Yuta

I woke up in the middle in the night, I'm afraid... "It was just a nightmare" I say, so I go to the kitchen for water it was just a bad dream, nothing to worry about.

Taeyong's is not different now, he still helps me with my homework and he is back at king's coffee, we don't speak that much and that makes feel sad, I'm silly because I thought I could be close to him.

-you know I'm not sleeping well so can we move the study sesion date?- I ask him

-sure- he says, just that. he starts to walk to door

I sigh and grab my cellphone to call my sister, I don't feel like walking today

-hey- I hear, is taeyong

-did you forget something?- I ask

-hmm no exactly- he says and he looks kinda uncomfortable -its something wrong? I mean, you said you couldn't sleep- he looks confused

-I'm just... Wait- I say -why are you asking me I thought...- I stop because my words can hurt him

-what? You know I'm not good at this- he says more confused

-I thought that you didn't want me near you, I feel like you don't like me and you talk to me just because of what happened in the alley- my voice is inexistent, I feel so bad now I don't want him to feel bad -Im sorry..- I say to make out the situation

He is smiling at least trying -you are apologizing to me because you think that I don't like you?-  he stops for a moment and looks at me -Im sorry, is not what you think, I think you are a good person I do- he is speaking with difficult, why is so hard for him to say good things? -but you have to understand that I'm dangerous- he tries really hard to find the words

-you know it's ok, I kinda understand what are you saying but you should let me decide who I want to be friends with- I say

-I won't let the history repeats- he says, and now he is angry

-it won't, because I'm yuta and I'm different you know, anyway I can take care of myself"

He just rolls his eyes

-you know what this is pathetic, I'm here asking you permission to be your friend, oh my god you know what? It's ok, just keep going with your life and don't worry I won't tell anybody about you" I say grabbing my things and going out of the classroom, taeyong it's there he doesn't say anything.

Ty

It's been 7 days and yuta doesn't talk to me and I think that is weird because I didn't think he could stop speaking but now... It feels weird but it's better like this, he is a good person he doesn't deserve to die

-taeil, I leave early today remember? I told you I have to go for some medicine- I say to my boss who is talking with some dude

-oh yes go its ok- he says

Kim told me that the medication it's done And I need it I haven't feel good this days I wish I can use my power like before but that would require a lot of work

My temperature is uprising god I feel so hot, and my body is just powerless, I hope I can get to my house, maybe a cold drink can help there is my neighborhood's store

-Hi Mr oh, can you please give me a bottle of water, a cold one- I say to the old man

He disappears for a moment and then come back with the bottle -thanks- I say and go out of the store, I start to feel dizzy so I sit in bank where no one can see me near the park, oh god please, I can't walk, and I don't feel my legs or arms

I see some flames in my hands "this is not happening" The bottle of water I just bought doesn't exist anymore, It vanished

-yes yes, milk, I remember it, ok bye-

That voice, it's yuta.

Yuta

I can't deny it, I feel nervous walking in the night alone but all I have to do is buy milk for my sister and then go back home and everything is going to be ok.

-yuta- I hear, but I thought It was just my mind so I start to walking faster -yuta Hel...help me- I hear again.

I'm walking through the park and I see a hand hanging on a bench, it's dark so I can't see who is this, I walk towards the bench behind the tree and I see taeyong

-what are you doing here?- I ask and I try to move his shoulder

-I have to.. to go home- he looks really bad, his eyes are closed, gotas of sweat are falling from his forehead, his skin is hot and his arm's tattoos are appearing -please- he says, my heart starts to beat faster, I have to do something but I can't call anyone

-come one just stay with me for a moment, come on, I'll take you home- I say to him and I try to carry him in my back, he is so hot I can feel my back burning, so I run the fast I can to his house.

