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facebook message thirteen to sehun rp-er from 2015.

just remembered you because it's your birthday this month. tbh, i haven't forgotten you for all these years. i remember how when i asked you what we were gonna be doing after 5 years you'd said we'd be playing with our kids. it was cheesy of you to say, very unlike you, but i reveled in the words. i'm sorry i wasn't a nice girlfriend.

you possibly won't be seeing this message but i still wanted to reach out and let you know that our memories together make me smile and cry even till this day. even though it's on rps, everywhere i go and in every man i meet i find myself looking for you. i'm sorry i ran away back then. i fell in love with you for real and realized how we could never be, so i left making an excuse. i was immature and coward. i wish we'd met at some other time when we'd both be mature and knew how to express our feelings better.
i pray you're healthy and doing great in life. i hope you're surrounded by people who give you a lot of happiness. LOVEDUST : 2017