Day one. 

You woke up and saw the news of Kyungsoo's enlistment the moment you took your phone in your hand. Your mind couldn't think of any possible reason of why he is going so soon.. 

Your tears making your vision blurry. The pictures of him smiling coming in your mind making the air heavy for you. You cried and he said not to cry because he is with you for another 30 days with you. 

But is it possible for you not to cry? Thinking how will you spend more than a year without him was enough to make you cry.. You will miss everything! Maybe you will miss being happy too... 

30.05.2019