I Quit

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Donghae's just getting back. From visiting the other stores. Hyukjae's working here today. He'd like to see him. For many reasons. And no reasons.

He'll be wearing Tempus clothes.

That's a good enough reason.

He goes through the doors. Pulls off his shades. Then he freezes.

Going through a rack of hoodies. Is the very familiar back of Jaeho.

He doesn't think. His body just... does it.

Donghae's gone through the side. Into the change rooms.

He slips into the first cubicle. Gasps. Hand on his mouth. As another person in there gasps too.

Hyukjae.

The man's got both hands over his mouth. Eyes wide. The space is small.

"Sorry," Donghae whispers.

 And he hears footsteps. Donghae can't hide in another one now. He just closes the door. Locks it.

Stares at Hyukjae.

This is the closest. He's ever stood to him. It makes Donghae take in a long slow breath. Notice things from this proximity. Like how Hyukjae's a few centimeters taller than him. He has such adorably shaped eyes. And there's that mole. On his cheek. And there's a faint sweet smell... fruit? Flowers? It's nice. Really nice.

Donghae shouldn't. But he does. He touches his hands. Takes them off his face. To see it better.

"Sorry," Donghae says. Again. But just as quietly. He smiles. At the familiar mouth. Chin. Lower part of his face. His lips look... moisturized. Soft. Cute. "Hyukjae, what are you doing in here?"

Hyukjae bites his lip. He looks so nervous. And that bothers Donghae. Is it him?

"You all right?" Donghae says.

Hyukjae nods. He inches back. In the small space. Donghae leans on the side. He really doesn't like it. Making him uncomfortable.

"I'm hiding," Donghae whispers. Hyukjae glances at him. Surprised. "My boyfriend's out there..."

He doesn't know why he's telling him. Doesn't know why he's hiding in the first place. Hyukjae's head tilts.

"He's nice," Donghae says. Quickly. Feels awkward. Embarrassed. Speaks before he thinks again. "Do you have a boyfriend?"

Hyukjae shakes his head. Slowly. And Donghae tries. Not to show shock.

So Siwon's... not a boyfriend? He's... something else? What, exactly?

Before he can ponder, worry... they hear footsteps.

Voices.

Leeteuk's voice.

Donghae moves farther from the door. Not wanting his shoes to be noticed.

He smells it more. Hyukjae's scent. It's pleasant. He realizes he's close enough. To wrap an arm around his waist. Feel his cheek. With the tip of his nose. Turn his chin. Feel his lips with his own.

He wants to.

Hyukjae's eyes are wide. He's so pale.

Donghae feels a rush of concern. What's wrong with him? Why's he so scared? What's he hiding from? Is he hiding?

Jaeho's voice is heard.

"Oh, Donghae's not here? I thought he'd be back by now."

"He should be coming back soon. Do you want to wait for him?"

Donghae holds his breath.

"No, it's okay. I'll just call him--"

Donghae swiftly pulls his phone out. Silences it.

"--later. Thanks, Leeteuk."

They hear Leeteuk's answer. Then footsteps. Donghae sighs in relief.

Hyukjae slides. Donghae's got his arm around him immediately. Helps the man to the floor. He's breathing fast.

"Hyukjae?" he says. Palms his cheek. Brushes his hair away. "Are you sick? You don't look well at all -- wait here."

"No. It's okay."

