Minnie

The worst part is when you thought you moved on and then that one thing brings all those memories back and for me, that one thing is my job, funny how I died to be on my own and how I fought for this and ended up being exactly what others have expected me to become in the process of running for only me and I hate it, I hate this. Where did it go wrong? I am back in the same loop where I am left alone with my thoughts cause its scary, I feared this and it is happening like I am bound to go through this, with all these thoughts on my shoulders and I should try my best to not let anyone see through me. I don't want anyone to understand me at this point, I want to be the inexplicable. My day started a bit different now, I woke up early cause I barely slept and realized going for a walk might help me and decided to do so. 
While I was walking with my headset on and lost in my thoughts when felt someone tap on my shoulders, It was Sehun behind me "Hey!" I reply "Hey?" he sounds offended "Ms.Maniac depression, where were you? I was shouting your name," he says while resting his hands on his hips, I laugh and blame it all on my headset "What made you wake up this early in the morning?" I just smiled in response, he might have noticed from the look on her face, before saying "Have you even slept last ?" he was worried, and I was silent. My mobile starts to ring indicating that Beakhyun is calling me, I answer it "Hey, Morning" I say with a neutral tone "Yup see you there" With that she ends the call. Sehun was beside me all the time "I gotta go" I turned around to leave, but Sehun stopped me by grabbing my hand "Want me to drop you off today ?" he asked "I submitted my resignation yesterday so I am opposite to your way from now on" with that, she leaves.

 

When I returned home after the morning walk I saw my father in the living room sipping his coffee while reading a newspaper, I decided to leave silently but my father seemed to have different plans "Heard you quit?" he asked breaking the ice, he sure gets information from her firm faster than light speed "I wanna know why" He continues "well, I don't wanna work there anymore" I answered, for which my father raises a brow "I had to be under someone's shade and had to do the mundane works there, they treat me like they are doing a favor for me so wanted to work for real" I explained trying to act clueless, Honestly I didn't want to blame my father cause he didn't trust me on my own and he had to do what he had done, but it's me with issues, I am not that tr