II
All That I Need To Survive + The Station
Her scent still lingers in my head....
The only thing that makes me want to wake up every morning..
But when I open my eyes......
Your still not there...
My tears starts to fall.....
How long can I survive without you?
How much pain should I take in before I give up?
You knew you are my life...
You are my everything....
The moment you left...
I become nothing.
But I have to go on with life everyday without you...
Never touching your things...
Just leaving it the way they are the day you left me....
No note....
No signs...
You just suddenly disappear....
As if your just a fragment of my imagination...
But I know you are real..
Our wedding picture says so....
oOo
A month had passed...
Still no sign from you....
I was just lazily driving back to our house...
When of all the unexpected things to happen....
I saw you!
"Dara?" I heard the longing of my voice.
I felt the trembling of my hand on the stirring wheel.
I can hear the fast beating of my heart ...
My tears blurring my sight....
"Dara..... my wife..."
I heard my voice again..
As if its an ancient word that I haven't spoken for a long time..
My wife is standing in front of our house.
Her hair longer than the last time I saw her.
I park my car..
Twenty meters away from her..
My eyes only glued to her...
Afraid she might disappear again...
Suddenly , mixed emotions engulfed me..
I want to run to her...
I want to wrap my arms around her...
Never ever letting her go...
But I stop .....
A guy put his arms around her...
I just realized, she was not alone...
And saw her large bosom...
My world crashed...
My heart torn into pieces....
I just stood there....
Not minding the cold rain....
I never manage to get closer to her...
I just stood there....
Watching him guiding her inside the car...
And left me ....... broken...... and shattered...
(To be continued...)
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NOTE: THIS ARE ALL FICTIONS OF THE WRITER'S MIND. ANY EVENTS OF SIMILARITY IS NOT INTENTIONAL. I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS [but I love using them]. THIS IS JUST FOR THE PURPOSE OF ENTERTAINMENT.
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