Confusion, Realization, Distraction

A Tale As Old As Time
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Time passed by quickly and before one realized, it was already Kyungil’s enlistment day. Since he had to leave early in the morning, the twins and Jun bid him farewell the previous evening itself. However, Hae Rin couldn’t sleep well that night and hence, she woke up early and decided to accompany Mr. & Mrs. Song if they let her.

 

When Mr. Kang drove his daughter over to the Songs’ residence, they almost immediately agreed to take her along with them. Mr. Kang patted the boy’s back and wished him luck while they all got into the car. Hae Rin beamed, noticing the watch on Kyungil’s wrist after he got in the car.

 

When they reached the place, they all stood in front of the camp, waiting for the gate to open. Mr. and Mrs. Song kept giving him some advice, especially Mrs. Song while Hae Rin just stood there in silence.

 

“Hey Kiddo, why are you standing there in silence?” Kyungil asked her after a while, when it looked like Mrs. Song was finally done with her advice. Hae Rin simply shook her head. “Is everything okay?” he inquired looking at her expression change.

 

“I’m alright, oppa. It just feels weird that I won’t be seeing you for two years,” she said, blinking back her tears.

 

“Come here,” he motioned her to get closer and hugged her, “Don’t cry. I’m sure we’ll be able to meet frequently after the training period. I’m going to serve as a conscripted policeman, remember?”

 

“I will miss you oppa,” she whispered against his torso, still hugging him tight. Although he looked a bit weird with his new buzz cut but strangely, she has started feeling all jittery and giddy whenever she was with him.

 

“I’ll miss you too, kiddo,” she immediately let go of him and glared at him with a pout, upon hearing him call her a kiddo. However, he simply laughed at her reaction. “Oh, I need you to promise me something,” he held out his pinky towards her while she gave him a weird look.

 

He chuckled, “It’s nothing weird. I just want you to not mind what others say,” she looked at him confused. “Just continue to enjoy eating whatever you like. Just eat and exercise like we usually do, alright?” she nodded, “Promise me then,” he firmly held his little finger in front of her.

 

Her smile widened, before linking her pinky with his and pressed her thumb against his, sealing the deal. “Remember the promise. Else, you’d have to face the consequence the next time we see each other.” He said in an intimidating tone, however, she simply laughed out loud.

 

The gate opened, and someone announced the recruits to report in. “I gotta go, but kiddo, work hard and play hard in high school, okay? I’ll see you again soon.” He ruffled her hair, before turning to his parents and hugging them both tightly. Then he waved at them before heading in.

 

 

 

“Yah! Were you crying?” was the first thing Hae Jin asked Hae Rin, as the latter entered the room. “Rin, do you like Kyungil oppa?” Hae Jin continued when she saw her ignore her.

 

Hae Rin changed into her home clothes before heading straight to bed, “I’m tired. So don’t disturb me while I sleep,” she pulled the cover over her head and ignored Hae Jin.

 

 

 

As the High School has already started, the twins were once again in different classes this academic year as well. Luckily, Hae Rin still had Da Yeong in her class. However, Benji was in a different class. Still they all met during the lunch break, or after school got over.

 

Since school began, she couldn’t meet up with Aiden that frequently as she was subjected to heavy loads of school work most of the time. Even when they met, she couldn’t help but work on her assignments. Nonetheless, she still made time to make a farewell gift to him.

 

 

 

On the day Aiden was returning to his home country, Hae Rin handed him her gifts, a photo album of their time together and some Korean books that could help him with learning the language along with some personal notes explaining some difficult points. She hugged him tightly as she bid him farewell.

 

 

For the first few days, the two couldn’t chat with each other, the reason mostly being Aiden too busy getting used to his new school and the school works. Nearly two weeks later, he arranged for a video chat schedule with Hae Rin. From then on, the two frequently made plans to chat, even if it meant ungodly hours for either of them. On one such chat, Aiden hesitatingly brought up something, “Do you still like me, Hae Rin?”

