10 January 2019

Jennie's POV

My mind was filled with all the thoughts regarding the conversation I had with Jisoo unnie yesterday

Jisoo unnie had indirectly confessed to me her feelings for me

So Unnie likes me in that way...

We agreed to think things through and let each other know when one of us have a decision about us

How do I really feel about Jisoo unnie? I don't want to hurt her again

My brain was torn between 2 thoughts

The first thought is that I want to remain by Jisoo unnie's side forever and be the one making her happy

The other thought is that I want to be the one beside Jisoo unnie but supporting her with someone else

Do I really deserve Jisoo unnie? After not realising her feelings towards me and hurting her? Plus I don't even know how I feel

Seeing Jisoo unnie smile brightly with Suho had made me sad yet happy for her

Suho has been treating Unnie really well and I believe that he will be able to make her truly happy

The same day, 7pm

It had been about 3 days since my last day with Taehyung and he brought me out for a fancy dinner at one of my favourite restaurants

"Oppa, how did you know that I like this restaurant?" I asked him as I was surprised. This is because I had never told him that I like this restaurant

"Hmm... I might have asked all your close friends" He said while rubbing his fingers at his chin and smiled

I laughed slightly and we continued with our dinner

After the dinner was over, he brought me to the nearby beach as the restaurant was just by the beach

We held hands and walk around the coast even though it was cold outside

I shivered slightly as the wind blew and he gave me one of his hotpacks which I reluctantly accepted

Like every couple, we drew a huge heartshape on the sand and wrote our names in it

I drew the heartshape and wrote his name in it. Afterwards, he wrote my name

He pulled me further away from the waves and we took a seat

The cold wind was blowing and he pulled me closer to him and embraced me for our body heat

The sound of the waves was really soothing and I leaned my head against his shoulders and closed my eyes

A few minutes have passed and Taehyung broke the silence

"You seemed happier today than usual. I bet something good happened?" He said while I still remained in the same position

"Mm, Jisoo unnie and I talked and we clarified some stuff..." I responded

"That's good, I'm glad that things between you both are going well" He said with happiness filled with his statement

Silence engulfed us once more and I was thinking

Should I talk to Oppa about it? I don't know what he will say

I decided that I had to talk to someone about what had been troubling me and I concluded that Oppa was the best candidate for this

"Oppa you know... Actually things aren't fully settled between Unnie and I" I said as my head stopped leaning on his shoulders

"How so" Taehyung asked

"We talked yesterday and there were a few... exchange of words that needed us to think things through again..." I trailed off

I looked at Taehyung oppa before continuing what I was about to say

"To make things simple, Jisoo unnie confessed to me" I told him and looked at Taehyung oppa straight into his eyes

"Confess? You mean like she told you that she likes you?" He asked me while keeping a poker face

I nodded my head and looked at my shoes

"What was your reply to her?" Taehyung questioned me and held my hands into his

"I... I told her that I don't know how I feel right now and that I don't want to break your heart" I replied and squeezed his hands slightly

"I know very well that the way i'm feeling right now is unfair to both Jisoo unnie and you... But you two are really important people that I hold dearly in my heart. Jisoo unnie understands that and we both agreed to think about what we should do" I said