Regret

'taeyong!'

The voice is far but taeyong recognized the person who is calling him, he can feel hands are shaking around his body and a soft palm is cupping his cheek as the voice grow and grow, taeyong eyelashes flattered as he tried to blink away his head ache, the voice called his name again and finally taeyong managed to open his eyes only to be pulled against a trembling embrace, the scent is familiar, it's warm and inviting, tears sting taeyong's eyes.

'taeyong please forgive me'

A sob

'i am so sorry!'

A louder sob and a tighter hug almost hiding taeyong's whole being

'I failed you and i am so mad, so mad at myself tae!'

Doyoung clutched his teeth burying his face into taeyong's soft hair, he missed this, he missed his friend hugs, his warmth, his clean smell and the most of it all his missed his smile.

Taeyong didn't move, he closed his eyes getting ride of his tears in process as Doyoung arms kept on securing his limbs and after few minutes Doyoung pulled away eyes puffy and red, looking into taeyong's tired ones. 

'tae you scared Me to death' 

Taeyong just kept looking at him, his body is numb, he can't move, his lips are dry, his head hurt like hell, he can't even lift his head which suddenly weight tones, but it was easy for Doyoung to lift his head which is resting on his arm attempting to get a reaction. 

'tae....' 

Doyoung's voice seemed scared and helpless. 

'can you hear Me? 

Tae.... 

Taeyong... 

His eyes shut again.... 

' ten hyung!' 

Doyoung screamed loudly,his heart nearly exploded.

What the hell wrong with taeyong? 

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Ten rubbed Doyoung back trying to comfort him, the man let out a shuddered breath, his eyes hurt from crying so much and to add to his misery taeyong is laying on the hospital bed right now unconscious to his surrounding, unaware and asleep

it's karma.... Doyoung knows it

'stop crying doyoungie' 

Ten tried in his soothing voice, doyoung doesn't remember the last time ten didn't yell at him, he forget how it's like to hear the softness in his friend voice, he scolded him, he glared at him, he shaked his head at him expressing his disappointment, he wished the thai man punched him, hit him, knock some sense in his stupid brain,he doesn't deserve his kindnes