"I am sorry but I don't feel the same way you feel but we are still friends right?"I said looking into his eyes. "But... but.. no I don't think I can be your friend I don't want to."he said as he walked away. ... Sometimes i wonder wtf is wrong with me I never like those who likes me I am so stupid, I had a lot of people trying to steal my heart but I never really had luck because everyone wanted me for my fame or were just playing Around .. so I promised myself not be an easy girl and to learn how to love before I date again to not be heart broken anymore... with Taemin oppa even thought it was just acting for the program and being friendly I still fell deeply in love and confused my feeling for him and got rejected right away.. I guess I am too fool. FLASHBACK: "Oppa I like you, i know you don't like me and you are just acting for the program yet I wanted you to know that I like you.."I said looking into his eyes. He was silent for a moment and it made me worried. "Oppa?"I asked again wishing for an answer. "Naeun ah.. you are pretty and a nice cute girl that so many boys would want..." he stopped for a moment and sighed before he started talking again "See Naeun ah I just want you to know you deserve the best you are beautiful.. "he said and i was stopping myself of crying because i knew what he was going to say.. I knew it so well. "but me.. I have to focus in my career i cant think of dating now.. you can understand,right?"he replied as he looked at me with sorrow *Lie all lie ,a girl that so many boys would want? Everyone would know that he was saying that to not be harsh.. so you are just doing that to make me feel better you are a liar too oppa... like all the others* "it's okay you can say that you don't like me you shouldn't be making excuses just to make me feel better ,I am sorry that I was such a fool to make thing awkward like this" I said as i turned around and wiped the tear that was coning down so he wont see before looking back at him and faking a smile "Naeun-ah mian.."he said with a sincere eyes before sighing. "no it's okay..i am sor