CHAPTER 6: How I met Park Eun Ji. 

 

 

 

 

Sehun's POV

"Yeah!!! Let's start over. Let's play again!! C'mon! C'mon!! God, I feel like were kids again.", Baekhyun-hyung giggled.
 

The pain in my chest started to get heavier as the past popped up.

 

I my dry lips as I tried stopping my tears from starting. All I think about now is the walking figure leaving the opposite direction. (talking about Eun Ji walking away on the hallway)

 

I took a deep breath and ran for it. No. I ran for her.

 

 

{deep thoughts of Sehun mode: start}

Back in middle school I used to be a real, big meanie.

I was born from a rich family that I saw everybody as poor and low beings. They would either in one of my three categories: The NORMAL ones (meaning, the rich ones just like him), the NON-existent ones (the ones who are too ordinary ones, which he found really boring), and the ANNOYING ones (the people he thinks who are poor, lower than average, fakers, and annoying)

Don't ask. That's how I was grew up as a child. My noona, Jiyeon-noona, who was a Queenka/Bully of her high school, influenced me quite a lot I should say. And my dad who's a hardcore player and made me believe that he never existed. And a mom who's always at work and basically cheated with her boss behind my ex-dad's back. My family`s pretty messed up.

 

~ Oh Ji yeon ~

Age 21 years old

Currently a model in a famous magazine and pursuing acting.

A/N: Let's pretend she's his noona and her last name is Oh. kk? ^^

 

 

Well, That`s the back story of my real point. Park Eun Ji was in the same middle school as me.

 

{WARNING: Most of the following words were the thoughts Sehun as a kid in middle school. So please don't hate Sehun for this, he knows what he did was wrong ^^}

 

One day I was in the library, to look for some cool Spiderman comics. She immediately caught my attention. Oh Yeah. It's definitely because of her looks. She looked totally..

HORRIBLE as hell.

I gave the weird look as I judged her hardcore.

Her hair was up on pigtails and she had those weird Barbie, square-ish glasses and those up-to-neck button-up collars, and she wore a polka dot patterned-skirt with jeans underneath. Like, How can there be such a girl existing in this Earth!??

 

Present Sehun: Sighs....I used to really think looks is a big thing and must be valued. = _ =''

 

 

She didn't look rich and sassy AT ALL so I considered her the lowest of the lows, even lower than the ANNOYING ones. The weirdosthatneedtodie type. Yeah, she gets the lowest mark in my category list for being so ugly and unhuman.... and ugly. That's the only category that I came up with by myself. The other categories were the things I learnt from Jiyeon-noona. 

 

Anyway, she was really ugly. So whenever I would see her, I would always puke in the inside. 

 

That became my usual thing for a whole year (and I somehow, found out that her name was Park Eun JI..) until the next year, one afternoon...

 

"Uh...Uhhhhh...E-Excuse m-m-me...?", Wow. That was a really bad stutter.

"What?", I said annoyed. My mom and dad were planning on going to court tomorrow to divorce. So, I didn't get much sleep last night due to the endless shouting and arguing of my annoying parents. EX-PARENTS to be exact. 

 

"Ummm..I was wondering...uhh....D..Do...Do y-you...lik.....ke.......m...mmh?", she stuttered as her face increased from white to bit red.

"Uh. What?", I raised an eyebrow to her. "Did you just confess to me?"

She looked at me shocked and started fiddling with her hair. Wait, why is her hair purple? She's kind of wearing this..

 

I fake-puked in front of her.

"Wh..What? Is there something weird about my outfit?", she self-consciously asked me.

 

"No. No, No. It's just your face.", I said not-so-obviously.

"Wh-What about my face?"

 

"It's pretty......  damn UGLY!!"

As I shouted, everybody's attention turned to me and basically her, cause her look was so eye-catching for some reason.

She somehow started shaking on the spot. 

 

Yeah, that's right. You deserve it for being so ugly. 

"Wh-Why would you say that...?", she asked with a fading smile on her face.

 

"Cause you're a weirdo that needs to die and you're ugly and you disgust me!! No one wants you, so go away and eat your family for giving birth to you!!", I basically snapped my trapped up feelings to her. Which I never usually do. Suddenly, I feel bad for her, she came out in the wrong time.

 

Tears start to form in my eyes as I mentioned the word "family". I basically cried right there and knelt on my knees. My family is pretty messed. REALLY messed up. I couldn't take it anymore.

 

She just stood there as I wept. Everybody was basically watching but I didn't care. Cause I'm higher than all of them. I should be. I'm cool.

Then suddenly the girl knelt down before me and pulled my chin up. Ok, that is weird. Then she was crying while she looked at me with a little smile. Ok, why is she smiling while crying? Then she wiped my tears with her warm fingers and hugged me right after. OK!! OK!!! SHE IS REALLY WEIRD!!! HIT HER!!! HIT HER RIGHT AT THE FACE!!!

 

So I pushed her away. "YAAHHH!!! YOU IDIOT!!! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING TOUCHING ME WITH THOSE FILTHY HANDS!!?"

We were both sitting on the ground tears falling. People are still watching but not giving a care about it. 

 

Then she said the weirdest thing I've heard in my entire life.

 

"You know...My mom once told me that it's ok to be different with everybody but not too different where it could separate you apart from the world. Being apart from the world is lonely. Do you want to be lonely?"

"Weirdo. It's not for you to know!", I shouted at her as endless tears keep falling out.

 

"If you know how to feel sad, then what about other people? They can feel too.", she said as she pointed at her heart.  "Your true feelings WILL show up somehow in a certain time where it may hurt someone, But do you really want that? Hurting someone else because of what you felt?"

As she mentioned the word 'felt' I felt a tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach. I remember the way I felt whenever I see my family situation. It made me feel sad.

 

Then I felt her hug me again. "It's OK. I cried too, when my mom said that. I don't wanna be lonely nor do I wanna hurt somebody either. I know you feel the same way.", her words were warm and loving. Is this what it feels to be loved? I thought to myself. 

 

But as she was hugging me I heard her heartbeat. It was really fast.

 

Present Sehun: I felt bad for hurting her feelings but my pride was too high to get myself to apologize to her.

 

Then I never saw her the next day or the next day or the day after that. And I found out she moved to another school. Is it because of what happened? I felt bad for the past five years.

{end of Sehun in deep thought mode}

 

 

 

Now that I finally meet her again, this is my chance to finally apologize to her. 

I was running and checking on the possible ways she might've gone to. I leaned against the wall as I massaged the back of my neck. 

When I suddenly saw a familiar figure came out of nowhere. I turned my face to her and my face lit up.

 

 

"Eun Ji-ah!! Eun Ji!!", I ran towards Eun JI.

                             

 

                             

 

Oh no CHANYEOL!! What have you done to our SUHOOOO!!!! XDDD (scrunch up nose)

 

UGH. I only took three EXO GIFS this time. cause TUMBLR is ON. TUMBLR is ON. I can't concentrate when TUMBLR is ON. If I take too much time in tumblr i'm dead.

 

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