Foreword and trigger warning :

This book is dedicated to all my loyal readers. 

Before you begin this story's journey, you must know this will have many trigger warnings. This is not a book for those easily influenced by their triggers. There will be many instances where you may feel sick from the treatment. So please read with caution. 

In no way am I romanticizing an abusive, toxic relationship. If you are in one or know someone who is struggling with abuse. Help them, watch over them. 

hotlines:

suicide hotline -- 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

LGBT suicide hotline-- 1-866-488-7386

ual assault-- 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)

Grief-- 1-800-395-5755

national Domestic violence -- 1-800-799-SAFE

text crisis line -- 741-741