Taeyong

his cheeks turn slightly pink, and he smiles at me, I'm really a fool for telling him to leave when it's clear that I can't be without him, he knows, he knows I need him

-you finally understand- he says and I go back to bed

-what will we do with Taeil and Jhonny? - he asks me something worried, I think it's hard for him to believe that a friend of his did this

-We'll wait, next time we'll be ready- I give him a smile and he looks at me strangely

-You have to train, you are the strongest magic being in the world, you just don't know it yet- his confusion face is very funny

- I'll never be like you- he sounds disappointed

-I know, you will be even better- I can see how his muscles relax, his eyes shine a lot.

a week later

yuta has been trying to control his magic, he can move things  from a place to another, and also insert ideas into people's minds, he still can't create forms or unleash his power but with some days he will be able to, he progressed too much, he is so amazing 

-you must learn some basic things like fighting with weapons- I explain while I drink some water, he is sitting on the grass with wet hair and is dressed in a red sweatshirt that fits him very well

-I don't have a weapon- he says in a voice choked with fatigue

-Water is your weapon and basically anything you can control- I tell him and I know he doesn't understand so I prefer to do a demonstration -Look- I stand in front of him

-The fire that emanates my magic can become the form I want, but for me, there are 5  forms, they are like sceptres, they can cut, evaporate, hit, form 1 is the spear of desire- Yuta stares at me as if I was giving him a magic show

yuta

the spear of desire is almost 2 meters, it is simple with a sharp point in the form of a half moon, it seems made of gold but it is fire, I have always thought it is great that Taeyong doesn't burn, It's like the fire loves him

-Now the spear number 2, the spear of pain- he says changing the shape of the object in his hand, he makes it so easy and seems so calm and happy is as if he had needed this. what appears in his hand is like a sphere, almost like a balloon I think it would be another spear but this is very strange

-I know it's strange, but it makes me have a better aim, besides the pain it produces is so intense that I've never had to use it on someone, it acts like a jail on its target- his eyes are fixed on the object, I almost feel that he forgets that I am by his side

-the spear number 3: it's my favorite, it's called throwing six zeros, I know it sounds funny but here is taeyong sitting on the air with his legs crossed, smiling but I can not see anything

-I don't see anything- I say naive

-they are needles, invisible to the eyes only I can see them, they are very beautiful- he says although I still do not see them

-and the number 4 spear: the drop-taeyong's  goes down to my level and positions itself in front of me, I've always liked how his eyes see me, it's as if I melted. on Taeyong's hand a speabaculor is formed, not as long as the spear of desire, it looks like the branch of a tree, it is crooked and at the tip it has a flower similar to a falling lily, it is beautiful every detail is as if someone had it took years to make it, the gold looks bright and at the tips it becomes almost red as if it burned

-the drop, heal, and not only me, others also regardless of which kingdom they are- I have never seen taeyong with so much life -I'm going to try it- and when he said it and approached my face, he put his hand on my cheek I was hypnotized by the way he looks at me it always happens to me, he kisses me calmly not like our last kiss that was full of need, now he takes a deep breath, goes slowly as he caresses me, I feel him smile against my lips and lightly bite my lower lip , and I feel that heat travels through my body, he separates from me and returns to the air, I no longer have difficulty breathing, my hands do not hurt from so much practice

-thats is the effect of the drop, it recovers, but it can not bring things back- although now he does not seem afflicted by that, I know that he thought of jaehyun and that's why he told me that

-You look annoying- he says

I fight in my answer - it only works with a kiss? - I ask so it doesn't sound so obvious that it bothers me to think that he must kiss other people, Taeyong returns to the lawn and walks in the direction of the door to enter the kitchen

-no, I just wanted to kiss you- he follows his path, without noticing my reaction, I feel a tingling in my stomach and his words are repeated and again in my mind, wait and the 5? Taeyong said there were 5 forms, I would like to know which is the fifth one, so I get my knees to obeye me and I run after him.

Why did you leave like that? - I tell him when I see him in the kitchen drinking water, the drops of sweat go down his forehead, the shirt that is completely wet and sticks to his body, I hate him because now I just want to kiss him

-I was thirsty- he said while running his hand through his wet hair -I can't do the fifth spear if it is what you are asking- I am looking at him, why? -Why? - I ask, so unfair

-I still don't control my magic so much, I could die in the attempt- his voice sounded sad -I would have preferred that- he turns his back on me to not show me his eyes full of sadness

-¡Look at me!  - I demand raising a little my

 voice, he turns to see me

-You can't keep doing that- I'm aware of how angry I sound, and I really am-you act like a fool! I know it was painful for you, I saw it - I can not stop screaming at him - but a lot of time has passed and you have to stop blaming yourself because it happened and jaehyun loved you very much, I know because I saw him watching you, but he didn't want you to  torture yourself every minute of every day- the tears are coming out of my eyes, I'm a fool because I'm not the one who should be crying but I'm so upset, Taeyong just looks at me without saying anything - why do you get upset about something you don't understand- his words come out cold from his mouth, he doesn't make any gesture, his golden eyes are stuck in mine, he is not upset but I can not decipher his look, he passes by my side without looking at me and leaves the kitchen he leaves me standing there like an idiot , I feel terrible, maybe I shouldn't have said that but neither he, because he says that I don't know what I'm talking about when I feel so attached to him.

