissing scenes, thank goodness my scenes already over and I can stalks them, ugh am I sound like crazy ssaeng fans huh… whatever tell me who doesn’t worries if your wife going to shooting a kissing scenes and she didn’t tell you a thing about that scenes… ugh, looks like my limit is reach the highest level of my anger meter. I carefully park my car a little far away from the filming set, so no one will found out specially her. I look Princess she already fall asleep after I give her dinner and my understands daughter supporting me, just hold your breath and wish she going to be fine as I left her alone in the car while I stalks my wife, sorry Princess but your mother kinda stubborn lady and Appa have to make sure everything going well. I put my jacket, my hat and my shades as my disguise so everyone wouldn’t recognize me and I hide behind the wall from this direction I can see the filming set clearly. The PD shouts again, what the! Take fifth! You got to be kidding me huh! I see clearly they done it again, ugh… and again… again… again, that’s they’re seventh times… ugh I can’t take my eyes, ugh my body feel so hot right now stupid jacket! The PD tells them to breaks and I see GaIn walk toward Doo Joon, what are they talking about huh…. Ugh… you know in Harry Potter movie there