 

“Of course, I like you”

 

“Then do you like, Kyungil?”

 

“What?”

 

“Answer me, please”

 

“I like Kyungil oppa, too” she replied after a momentary pause, “but –” she started but Aiden cut in.

 

“Who do you like more?”

 

“Oppa is oppa, you are you and I like you both in different ways.”

 

“Alright, I’ll change the question then. Let’s imagine the three of us are in a sinking boat and there’s only two lifejackets. So, you wear one, and then who will you give the other lifejacket to?”

 

“Are we like in the middle of the ocean, with no lands as far as one could see?” he shrugged, “Well, doesn’t matter. I’ll give the lifejackets to you both.”

 

His eyes widened hearing that, “Oh God, Hae Rin! You gotta think of saving yourself too.” It was now Hae Rin’s turn to shrug, “You’ll probably give me a similar answer even if I gave you a different life saving scenario, right?” Hae Rin simply scratched the back of her neck. “I’m not trying to find any faults here, Hae Rin. I just want you to give this a bit more thoughts. I want you to look into your feelings honestly without worrying about hurting me or anyone else.”

 

Aiden said they should take some time off until they were sure of what they wanted and until then, he wanted to keep away from all forms of contact. Initially, it was hard on Hae Rin to stay out of contact but the more she kept away from Aiden, the more she realized what her true feelings were. And the more the realization was, the more she drowned in guilt.

 

 

And the next time she contacted him, she brawled her eyes out for hours together. “Don’t cry, Hae. It’s okay. Feelings change, especially at our age. It’s no one’s fault. You neither took my feelings lightly when we dated nor did you cheat. That speaks for everything. Although it’s been a short time, I’m glad to have known you.”

 

“Is this the last time we will be talking? I wish we could still be friends,” she mumbled in between her sobs.

 

Aiden chuckled hearing that, “If we stop talking, then who will teach me Korean for free?” A chuckle escaped from Hae Rin’s mouth, before her crying turned into sniffles.

 

After speaking for a few more minutes, they disconnected the call after he reassured her to stay in contact. Hae Rin felt like a huge weight has been lifted off her shoulders. But, even though Aiden said they would stay in touch, she still couldn’t get in touch with him for the next month or two, although he did message her once or twice to let her know he was preoccupied with school, she was still worried.

 

Meanwhile, it was already summer holidays in Korea and during them, Benji and Da Yeong started going out. However, the two tried to always include Hae Rin in their plans. They knew she would be really alone since they were her only friends and so, neither minded that they couldn’t have a date night. They did their best to go on dates on the day Hae Rin had her part-time job.

 

Around two weeks into the summer holiday, Aiden contacted Hae Rin again and apologized for not contacting her for so long. Then they chatted for a while, then helped each other with their respective language learning and this continued on for a while during the break.

 

Although, Hae Rin was aware that there was no chance for her to date Kyungil, she still diligently followed all the promises she made to him. She ate well, continued with her martial arts practice, and tried her best to tune out the haters’ remarks. She also wrote Kyungil some letters that she posted every now and then.

 

Meanwhile, Hae Jin was going around participating in dance competitions and winning a few trophies. She not only excelled in that, but also in some boxing tournaments that she participated. At the same time, she did fairly in the academics too. And Jun followed nearly every footsteps of hers.

 

A few months after the school began again following the end of the summer vacation, an upperclassman approached Hae Rin and introduced himself. He said he liked her and would like to get acquainted to her.

 

Initially, Hae Rin said she was not interested in him. But he suggested that she at least try getting to know him and that he wouldn’t bother her if she didn’t happen to be interested in him even after that. He also asked her to give this some thinking before answering. She has seen him around the school campus a few times and he seemed like a nice guy. So she agreed to give his suggestion some thought before she decided on what to do. While she did so, he patiently waited for her answer.

 

No matter how nice of a guy he seemed, she still couldn’t bring herself to like him. Her heart has already gone to someone else. So she didn’t want to lead him on unnecessarily, as that would only end up hurting him more.