I sit in the small dining room that is in the kitchen, with a cup of tea in my hands, there is a silence that is almost gloomy, I look out the window and the gray clouds fill the sky and the wind raises the curtains, it's cold and I still wear sports clothes

-What do you think about? - I hear Kim's voice coming into the kitchen with a box full of things so I get up to help her

-Nothing, just looked at the clouds- I try to make my lie as believable as possible, I take the box of Kim and leave it on the table, she smiles and touches my shoulder -thank you sweety- she smiles at me, and I at her, For the first time since I've known her, her hair is tied in a high ponytail, a dress that reaches below her knees, red with a rose pattern and black heels, tied hair makes her big, huge eyes stand out. she has very thin features, she is almost like a doll, I could say that she looks like sailor pluto, only that her hair is completely black and not green

-you seem distracted- she tells me taking me out of my thoughts about sailor moon that I always saw with my sister

-I was thinking about sailor moon- I answer her but her face tells me she doesn't understand what I'm talking about -it's an anime that he used to watch with my sister- she smiles at me

-Where is taeyong? - she Questions turning to see the whole kitchen

-I don't know ... he got upset with me- I can feel the sadness in my voice, I feel that I should not tell her that -taeyong is not upset with you- Kim responds to me while taking the things out of the box and starts putting them in the warehouse, she turns to me to grab the potatoes and the onion - maybe you think that but he is not upset with you, he can't-

I'm watching her putting the vegetables in the refrigerator -he is- I say after a few minutes -I saw it in his eyes ... it was because of something I said- I try to tell her as little as possible

-If you say something about jaehyun, don't worry, you didn't say anything that he doesn't know, because 300 years have passed, believe me when I tell you that he has thought about it every day, when he goes to sleep, when he wakes up in the morning is the first thing that comes to his mind, the nightmares he has always are about what happened, he thinks it is his fault and is the only person he has blamed for 300 years - she talks while opening a can that says "Mexican beans" -I know you didn't want to hurt him, but he only knows how to blame himself, he doesn't understand when you tell him it's not his fault- I'm sitting at the table listening to Kim and in some way she makes me feel better even though I feel bad for Taeyong

-Don't feel bad- Kim comes to me and brings me a portion of cheese cake with hot chocolate -I don't know what you said  but Taeyong ... he is crazy about you- when she says that the heat rises to my face -I don't have to be a witch to realize that, he's another person when you're at his side, I've never seen him like that-she caresses my hair and leaves the kitchen. as in silence while I think of taeyong in his eyes when they looked at me, I feel worse, the tears fall from my eyes and wet the wood of the table, I feel terrible because I hurt him and he must feel worse for the death of Jaehyun, I hear the door open so I hurry to dry the tears on my face, I don't want Kim to see me cry

Taeyong

I went to the kitchen to see if Yuta was still there, when I saw him crying, my mind went blank, it always happens when it comes to him, he doesn't let me think clearly my body just moves without any order, I walk towards him and hug him from behind, I felt his body shudder when I touched him

-Forgive me- I whispered in his ear, he remained quiet -forgive me Yuta, I didn't want to make you feel bad, I don't want you to cry because of me- I hold him tight , I felt that I had to hold him, I felt that at any moment he was going to fade in my arms, Yuta reacted and put his hands on mine and under my head

-I am the one who must apologize- he said in a brittle voice, I let him go to face him, he looks at me as if he were afraid of me as if he thought I was going to do something to him, I can't stand it, what does he think? that I hate him? -Listen to me, you are right and I was a fool because you told me something that I knew but I don't want to accept because I am a fool, because I feel that if I don't blame myself, that if I don't think about it every day, I will forget Jaehyun, I feel that I will be a horrible friend even though he is no longer here-  for a moment Yuta's expression changes

-I should also apologize- his voice sounds quiet -you don't need to do it, just don't cry and don't go, Yuta ... you make the pain go away, when I'm with you I don't think a million times why I'm still alive, with you I stop thinking - who was going to think that I was going to fall in love with an angel, Yuta smiles at me - you are stupid - he says with  grace -I know- I answer him.

Yuta practices every day how to handle his power, he advances a lot, and he is very happy with it, now he is practicing the forms of magic, according to what Kim has read the maximum expression of his magic is in a spear but we don't know what it looks like or what it does

-you are going to tell him what is happening? - My mom asks me, distracting me -If you look at him too much he would be sick- she laughs as she sits next to me on a bench in the yard

-It is not funny- I say giving her a little push, -I'm telling him today-  I say thinking how to tell Yuta that there are soldiers from my kingdom outside the house, these days he has been going to his house through portals

-All will be fine- Kim says squeezing my hand, I smile at him, I hope everything goes well.

yuta manages to float for at least an hour and not very high but for someone who didn't even knew that the magic existed he does it very well, he can freeze, he can use water without there being a drop around, in addition, he has something that looks like a barrier, it is activated when something attacks Yuta in this case it's me because I train with him, something like a crystal is very resistant so far it has been able to stop my attacks

-I need to drink water- says Yuta running towards me

-Let's go-I get up and go with him to the kitchen, and he drinks a whole bottle of water, he has practiced since 6 am and now it's 11 in the morning -I want to tell you something- I say while drinking more water, he only shakes his head affirming

-I want you to come with me to my kingdom- I say it bluntly, Yuta almost drowned with water

-go with you... where? - he questions confused

- to my house Yuta, I will go to my house ... it will be probably dangerous but I want you to come with me- I am worried, maybe he doesn't want to, or he is afraid

-Why are you going? I thought you had something like an arrest warrant - he wiped the sweat off his forehead

-yuta, for some days I saw soldiers from the fairy kingdom surrounding the house, it is clear that they know I came back, but the most important thing is that I have to fix some things, the first thing is that they attacked you and almost killed you- he is thinking for a moment and I'm just standing in front of him waiting for his answer, never 3 minutes were so long -okay, I'll go- finally, he looks very convinced, I smile at him -I think the prince needs to return to his kingdom.