This is my first yunjae fic that I'm posting and it was done really half assed just to get something done, because I always start a fic and NEVER finish it.  I don't really know what to do in a foreword so I'm putting this here... I actually don't really know what I'm doing to much on Asian fanfics but I will try my best to update.  If I don't update for long periods of time please bother me constantly.  Nothing will ever get done if I don't force myself, I think I have a disease that cause me to do this, but it could be almost a year before I update again.  So please if I don't updaete for a long time, please bother me!