"sajanim " i knocked before opened the door of his office. "Naeun ah, come and sit down"he replied as he was checking something on his iPad so i just did as he told me to. I could see he was busy with something so I didnt say anything and waited till he finished. " So, how are you feeling now?" he asked as he finished looking at his ipad and looked at me to start a real conversation. "Thank you sajanim I'm better." I replied with a small smile. "Thats great to hear, i think we have a lot to talk about right?" He asked and i just couldn't look at him so i just nodded " Can you explain the situation now? what's on between you and Myungsoo?" "sajanim I don't have any relationship with him we are just really close friends, he heard that i was hospitalized and he visited to check up on me .."I explained as I tried to calm myself down and look into sajanim's eyes " Just like i thought, i knew that you were a clever girl and wont think about dating. don't worry everything is going to be aright.."he stated, sajanim trusted me alot and was always thoughtful so i was happy being an artist under his label. "Thank you sajanim for being understanding " "so what was that you wanted to tell me?"he asked and it actually silenced me for a moment because i didnt know how to bring it up "sajanim i was really happy being an artist under Plan A and a member of Apink, but it has been awhile i am not feeling well mentally receiving all this hates, threats and all" he was taken back by what i just said but i decided to keep on talking " i wanted to ask.. Will it damage the group too much if I left...?"I looked into his eyes he was frozen I understand sajanim.. he is too nice with us and kind but I cant... I cant handle these situations it's too hard for me "sajanim it's just too hard and I cant handle it...I want to leave but I don't want to damage our members and company badly..."I said as tears filled my eyes He was silent until he gave me a handkerchief and finally spoke up after like minutes.. "Naeun-ah you may regret this later so don't decide just by the situation you are in right now.. it wont last long until people will forget about it