No one can see us, if someone of that magic world see taeyong like this, they would take him away, and I don't have any power I'm just a pathetic human, oh god why do I feel so sorry about him? He even say that I should stay away. I see taeyong's house, I run faster, I look at his face on my shoulder, he opens his eyes a little bit they are completely gold so beautiful -we are almost there- I say

-is anybody home!! Mrs Kim is yuta please open the door- I'm screaming outside the house

She opens the door and she is horrified -taeyong!!- she screams -can you take him to his bedroom?- I nod and I take him there

After 2 minutes Kim goes into taeyong's bedroom with a glass in her hands -we have to give this to him and you have to help me, this doesn't taste nice and the feeling of taking it is like

knives going down your throat, with his power released this is going to be hard- she says, I start to panic my hands are shaking

-hold his head please and don't worry use all you force- she says so calm, she thinks that this is so commun or what?  -ok, I'll try- I say

She sits in his legs and bend over him -lets start- she says and opens his mouth, at first is ok but then taeyong starts to fight, I didn't knew he was this strong, the veins in his neck are popping out, he looks in pain and I'm too weak to watch him like this

-hold him, he has to drink it- she says

-hey hey, take it easy- I say whispering to his ear - I know it hurts but try to do it, it's not easy for me to literally make you suffer like this- I try to speak really low for Kim not to hear what I'm saying -you are really strong this is going to past and it's going to be ok, trust me would you? I promise you.- I notice some burns in my hands but I don't know why I can't feel it

-I don't know what are you saying to him but is working- she says, and I look at taeyong and he is not fighting anymore

-I know I don't have magic, I'm not as special as you but I'll take care of you I promise even if you don't want me as a friend or by your side- I feel the tears in my eyes but I can't cry this is not the time

-we are done, we have to wait a few minutes- she says with a big smile on his face -thank you- she looks so relief and I didn't do anything -take care of him for a moment- and she goes out of the bedroom

Taeyong is on the floor and I'm by his side looking at him, his wet hair is on his forehead, his lips are a little open, he is really handsome and his tattoos are disappearing I'm so happy that he is ok

-I do want you by my side- I hear him say with soft voice, so he was listening to me? This is the moment when the earth can swallow me, this has to be my imagination or maybe he is just dreaming with jaehyun.

Ty

My head hurts and my muscles don't respond to my orders

I heard what yuta said to me... I don't know, he wants to be with me and I don't know why I'm being so bad to him, I felt really bad that day at the classroom I don't want to hurt him but I'm so afraid

-I do want you by my side- I open my eyes and he is watching me so confused -Im talking to you- I say, my voice is so weak, I don't know if he is listening to me

-you said that you...- he starts to say, at least he is listening to me

-I know what I said but, forget it- I try to sit -I will protect you, I will even if I have to risk my life- finally I say, I'm probably so stupid but I want to trust him -why are you looking at me like that?- I ask

-you eyes... They're still gold- he says

I try to laugh -oh god, you just heard what I said and you are saying that my eyes are gold, great, I feel so stupid- he smiles at me, and I see he has burns in his hands maybe in his back again -are you ok?- I say pointing his burns

He looks at his hands -it doesn't hurt so badly- he says. How it doesn't hurt? any human would be crying in pain

-looks who's awake- Kim says entering the room with two glasses -take, tea for you- she leans his hand to yuta

-and some water for you- she says to me

-Im sorry if I gave you a hard time- I say but she doesn't say anything, instead she looks at yuta -it wasn't that hard, he helped- she says and I know what she is trying to say

-oh god!- yuta jumps -oh my god- he is in panic

-what is it?- I ask trying to get up

-I'm supposed to go, the only thing I had to do was buying milk, she is going to kill me- yuta says -who?- I ask

-My sister!- he says running in circles in my room

Kim laughs at him -give me you house number, I'll call to your house- she says and now yuta is more calm.

-so are you ok now?- he asks me, something about him is different

-yes I'm fine, thanks to you- he blushed and that makes my heart flutter -are you ok?- I ask

-yes I am, look I don't have any more burns now- he shows me his hands and shoulders -I think is what Kim gave me, that tea- he says and he sounds very convince about it, but I know is not, is not the tea Kim gave him.