 

However, even after getting rejected by her, the guy continued to acknowledge her presence in the school ground and treated her gently while interacting with her. At times, he gave some chocolates, snacks etc. albeit her hesitating and refusing to accept them. He said it’s just his token of friendship.

 

 

A few months later, Kyungil came home on his first holiday and his mom cooked a feast nearly for the entire town. Although it was a bit of an exaggeration, she really did it on a big scale. And before he left back, he invited them all to a military event that his unit would be participating in.

 

On the day of the event, Hae Rin, Hae Jin and Jun accompanied Kyungil’s parents to the event. At the event place, the kids decided to look around the ground a bit more during the short breaks between the performances. There were a few food stalls. Hae Rin excused herself to use the restroom while Hae Jin and Jun ate at the stalls.

 

When she walked out, she was confused on which direction to take, but soon spotted Kyungil a few feet away with the group of people he had just performed with. Earlier when they arrived, Kyungil introduced those people to his family and them.

 

Just as she neared them, she heard her name being mentioned by someone in the group, so she stopped in her track, abruptly. “Doesn’t that high schooler like you?” one of the guys in the group asked while Kyungil remained silent, “Oh come on! Don’t act like you didn’t know it.” He commented.

 

“She’s just having a crush. She’ll get over it. Why do you care anyway?” Kyungil questioned, not sparing him a glance.

 

The guys still ignored Kyungil’s action and continued joking among them a bit more while Kyungil grit his teeth and held back his anger. However, a guy suddenly asked, “Kyungil-sshi, be frank with us. You’re grooming her now, so you could eat her up in a few years, aren’t you?”

 

Kyungil stood up in anger and was about to pounce on the guy but was held back by the tall, handsome guy who sitting beside him. Even though Kyungil was commanding the guy to let him go, he refused to do so, “It’s not worth it,” the guy said, before turning towards the other guy, “You did take it way out of line this time.” He looked at the guy with disdain, before his eyes noticed Hae Rin standing at a distance.

 

Upon locking eyes with the guy, Hae Rin quickly composed herself and bowed her head slightly with a smile, acting as if she has just come there. The tall guy whispered something into the ears of the still furious Kyungil, who quickly stood up straight and looked around, before noticing her and quickly marching in her direction.

 

He looked really troubled, standing in front of her. He seemed like he was struggling to say the right thing. However, she acted as if she has just gotten there and feigned ignorance.

 

 

 

Ever since Hae Rin overheard the way the boys spoke of Kyungil and her, she had been greatly confused, disturbed and shaken. She didn’t like how those guys spoke ill of Kyungil even when he had nothing to do with her one-sided crush on him.

 

She wasn’t sure of whom to talk about this issue with, her sister’s reaction was obvious and she wasn’t willing to sacrifice Da Yeong and Benji’s time any more than what they had already been sacrificing for her. The only other person who was good at

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I decided to post the foreword today (17th Nov) as it was Eric Nam's b'day. But I'll try to post the first chapter by the weekend!

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playfulkissbof
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Chapter 2: I didn't think about twins at all ( I don't know why XD)
You know I have twin sister too :D
playfulkissbof
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Chapter 1: Oh god a cliffhanger,
I normally don't comment on the first chapter, as I feel lost and not connected to the characters, but I didn't expect the chapter to end here

Tomorrow is my day off
I Will definitely read the rest
Teneky
700 streak #3
Chapter 1: 🔥💗🔥💗🔥

Chapter title: Are You Talking About Me?

I love how you started off the chapter and how the pace of it took place. ^^ Even though it was her first day, and she was a bit late, she managed to get along with everyone and have a pleasant experience - even through the following days. 👍👌 But as I was coming to the end of the chapter things got a bit odd and it got me curious! That is definitely one cliffhanger! 👍👌

Thank you for an amazing start! I am looking forward to seeing what happens next!

