Two
2 WeeksJiyong.
I see some child running and laughing together, they seems so happy and free. I wish i could be them.
i'm sure you think that i'm the happiest guy in the earth cause i'm rich, popular good looking and etc. But you totally wrong, ok maybe i'm happy 'cause i have my bestfriends that's it nothing more nothing less. So here i am walking in the street with coffee in my hand without direction thinking about my fckn life.
Well lately i've been thinking a lot of my fckn life cause its getting messed up. Now i sat down at bench staring at sky which getting dark, 'oh probably it will rain'. I grab my phone at my pocket, i immediately smile when see my wallpaper. It was photos of me who still kid,dad, and mom in beach are laughing together, the photo was taken before my dad own Kwon Company. If i could choose i'd rather being kid all time than be like this.
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Jiyong staring at his wallpaper so long. "Ok that's enough, i should end 'this' right now" he tell him self. But before he stood up his phone ringing, without any glancing he pick up that call.
Jiyong.
"Yeoboseo?"
"Hey dongasaeng, its me Tabi."
"oh hey hyung, whats up?"
"nothing, where r u? tonight boys will throw barbeque party at my villa. Are u coming?"
"i'm at street. Hm i don't think i can make it hyung"
"why? is there something bothered u? u sounds so stressful"
cause at night i already disapear... " i'm tired hyung (tired of this life). No hyung i'm fine"
"r u sure?"
"i'm positive."
"ok then, b-"
before he could finish his sentence, i said "hyung... i'm sorry if i always make u in trouble and i always bothered u." i felt tears down to my cheek remembering tabi hyung always there for me, the boys too.
"yah Kwon Jiyong! whats wrong with u? why is so sudden?"
"nothing hyung, just forgive me kay?" i wiped my tears
"no i'm not, tell me first. Whats going on?"
"there's nothing hyung. I j-just wanna apologize to u."
"aish this kid. Ya ya i forgive u. Happy?"
"yeay thank u hyung"
"neh. hm ji i gotta go now. Bye see u 2morrow!"
"bye hyung see u..." sorry hyung but you're not gonna see me tomorrow hyung.....
I put my handphone to pocket again. Rain already fallin.
i'm sure i'm gonna end this right now. i take a walk again, right now from a far i can see there's car which drive very fast. 'great' i told myself.
i'm walking to middle of highway. I stood up at there and get ready for free.
Tabi.
After had conversation with Jiyong i feel weird, i know he liying abiut whole i'm okay thing. Is this because his parents? hm i don't think so, he always seems happy with his family or this is about girl? ah i don't know. If i think about him too much it will stress, i better go to market to buy groceries. I take a walk instead, 'cause its just few blocks away.
From a far i see figure that i knew from a long time. Jiyong.
What he doing in the middle of highway? is he crazy or something? is he commit suicide? WAIT NO WAY. Before i could call him.... BANG!! i immediately run to that sounds. I reached the place. I froze. Tell me what i see is wrong. I see Jiyong lying at the ground and blood around his body. "JIYONG!" i screamed and pull his body to mine, i shake his body " Jiyong wake up!!".
Jiyong
Aw. my body in pain but i can see black figure in front of me, seems like he going to take me to hell.
hm,I felt someone shake my body and said " Jiyong wake up!!" is that Tabi hyung? why he at here? i use all my powers to open my eyes.. "hyung" i said. "Oh god what the fck u doing?" he sounds so worried, oh God i felt guilty make him like this. "hyung finally...i...fr...ee.." i whispered before i close my eyes.
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