before

i really, really like you. i don't know how or why but it's just the way things are. it didn't take too long to figure out my feelings for you. 

the way i pay attention to everything you do, the way i hang onto your every word, it's enough to know that i have a huge crush on you. 

you make it so difficult to like you secretly. one moment you're flirting with byulyi unnie and the next you're suddenly interested in me and my life. i really wished you weren't so confusing. you're giving me false hope, saying things i know you don't mean. 

but it's okay, because even though i know i'll never stand a chance with you, your words still make me blush and flustered, and i'll take whatever i can have of you, even if it's just a little. 

even if you end up hurting me more and more.