Raw Seduction

KissThyLips0404
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It's an almost neutral colour. Warm. Coral. A very light brown? It's smooth on his lips. Makes them look soft and pretty.

Like every time. Donghae wants to leave a comment. But his comment would be... just that one thought. Always goes through his mind. Watching Hyukjae's slender fingers. Applying lipstick to his beautiful mouth.

I want to ing kiss you.

So he never comments. Just likes it.

 

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Hyukjae breathes in. Counts. Breathes out. Breathes in. Out.

He gets paid next week. For his two jobs.

He got a package from a big brand. Six shades. He can promote those. But they don't want posts till two weeks. And he gets the money after he promotes them.

So basically. No ing money.

What he has left. Of what he's made. Goes to rent. Bills. Isn't even a fifth of the amount she needs anyway.

He breathes in. Breathes out.

Hot tears gather in his eyes  He's mad at having spent his past extra cash. On for KissThyLips. Even though it made sense at the time.

But he just...

No. Breathe in. Out.

He hates himself.

 

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Siwon waits in the car. He feels excited to see him. But his heart aches too.

He first saw Hyukjae... when he was applying to jobs. Retail jobs. He thought he was a college student. Wanting some cash. Through part-time work. He was neatly dressed. Timid. Pretty. Looked like he needed someone to help him. Care for him.

Siwon was drawn.

He approached him. After Hyukjae dropped off a resume. At that cafe. He gave him his number. Told him to call him. Just to explain a few things.

Hyukjae had seemed startled. That he was being watched.

But had eventually called him. Seven days later.

Siwon... thought he could have some fun.

He's rich. He's got too much to begin with.

He couldn't have a serious relationship with him. He can't do any feelings. But he thought a young sweetheart would be nice. Someone who'd smile at seeing him. Admire him and want more from him. Want to please him. Knowing he'd get spoiled in return. And Siwon liked the idea of pampering that nervous looking boy. Watch him light up.

Yet... Hyukjae did not turn out like that.

For one... he's the same age. As him. Older by a few days. He's not a college student. He wanted that part time job. Not the offers of paying tuition. Debts. Whatever. He doesn't want his money. Doesn't accept things easily.

Rather than seeing a cute smiling man. Eager for him. When he's offered money or material. He sees Hyukjae's sadness. Shame. Reluctance. Tears at times.

Siwon hates it. He didn't ask for that. He thought about just breaking it off with him. Not long after Hyukjae had agreed to their relationship.

But he can't. He doesn't know why. He doesn't love him. Knows Hyukjae doesn't love him either.

Siwon cares for him... he thinks.

But feeling upset for someone. Being frustrated at their struggles. Having to deal with their pride. Their stubborness. Feeling his own heart hurt for someone.

That wasn't his plan.

It was supposed to be fun. But it's not.

"Siwon," Hyukjae says. Softly. His eyes on the floor. His hands clasped.

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Reminder: chapter names are just lipstick shades.

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Hyukkiehyukkie #1
Chapter 14: Im really waiting for this update🥺 the story line isn’t boring and unpredictable, if you have time and inspired please kindly update this one🙏 Hwaitinggg
Lad7whisper #2
Chapter 14: Finally I got even with this story as well!
Hyukjae’s background is so intriguing! I wonder how did he hurt Jaeho’s family? And will Donghae still feel this way towards him once he will know?
I’m very curious about how their relationship will evolve too without having Donghae looking like a stalker😂 he gets so sentire about his safety, it’s so tender!
Anyway, I’ll stop blabbering, will be patiently waiting! Good job 👏🏻
hyukkie_chin 1455 streak #3
Chapter 14: hyuk’s past is so mysterious. been rereading this and somehow I can see the connection. hmm. would it be possible that Hyuk was left to Mr. Kim’s care by Mr. Kwan who is rumored to be his dad? cos heechul and jaeho’s fam had been friends from the beginning and heechul even mentioned that hyuk was watching them playing then and that Mr. Kwan always brought him over trips. With regards to Jaeho’s mom mental illness and his dad’s passing. Could it be that it was Mrs. Kwan who’s guilty because of her illness, or that certain incident drove her to have that mental illness.
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was rereading and then saw the clues. haha not really sure if these are true but well, just a guess :))
hyukkie_chin 1455 streak #4
Chapter 14: Gonna reread this. Just to freshen up my memory 😅 ehehe
kiwicolada 1611 streak #5
Chapter 14: I need to say I kinda like Hae's stepdad, even Donghae might have his reasons not to trust him or searching for any flaws. But he seems clam and might be the only real support Hyukkie has. But I also want to know, like Hae, what his connection is to Hyukjae. So I'm waiting for him to have a proper talk.

Donghae is so desperate and worried, I wish Hyukkie knows there's someone out there who cares for him that much. I don't know if Hyuk had pushed Siwon aside completely or are they still connected, but Hyuk's trust in his lover can't be this big. Sure he is a guy who don't wants to bother others with his problems, but when he let Hae's stepdad accompany him, then there must be a difference between Siwon and him, at least for Hyukjae.

The update on his YouTube channel is scary. I know he wants to let his followers know he's fine, (or maybe a certain of his followers?) but this is that kind of messages you see on social media and know that this person needs help. Professional help. Poor Hyukkie, I hope he's really ok, especially after losing his mom. Thanks for coming back to this ❤️
crescentbunni #6
Chapter 14: That was a yikes there Donghae. He made a big and scandalous assumption about his step father and Hyukjae’s relationship and it would’ve wedged his own relationship with him and the rest of his family. Mr Kim was so patient to carefully explain what had actually happened. I am relief to hear that he was there to comfort Hyukjae, at least Hyukjae got someone he can trust.

Whilst Donghae is immensely worried for Hyukjae, I’m conflicted as he doesn’t have the right to barge into Hyukjae’s life. He was only Hyukjae’s boss and a fan of his insta, which Hyukjae doesn’t know, so Donghae has no meaningful connection to Hyukjae. His behaviour could be akin to being a stalker and although it is not Donghae’s intention, however as of now it would definitely send the wrong message to Hyukjae. I hope he is okay but he’s most likely not...

Thanks for the update!
fullofwish 1550 streak #7
Chapter 14: Donghae's really in too deep, basically to the point of an unhealthy obsession with Hyukjae. Even if it started off as mostly kind concern for someone he was admittedly attracted to. His family must be so alarmed seeing him like this. He should probably alarm himself, taking a step back to view things objectively now.

So...as bitter as the circumstances are, Hyukjae is finally free and untethered, will he leave the country now? As terrible the things he wants to run from are, at least here he seems to have some supportive people. (It's a relief that Donghae's stepfather was actually helping him.) What would he do, alone, elsewhere? Have a better shot at a peaceful and happy life? Rather, a first chance at one? Either way, stay or leave, Hyukjae deserves that, so hopefully he will take the chance for himself. However it looks, and whoever is involved.

Thanks for the update, this story is so dark and sad, but it feels close to a turning point where things could get better. ♡
LeeLenaMx #8
Chapter 13: Each chapter makes this story more interesting! Thanks for this update!
fullofwish 1550 streak #9
Chapter 13: What indeed. Probably nothing good. 🤔 Seems like everyone wants something from Hyukjae, if I were him I'd probably hide, avoid, and run away from everyone too. Is there anyone he actually thinks he can trust or rely on now? Donghae has those good intentions but he's still a (kinda pushy and intrusive) stranger at this point. How they'll close this divide, is hard to imagine. Unless whatever is going on with the stepfather will be the connecting factor between them.
ReadRealize #10
Chapter 13: I don’t know what tothink of hyukie
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