If someone saw Youngbae during the last minutes of Jiyong's final concert watching his friend closely from one side of the stage, it would not doubt that Bae's face was full of admiration before the great star that was G Dragon.

But if that someone took a few seconds to take a closer look at Bae's gaze, he could easily realize that the latter's thoughts were miles away from the event venue, even weeks ago, which soon turned months and even years so, so, so far away that by living daily as Jiyong's manager even Bae could doubt if those times really existed, if that adorable and always happy person was ever really part of their lives.