These days my friendship with Myungsoo is not doing so well.. you could say i am avoiding him because of what unnie said I can see that he wants to talk but I avoid the situation, as i look at Oppa's face the words unnie said comes to my thoughts and i dont want to hurt him. I feel like a bad person because i more than anyone know how hurtful 1 sided love is... We were on -music bank- we finished our performance and were heading to our waiting room "Naeun ah" Myungsoo called me, he was just in front me so i had to answer "umm hello oppa."I said as I did a simple smile and tried to go. But he grappled my arm. "We need to talk Naeun, i need to know whats upsetting you" i was on the edge of tearing up, he knows everything about me he is my best friend what is this stupid thin called love that has to break everything? " Theres nothing oppa i am just tired.." i replied as i avoided his eyes because he will know so well that i am lying " Like i will get fooled. Why are you being like this?why do you keep avoiding me?"he furrowed his eyebrows and i didn't know what to say "Oppa its nothing let go, the members are waiting for me, i have to go" I said trying to escape from his hand with a cold tone "I wont let you go until you say the reason"he rose his voice which is really unlike him making me shocked "I am doing this for you ...so please... please let me go" my eyes were tearly as i looked into his and it was clear that he was frustrated and hurt.. "what is for myself! I do my best to make you happy and be by your side yet you do your best to ignore me??" he rose his voice again, i understand it's such a terrible thing when someone you think your bestfriend suddenly lose contact with you or even the one you like i have experience from having a 1 sided love for taemin in years so i know how hard it is I could see that his expression changed from angry to sad after he pushed me to the wall behind us and saw a tear escape my eyes, i was so sorry and hurt. I didnt know what to do "I-I am sorry I just got a bit a