Ningning POV

(Love is really a very scary thing that enters your heart without you knowing it and leaves you before you even say goodbye to it and without even realizing it)

She was so beautiful that I dread touching her. this unnie had it all 'beauty and elegance and singing and dancing' to me this unnie made me fall for her even more in the smallest and simplest things I tried several times to stop this heart from beating but it doesn't seem to be responding to me

Now we in the company finished rehearsals and of course it was very difficult but we had each other so it was fun we were rehearsing our debut song "Black Mamba" Tomorrow we'll debut We were all happy but I was happy more then them because I'm finally going to debut Of course I was sad because at some point in the past I became I'm lonely and the trainees I spent my time with are starting to leave but I'm happy because I'm going to debut with the unnies

Everyone was happy. I looked at her to see her smile. I have to tell her not to smile too much, because one day she will break my heart. She was so happy. She was dancing with joy and happiness. Suddenly she looked at me and said, "ning-ah, come, dance with me, we will debut tomorrow." I laughed and went to dance with her. We danced silly but it was fun

 after those silly happy moments we got in the car to go to our dorm I was in the back seat while she was in the front of the car I could clearly see her looking tired I wanted to put her to sleep on my shoulder and tidy her hair but she was sleeping on Her shoulder I wanted to be in her place but I know I can never take her place

When we arrived at our dorm, she woke up with that childish face and complaining that she wanted to sleep more, so she ran quickly to our dorm while we were laughing and we entered. Then I waited for my turn to take a shower. I was the last.

 I finished the shower and went out and went straight to see her because I missed her Yes I miss her even in the shortest time I got out of the room after I got dressed and dried my hair to see her sleeping on her lap and she hugged her tightly It hurt when I saw that scene I couldn't stand So I ran straight to my room and fell asleep On my bed

 that made me realize again that she's not mine and that I'm nothing in her life so I slept crying hoping I'd forget everything I should've forgotten because tomorrow is going to be a great day and I don't want to be sad about it

(I realized again that I wouldn't live love like in the movies if I had a wish I'd wish you'd look at me like you look at me and feel the same as I do but that's impossible because I'm not her)