2 months later

Taeyong

Yuta and I have been reading magic book from my kingdom and from Kim's land, to see if we can know more about yuta's magic or why he doesn't remember anything but didn't find anything useful

I'm going to meet him after work, he is acting weird lately, I wonder if there is something bordering him, I feel so worry about him, I think about him every day and when I think he is in danger I get so much ansiety and it's ridiculous because he is more powerful than me, I kinda hate this feeling, this need to be close to him.

I close the door behind me and Kim shows up -how was work today?- she asks -good, the same- I tell her and put the keys in a little table next to the door. -I found something about yuta in one of my books- she says very excited

-thats good-

-is on your bedroom- she says, so I got upstairs and I open the door and yuta is sitting on the floor surrounding by books and some chips, he really like those things

-hi!- he says with a giant smile -I brought you some cinnamon rolls- he says pointing at my desk with a chip in his hand

-thank you- I sit next to him -so how long have you been here?- I ask, he looks at me with funny eyes -since I left the school, your mother say I can be here- he says and I think he read 20 books or more-

-kim gave this one to me- he shows me the book -but I can't read this part- I grab the book to take a look, of course he can't read it, is in another language -I learnt this when I was in school- I say

-can you translate it for me please?- he asks and I nod

-lets see... It says that "the celestial angel have to activate his power in order to use them no one can't tell him how, he would find it when the time comes he would reveal his power as the most powerful creature of our world"- I look at him and hi is eating his chips

-so I just have to wait- he says -I don't believe I am more powerful than you, it's just stupid- he says in a funny way

-well you are and when the time has come you won't need my protection- I get up to eat one cinnamon roll

-dont say that- I hear him say

-I just say that you won't need my protection not that I will leave you- I say with my cinnamon roll in my mouth, he looks at the window, why is he acting like this? I would like to know what he is thinking -I won't leave your side- I say walking towards him -I can't- I say in front of him and there is this feeling again, I feel something in my stomach, yuta is looking at me his eyes are wide open and his breathing is faster, I like looking at him.

I hear the door and I jump out of his side and I pretend to read a book yuta touches his face because of his red cheeks

-did you read it?- Kim asks with some blankets in her hands

-yes, taeyong helped me- he says and Kim is looking at us in a funny way -you think my family knows about me?- he asks to Kim

-you can bring them here and I can work some magic on them, oh by the way your mom called and I casually said that you two have a lot to do so yuta would be staying here tonight- she says so happy.

Yuta and I look at each other -its that ok?- she asks -yes it is- I say with a serious tone so she leaves my room.

Yuta

I like him, the way he looks at me is just... I feel like he is watching my soul an I get so ing nervous, I'm so ridiculous

-do you have a guest room?- I ask

-yes but you are going to sleep here- he answers to me "cool" I think -sleep in my bed and I will sleep on the floor- he says

-no, it's ok really- I try to speak but he interrupts me -sleep in my bed you are the guest- he says and I accept

-I'm really tired- I say organizing the books I little bit -yes, me too- taeyong says

Taeyong brings to the room everything he needs and Im in his floor looking at him, taeyong sits in his bed thinking, I'm looking at him and I can't stop looking at his lips god I want to kiss him so bad but I can't.

-What are you thinking?- I say sitting besides him

-Im thinking that I'm not being very helpful to you- he says and turns his head to see me

-I think that you help me more than I do with you- I say, I can't stop looking at him, I feel like my brain is not working and I just feel the need of doing it so I press my lips in his and it feels so good when I touch his lips I feel like the weight in my shoulders disappear, but he pushes me back -Im sorry- I say -it was stupid I just...- I stop to look at his face, he doesn't seems angry he looks confused

-I have....- he starts -I have never kiss someone- he say and I just look at him, why did I do that oh god I’m so stupid

-Im sorry please don't be mad at me- I beg

-Im not mad at you I'm just confuse... I think we should sleep- he says and puts a blanket over his body, I try to sleep but I feel so stupid, why did I do that?.

Ty

I don't know if he is awake, what was that? It felt weird... I have never kissed someone, I did wonder how does it feel but I didn't knew it was going to be like this, I can hear how yuta moves maybe he is thinking about it too?.

His lips were so warm and soft, I felt so relaxed, I can't stop thinking about it... I don't know what it is, I never felt this way, with jaehyun I felt safe he was everything to me because he understood me he was always there when I needed him always I knew I love him he is my best friend I was never so attached to someone, I wanted to be with him because I was happy next to him we were like a half from the same body... But with yuta I feel something different I feel weird when he is next to me, and Im curious about him I want to know him and I need to be by his side, something starts to hurt in my chest and my tears are leaving my eyes, why does it feel so bad? I feel like I'm doing something wrong

-are you ok?- I hear yuta behind my back so I clean my eyes with my blanket

-ujum... It's nothing, I was remembering something- I say, I just see his silhouette

-do you want to talk about it?- he asks me -no, it's ok I promise now go back to sleep it's late- I say to him and I see his silhouette laying down on the bed, he is being nice with me and I feel like I treated him bad

-Im sorry for what I did early...- I know he is touching his hair

-you don't need to be sorry... I'm just mess up- I say and I don't want to talk more so I put my head in my pillow and force my brain to stop thinking and sleep.

the next morning, yuta and I did not talk about what happened, we just forgot it, I think, but I still think about it even though I know this is  not going anywhere.

-guys, you read almost all my books- says mom entering my room with her typical red pajamas -taeyong, organizing a bit your room is not going to kill you- she says throwing my clothes in a corner, and peeping around the corners.