why me ?
Out Of My LeagueSINB POV
i walk fast when i enter the gate of jung's residence, why ? because i know that the devil is following me, she's been following me since i went out of the school, she's trying to talk to me but i always cut her.
I dont want to talk to her. She's annoying.
I saw her bullying another student this morning, I dont know what happend but i'm sure she is just bored so she bullied the poor girl-It's always like that anyway.
why did she have to do that ? is she happy seeing someone crying because of her ? does it give her satisfaction ? .
i halt at my step when someone grabs my wrist and i know it's yerin. I close my eyes tying to calm myself but she's already infront of me when i open my eyes again and still holding my wrist
"let go " i said in cold voice but she didn't obey
she let a deep sigh befoere looking straight in my eyes.
I admit that her eyes is really pretty , it never fail to captivates the hell out of me but i wont let her notice it .
"hey hey why are you mad at me as if i did something wrong to you " she said and i just rolled my eyes.
"what do you want?" i ask her in annoyed tone.
"look i am trying to be nice here "
"you're the one who's trying to be nice here and not me ,so don't complain " her eyes widens at what i said .
"woah easy tiger"
"can you just get out of my way ?" but she just shake her head
"not untill you listen to me first" she said in a soft voice
"then talk and make it fast " i try calming myself once gain .
i really need a pale of patience when i'm with her
She look down and breathe a few times before she look up to me again
what is she doing ?
but i wAs taken a back when i saw her eyes. worries and sadness is visible in her eyes right now. This is the first time i saw that emotions in her eyes. Her eyes is beutiful but it is always dull and emotionless.
"i-i want to say sorry " she said stuttering , like she's still undecided to what is she going to say.
"for what ?" i decide to ask her to make her continue.
she look down once again "i know that i am pestering you this past few days so i want to say sorry for that. I'm aware that you dont like me so i am saying sorry for whatever i did to make you dislike me" she said in soft voice .
i am just looking at her, trying to figure out what is happened,for her to act like this.
This is so not yerin
The yerin i know is so full of her self,with her signature smirks and annoying remarks. The yerin i know will never say sorry no matter what.
But the yerin infront of me right now is different. And her eyes is like teling me that she's serious.
What is this all about yerin ?
"why are you telling this to me all of a sudden " i ask
and again , i saw her sad eyes when she look back at me.
Her eyes, Feels like it can transffer all her emotions just by looking into it
it's wierd
but i can feel her sadness.
"i just feel like saying it . i mean' alot of people hates me. i have alot of admirers and fans inside of school and outside but- but i know they only like me because im beautiful , famous, and
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