The end

               The last chapter

Once doyoung's palm caught the door's handle, hesitation started to flow into his heart and mind, he's scared,scared of his hyung reaction, what will taeyong say, how will he react to his appearance, he knows he deserve every bit of his anger, taeyong never yelled at him nor scold him and to be honest doyoung remembers clearly how many times he messed the right steps, taeyong never got mad, he was always understanding and just so kind, he was a true leader, a reliable and just so nice for his own good. 

Too nice actually, that why he and the members were so creul, he thought this man is unbreakable, he thought he can find a way out to everything, he seemed happy all the time,lifting up their spirits and hopes.

Turns out even lee taeyong can break

Doyoung still can't believe he took a part of killing his bestfiend's happiness just because he was jealous of him. 

How selfish of him to think that taeyong got it so easily, the man has the best looks that's is true but that is not what got him here, the man can dance and rap, even his singing voice is nice, he's professional, he was't born like that he worked hard for it and the fact he and the members never knowledged that, it made him never want to face the older, he doesn't even deserve to ask for forgiveness, he is ashamed, he is hurt, he never wanted to run away as much as he want to run now.

We backstabbed him

Taeil's words ringed in his ear over and over again

Doyoung let go of the handle, turning his back toward the door and leaning against it.

He can't do it

'it's least you can do doyoung, apologize before it's too late'

Ten said locking his eyes with him.

'but..... I...'

Doyoung's voice trumbled, his palm rubbed at his face roughly.

'I can't.......'

Ten sighed helplessly, he doesn't knows what to do, how to fix it, how to make things better, how to get back the precious old days, when everything was fine when they were a true family.

It's not fair for taeyong to let it go with one apologize but ten is helpless, he thought if doyoung talked to him, apologized,he will feel better.

Until now I can't beleive they almost caused taeyong's career to end

How will taeyong forgive them

He has a big heart but some things never meant to be rapired.

Looking at the man, ten realaised one thing

He shouldn't have pushed it. 

Taeyong is paining his heart, it was the only choice for ten.... 

Doyoung interupted his thoughts. 

'hyung I have.... To... Go, I am sorry' 

Doyoung said, his voice beraying him, it came out broken at the end before he run away

Why do I feel so bad for him?

Ten questioned himself, eyes staring blanking through the long hallway as doyoung's body started to go farther and farther. 

            ............... 

It has been one month since the accident, taeyong never bring up meeting doyoung but his behaviour changed toward ten since the incident, ten managed to get to the man's heart again, he told him his reasons, ten cried, that was enough for taeyong to pull him into a hug

'just don't put me through that again' 

The words made ten cry harder and taeyong only hugged him tighter.