🔥💗🔥💗🔥
Teneky
700 streak #4
🔥💗🔥💗🔥

I am so in for the ride! ;)

🔥💗🔥💗🔥
fayrenz #5
Chapter 11: Chapter 11: Such a nice chapter!! I had many parts that i loved but lets see how much i can put together here hehe. I love Haerin and Eric together. Its just so easy and tender. Not just how we as readers perceive but also for the characters themselves. Its very precious. Also loved how thoughtfully Haerins conflict about having these new feelings was portrayed. Even when she was with Eric, and when she was back and speaking to the tree...and all her lifestyle changes...shes getting through it the way she can and I look forward to how she processes it further esp when (if im guessing right) Eric is in Korea (going by the last scene hehe)
I like how all the other characters are so nicely weaved in too... like Jun who shares the loss and trauma with Haerin...and Benji and Dayeong...Jonghyun...everyone has purpose in Haerin's life and help her and care for her in their own ways and Haerin helps and cares for them too...its so wholesome
Also i wholeheartedly love Kaiser. Love the bit about his "boss lady and boss baby" hehehehe
I enjoyed this chapter a lot, thank you so much for the update 💕
fayrenz #6
Chapter 10: The moment I saw Eric's name aaddcvssbsjskssl
That was such a sweet encounter! It was smart of her to take a pic of his passport (did she do it when talking to the hotel staff? Seeing Eric finally here my brain might have glitched to pic up things lmaoo)
Anyways their time together really felt so natural and soft and calming and Eric being so subtle and careful around her is so precious. Even the way they parted...idk how to say it but it was so real and natural...ie mature but ofc also a bit sad. I like how Eric was understanding of wat was possible and of Haerins decision uwu well well i wonder who she met at the end 👀
Tysm for the update!!! I enjoyed it a lot, will patiently look forward to more 💖
Ghad20
#7
This looks so interesting I can’t wait to start reading
fayrenz #8
Chapter 9: So much happened omg...haejin and kyungil 💔 and especially when haerin found out 😭 haerin's mom is so... it makes me angry but in the end its just so sad that she feels that way abt her own child. I guess haerin is really better without her, especially when she has so many others who care for her. And when Kaiser and Jaemin come along awwww Kaiser putting his fallen leash back in jaemin's pram asxfhkll that was so adorable!! Im happy to see haerin healing and moving on too... finding new work and learning opportunities... and finding courage to date too..i think maybe because that guy looked like kyungil but he turned out to be trash. I wonder who the person is whose suitcase she stumbled over hehe. Eric? 😏😏😏 thank u so much for the update 💕
fayrenz #9
Chapter 8: Oh my so much happened in this chapter... Kyungil's "accidental" cheating.. the twins drifting apart, Haerin's possible pregnancy??? And the accident at the end !!!!!!!! Jun was such a sweetheart throughout to Haerin and I also understand how Haerin still couldn’t get back to how it was with Kyungil. Trust and loyalty is like a paper, once crumpled you cant fix the folds, it wont go back to how it was... anyhow... im very worried about them... but I guess this is the turning point in the plot. Really can't wait to read more! As always tysm for the update 💕
fayrenz #10
Chapter 7: Oh no the whole part about their father passing away really broke my heart :( But what hurt more was how their mother lashed out and took it out on Haerin. Personally, I don't believe in any such superstitions but I know that some people can be very serious about them :( Anyways, they got through the grief well because of Kyungil's support; he really is so genuinely compassionate and precious. The asking-out scene was just so sweet-- Haerin finding the dog tags and then Kyungil's spontaneous confession because curiosity got the cat huhu. Haejin is a protective sister, it really pulled a string after she (seriously) warns Kyungil, because now that their father is gone, Haejin really would feel so much more responsible for Haerin now. And what followed after--just the moments of the couple and the friends progressing and hanging out and having fun--the fake wedding--all of it was so lovely too. The last scene as well hehe ;) I enjoyed the chapter a lot! Thank you so much for the update!! I hope you have a wonderful day too <3