Darkness. 

It used to be scary for Junmyeon but now it felt comforting.

There was no one to hurt him. No one to mock him. Just cold emptiness, but Junmyeon was used to it by now.

Looking deeper into the darkness he noticed that it wasn't just plain black. There were light shades of grey and brown, though, barely noticable. 

The more Junmyeon watched, the more he noticed. The colors started to change, they were now brighter than before. It took him a second to understand that he was following something that looked like pattern of his life. Bright and colorful at first, dark and dull later.

Suddenly a light appeared. It was so bright that Junmyeon had to close his eyes. Voices–Junmyeon was sure he heard voices of s. 
But they were distant.

Junmyeon couldn't make out what they were saying but it was clear that they all were worried. A distant memory appeared in Junmyeon's mind. He was running somewhere after finding out about Sehun's girlfriend. He got hit by a car. He passed out as the darkness consumed him.

But he remembered. 

Every word they had said to him, every move they had made in order to hurt Junmyeon. It all flashed before Junmyeon's eyes. Painful memories made by people who couldn't stand him. 

It made Junmyeon realise something.

Why should he bother to do anything if none of them really cared? Why should he cry his eyes out for people who wouldn't shed a tear at his funeral?

Junmyeon opened his eyes and faced the light. He could make out the rest of EXO sitting around the bed where a helpless boy rested, hooked to various machines, his soft breathing being the only sound in the whole room. All the members seemed to be in shock, some looked like they had cried, some barely showed any emotion. But there was one thing which they all shared.

Guilt. 

It was weird to see them like that but what was even weirder was the appearance of the 3 people he didn't think he'd see ever again.

Tao was sitting closest to his bed, bags clearly evident under his eyes. He probably took the first flight to Korea. Luhan was sitting between Minseok and Jongdae. He seemed calm ok the surface but his eyes showed how worried he actually was. 

Even tho the appearance of these two was unexpected Junmyeon was happy that they were here. They had been very close back when they were trainees. Junmyeon was realy heartbroken when they left EXO but now he was glad that they haven't forgotten about him. Kris was absent but Junmyeon didn't blame him. He chose the path which was not EXO and he was happy with the life he had now. A