I Walked right on the line where furthest range waves could reach. Summer season had just begun, beach always would be the best way to spent our weekend.

But not for me...

I always go to the beach when it's not crowded, i'm not going for the vacation, i want to heal my mind, to hear the waves sound, to feel the wind while reminiscing the reason why i still able to move on with life while sustained all this sadness and disappointment...

That wednesday morning, the waves was higher than usual and the wind was quite strong, i looked at the sky and witnessing the the dark clouds gradually swallowed the sun, and the rain did fall a moment later.

I felt those raindrops on every inch of my skin, and it was soothing, being touched by the rain. It was like the nature understand what you've been through, no matter how much burden you bear, it will ease you, even if it's only for a while.

Rain...
Stood alone by the sea...
I let the rain fell on my face to hide the tears i'm about to shed,

however...

No matter how much tears running down from the tip of my eyes, i could never felt it was enough to ease the pain of missing someone.

I wish I could say the pain is not always there, but it is.

Always...


Behind every smile...


Within every tears...


"Sakura...
I miss you
a little too much
a little too often
and a little more everyday.

I wish I knew where