khun part
I can't hold this anymore... I don't know why Taecyeon said smth ridiculous..I knew it..yes i knew it my dad won't help me..but I don't want to sacrifice my whole life for that man who doesn't care me ... even I am here for the deeds of anyone else than my father then it would be pleasing but why should I be here for a man who don't even have the dignity of being called as a man...I can't control my anger and the sadness that rushes from my blood..I am almost like screaming.I just want to end my life..what does Taecyeon thinks.. dad would pay him back if I am here.... no he won't... Taecyeon, he is fooling you.. if I'm here or not he won't feel anything I just want to say it out ..but am I supposed to? I never cried like this .. There isn't a situation where i am expecting someone to console me ... but i am damn sure that i cant stop this by myself..suddenly I felt smth pressed against my lips..It was gentle and warm at the same time..no one ever kiss me like this...It is more than what others can do..who give him the power to fade my pains ... who he exactly...? He drive me crazy...for the first time I  kiss him back..The dizziness he created inside me reaches to the pt where I don't even know what am I supposed to do.. 
Taecyeon part
Its not bcoz I'm dizzy right?  I can feel the soft lips is pressing against mine..HE KISSED ME BACK. I'm not dreaming... my hands which held his shoulder moved to his neck and held him tightly..I kissed him harder than before.. harder than ever. I don't know why but I enjoyed his moans..I know he started to feel the dizziness all over his body.. he slowly faded to sleep but i couldn't withdraw my lips from his..still pampering him..slowly pushin