Inspired by G-Dragon's 'Window'

I always hated lying to you , not because I was bad at it, it was because I couldn't take the guilt. I'm surprised how I hid this from you for almost 3 months already, I'm not ready Joo-yah... I'm not ready too see the tears and pain in your eyes. 

I mindlessly finsih the report I have to send dad this week, chugging on my 5th energy drink for the night, heck I'm not even sure if it's still night time, I look at my watch too see that it was already 6 in the morning, I stop typing and strech my back, I took a glimpse at Minjoo peacefully sleeping on our bed, I smile unconsciously at her face, she's still beautiful even after 5 years of dating, you may be wondering why we're still not married, oh I am getting married, just not with her

My face fell at the realization that I wasn't spending the rest of my life with her, that's right, I'm getting married with someone else. My parents found a potential business partner that could make our business more bugger in asia, as if it wasn't alread, the only catch was that the business partner would only agree if they had their next heir marry to me, don't get me wrong I've been friends with Wonyoung with my whole life, but she also had her own relationship. Yena-unnie couldn't even help me with this mess, not even Hyewon-unnie, when I went to Eunbi-unnie for advice, that was the first time where she couldn't help me

I can't believe everything I've had with Minjoo would be gone in the next month, I have to get married to someone else, I've had many sleepless nights just thinking about this. I can't bring myself to tell her, I can't imagine how hurt she would be if I told her, I hate seing her cry because of me.

I can't believe dad would do something like this, I guess being on top isn't enough for him, he knows about my happy relationship with Minjoo and yet he does this to me, why can't I ever chose my own decisions once in my life? I continue to finish the report so that I can get ready for work later

As soon as I finish taking a bath, I immediately go to Minjoo as wake her up for her work, she smiles and she asks for a kiss

"You still haven't brushed your teeth babe, that's disgusting!" I playfully push her away, she pouts and sulks at me, seeing actual tears in her eyes, I quickly hug her to calm her down

"You're too mean Yujinie, you didn't even sleep next to me last night, did you even sleep?" she cups my face in worry, I mean my eyes are red and the eye bags didn't even help, I helplessly shook my head, waiting for my scolding but all she did was smile and kissed my forehead

"Take care of yourself more Yujinie, I won't be always there to take care of you" I know she didn't mean it that way, but in my current situation, I can't help but take those words seriously

"Come on, go wash your face and brush your teeth so that we can eat breakfast" I carry her bridal style as we walk to the bathroom, she immediately leans on me and I've always liked the feeling

After she finished washing up, I place the plate of food and coffee on the table, complementing my cooking once again, I smile at her shocked face, never gets old, I wonder if this would be the last time I would see that face...

"Eat quickly baby, I still have work you know" I eat my scrambled eggs quickly

"You know if you actually let me take the test-"

"absolutely not, remember the last time you took the test? Yeah, I had to pay for the damage" she pouts and quickly finishes her food so that I could both drive us to work on time

We left the dishes on the sink for the cleaners later and left for work. While on the car I had some calls with