I can't help but wait
It's late and I can't get no sleep
Something's different this time
It just doesn't feel right       

But I know you're leaving
I know that smile
I can tell you've been crying
You're gonna say goodbye      

 

"Where were you?!"  I snapped without trying to hide my irritation.  I snatched my blanket from the couch and stomped upstairs and to the bedroom.  I didn't wait for her answer and jumped right back to bed. I heard her sigh as she followed me.  Though I kept an eye slightly open to watch her.  Her shoulders were slumped, like she was carrying the weight of the world.  Her face, bruised.

I immediately closed my eye when she turned around to face me.  I felt the bed move and I heard her soft sob.

Pppsssh... Does she think I'm already asleep?

"Hey, what's with the crying?!?  I can't sleep!!"  And this time, I really glared up at her.

"O-oh!"  She exclaimed, surprised I was still awake.  She quickly wiped her face.  "Sorry.  I-I'm not crying, Oppa.  I'm sorry....  Good night.  I'm sorry...."  She immediately apologized and turned to face the other side.

"Aish!"  I grumbled and covered my head with a pillow.  Finally letting myself to fall asleep.

 

 

Where does the time go?
Between goodbye and hello
How did we come to this
Is there something we missed   

 

I woke up with the sound somebody ruffling and shuffling something.  I peered an eye and saw Jina doing something in the floor.  The closet door was open and I heard a bag's zipper.

I sat up on the bed.

"Jina?"  I sleepily called.

"O-OPPA!"  She exclaimed and immediately tried to cover the bags with clothes.  She stood up and went in front of me, or rather, trying to cover my view of what seemed to be luggages.  "Did I wake you up?  I'm sorry, please go back to sleep.  I was just... err, fixing some things."  She explained.

I looked at the clock.

4:07 AM

"At 4 in the morning???"  I questioned.

 

Along the way
With your bags at the door
I wanna pull you in close
And hold you once more

 

"Well...  Goodbye, Oppa."  Jina softly said with a sad smile on her face.  She slowly walked towards me, paused, and then hesitantly continued.  Up close, her face bore sorrow and pain.

Did I really cause all that?

An ugly bruise on side of her lips and a mark on her cheek tainted her face.  She took a deep breath and pecked my cheek.  I blinked.

"Thank you for everything, Oppa.  I'm sorry for all the trouble.  And I'm...sorry for disappointing you time and time again."  She walked away and picked up the bags.

After she turned the knob of the front door, she looked back at me.

"Take care of yourself, Oppa.  Bye."  She didn't get out just yet.  She waited for a few moments before finally turning her back on me.

Is this really happening to me?

"Jina!"  I suddenly called.

Her shoulders stiffened and looked back at me with a hopeful expression.

Don't go.  You vowed to love me until death do us part, didn't you?

"Yes Oppa?"  She asked, almost too fast.

"I....nothing.  Just.....just don't forget to lock the door."  I said and looked away.  

I heard a bitter laugh and the closing of the door.  I looked at the door.

It will open and Jina will be back saying she's just playing an inhumane joke on me.

I waited for minutes but it didn't open.

This is not happening.  It's just a nightmare and I will wake up with her beside me.

 

Here come the sleepless nights
Here come the tears I'm gonna cry
Here comes the last goodbye leaving us behind
Oh this can't be right

 

 

 

 

 

 

- Westlife's Leaving

 

 

 

[A/N]  Hello! :)  I hope you guys are liking the story so far. ^_^

THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING, COMMENTING AND SUBSCRIBING!  And no, it's not the end yet. :)

 

@sharsharr- YEEEEY! My first ever commenter! BWahaha.  THanks so much!!!  Ah, yeah.  I'm a fan of WL since I was in grade school.  But now i'm a kpop lovaaah.  But still love them tho.  I found their songs really nice so you should check em out.  Yeah, TOP in this fic is a bad TOP.  But but but.. the story... :D i should keep my lips sealed. ;)

@ketop4- Oh, it's actually my first time to write a sad fic!  My fics all have a 'comedy' touch in it.  But this plot had been in my mind for  a long time.  it's about time I write one.  ^_^  And good luck with your fics! FIGHTING! :D

@cassidy- Ooooh, have you listened to Westlife's songs before? :D  I'm glad!  Haha!  Well, here's the update in TOP's POV.  I hope you liked it.