He slowly gets back to h

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Hyukkiehyukkie #1
Chapter 14: Im really waiting for this update🥺 the story line isn’t boring and unpredictable, if you have time and inspired please kindly update this one🙏 Hwaitinggg
Lad7whisper
#2
Chapter 14: Finally I got even with this story as well!
Hyukjae’s background is so intriguing! I wonder how did he hurt Jaeho’s family? And will Donghae still feel this way towards him once he will know?
I’m very curious about how their relationship will evolve too without having Donghae looking like a stalker😂 he gets so sentire about his safety, it’s so tender!
Anyway, I’ll stop blabbering, will be patiently waiting! Good job 👏🏻
hyukkie_chin
1455 streak #3
Chapter 14: hyuk’s past is so mysterious. been rereading this and somehow I can see the connection. hmm. would it be possible that Hyuk was left to Mr. Kim’s care by Mr. Kwan who is rumored to be his dad? cos heechul and jaeho’s fam had been friends from the beginning and heechul even mentioned that hyuk was watching them playing then and that Mr. Kwan always brought him over trips. With regards to Jaeho’s mom mental illness and his dad’s passing. Could it be that it was Mrs. Kwan who’s guilty because of her illness, or that certain incident drove her to have that mental illness.
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was rereading and then saw the clues. haha not really sure if these are true but well, just a guess :))
hyukkie_chin
1455 streak #4
Chapter 14: Gonna reread this. Just to freshen up my memory 😅 ehehe
kiwicolada
1611 streak #5
Chapter 14: I need to say I kinda like Hae's stepdad, even Donghae might have his reasons not to trust him or searching for any flaws. But he seems clam and might be the only real support Hyukkie has. But I also want to know, like Hae, what his connection is to Hyukjae. So I'm waiting for him to have a proper talk.

Donghae is so desperate and worried, I wish Hyukkie knows there's someone out there who cares for him that much. I don't know if Hyuk had pushed Siwon aside completely or are they still connected, but Hyuk's trust in his lover can't be this big. Sure he is a guy who don't wants to bother others with his problems, but when he let Hae's stepdad accompany him, then there must be a difference between Siwon and him, at least for Hyukjae.

The update on his YouTube channel is scary. I know he wants to let his followers know he's fine, (or maybe a certain of his followers?) but this is that kind of messages you see on social media and know that this person needs help. Professional help. Poor Hyukkie, I hope he's really ok, especially after losing his mom. Thanks for coming back to this ❤️
crescentbunni
#6
Chapter 14: That was a yikes there Donghae. He made a big and scandalous assumption about his step father and Hyukjae’s relationship and it would’ve wedged his own relationship with him and the rest of his family. Mr Kim was so patient to carefully explain what had actually happened. I am relief to hear that he was there to comfort Hyukjae, at least Hyukjae got someone he can trust.

Whilst Donghae is immensely worried for Hyukjae, I’m conflicted as he doesn’t have the right to barge into Hyukjae’s life. He was only Hyukjae’s boss and a fan of his insta, which Hyukjae doesn’t know, so Donghae has no meaningful connection to Hyukjae. His behaviour could be akin to being a stalker and although it is not Donghae’s intention, however as of now it would definitely send the wrong message to Hyukjae. I hope he is okay but he’s most likely not...

Thanks for the update!
fullofwish
1551 streak #7
Chapter 14: Donghae's really in too deep, basically to the point of an unhealthy obsession with Hyukjae. Even if it started off as mostly kind concern for someone he was admittedly attracted to. His family must be so alarmed seeing him like this. He should probably alarm himself, taking a step back to view things objectively now.

So...as bitter as the circumstances are, Hyukjae is finally free and untethered, will he leave the country now? As terrible the things he wants to run from are, at least here he seems to have some supportive people. (It's a relief that Donghae's stepfather was actually helping him.) What would he do, alone, elsewhere? Have a better shot at a peaceful and happy life? Rather, a first chance at one? Either way, stay or leave, Hyukjae deserves that, so hopefully he will take the chance for himself. However it looks, and whoever is involved.

Thanks for the update, this story is so dark and sad, but it feels close to a turning point where things could get better. ♡
LeeLenaMx #8
Chapter 13: Each chapter makes this story more interesting! Thanks for this update!
fullofwish
1551 streak #9
Chapter 13: What indeed. Probably nothing good. 🤔 Seems like everyone wants something from Hyukjae, if I were him I'd probably hide, avoid, and run away from everyone too. Is there anyone he actually thinks he can trust or rely on now? Donghae has those good intentions but he's still a (kinda pushy and intrusive) stranger at this point. How they'll close this divide, is hard to imagine. Unless whatever is going on with the stepfather will be the connecting factor between them.
ReadRealize #10
Chapter 13: I don’t know what tothink of hyukie