WENDY'S 

once again park sooyoung got me awake for hours

am i too harsh on her?

i had a hunch that she's jealous but i was not sure if im correct

i guess all that confession was real

and I'm stupid enough to turn her down every time

Monday... 

I went to section C's classroom and she's not there. I asked the class rep apparently she's absent today.

I ran to seulgi's sister taeyeon hoping she could help me get their telephone number but taeyeon unnie is on leave today

I asked irene for her cell number, she gave it to me but she's not answering

I asked one of her juniors to send me a message if she attends the cheering squad practice this afternoon

why am i nervous?

maybe she's not feeling well

im just overthinking this

Tuesday...

she's still absent

im sleep deprived

i cant focus

ive been spacing out in classes

this is bad for my well-being

i was on the cafeteria getting coffee when i heard that familiar laugh, i turned around and its a different person, not the person im hoping for

Wednesday...

its been three days

where the hell is she?

I've been calling her non stop but she's not answering

i want to go to her place

i want to visit her

i finally snapped, in the middle of a school day i went to her house

this is my first time cutting classes

i rang her doorbell 3 times but no one opens their door. an old man appeared who claims to be their neighbor

"no one's there" i looked at him

"Excuse me sir do you know where they went?"

the old man just shrugged

meanwhile back at the school...

"Wendy's a mess lately" irene said while taking a bite of seulgi's donut

"she went missing this afternoon" seulgi said as she wipes the donut crumbs at the corner of Irene's mouth

"yeah she's been looking for joy" yeri said nonchalantly

"be honest with me, do you guys know where she went?" seulgi feels like the two knows it since their best friends

"i honestly dont know" irene said

"family vacation, she'll be back soon" yeri said with an evil grin

"and you haven't told wendy? i thought she asked you?" irene was confused

"she needs to understand something, that's why i have to let her be miserable" yeri said, she knows its harsh but for her its the best solution to help her unnies

"i understand, i think she finally knows what joy is for her" seulgi said with a grin

"understand what?" irene doesn't understand what the two is talking about

Thursday...

i hate myself

i miss you

where did you go?

i miss her laugh

i miss her gaze when she's staring at me 

i miss how she teases me

i miss her smell, that sweet candy perfume

i love everything about her

i love park sooyoung

please come back

its another miserable day at school but this time i was so exhausted that i was able to fall asleep. i was walking down the hall where i saw irene and yeri talking to the tall red head

its her! 

irene made her aware of my presence and she turned to look at me 

"hi there sweetie, i heard you're a wreck" she teased with that sweet smile of hers

i ran to her and held the back of her head and kissed her

i dont care if we're in school

i dont care if students can see us

all i want is her soft lips and how she tugs at mine

"park sooyoung i love you" i said after the kiss with ragged breathing

"finally, i should have went on that vacation sooner. i love you too" she said with a grin

she kissed me again and im in cloud nine