I'm Not Ready, but Neither Are You

What is a Friend?

"What?" I said moving back a bit. I was shocked. Why would she agree to marry someone after just meeting them. I was wondering if she was joking, but I saw the ring on her finger. 


 "They're coming over in an hour so I need you to go get on your best clothes."


 "They're? Who? Mom I understand that you really like this person, but how can you just up and marry someone?" I asked her, completely confused.


 "Sungie, I promise I will explain everything after they leave." I nodded and she said "I also need you to do your best to be nice. Promise me." 


 "I promise." I said as I went upstairs to go get dressed, wondering who are they? For the most part, I was upstairs sitting in my room assuring myself that I would get an explanation, but when that stopped helping I decided to go on my mom's laptop. I checked my email and saw that Renjun had sent me a group invitation.

 

Park Jisung joined the group 

Lele - I don't want to buy the dark green one Renjun.


Junie - You asked my opinion and I gave it to you.


Nananananana - I still think the light green one looks better.


Lele - All of them are ugly. Why'd I have to get stuck with green???


Je-no-fun - You picked it your stuck with it. 


Lee Hyung changed the group name to Dumb Hoes


Lee Hyung - That's what you guys are acting like.


Nananananana - Mark changes the group chat name more than me
yet you ban me? 
No fair
Oh, hi Sungie!


Park Jisung - Hi.


Haechan (The Sun) - NO!!!!!
This isn't right until you have a nickname.
From now on  you're Sungie until we find a better one 
now go change it before you talk anymore.


Nananananana - Rude


Lele - That's just our Donghyukie 


Sungie - Haechan's name is Donghyuck?


Lee Hyung - Oh, yeah it is.


Haechan (The Sun) - It was supposed to be a secret until week 2, but oh well


Sungie - I don't know why it matters.


Haechan (The Sun) - Am I hearing disrespect from our maknae?


Sungie - I didn't mean it


Lele - Don't worry Jisung it's ok to disrespect Haechan.


Sungie - Ok then, I take it back.


Haechan (The Sun) - Hey


Junie - Don't teach sungie wrong Chenle.


Lele - We still haven't solved my problem
WHAT SHADE SHOULD I GET??????


Nananananana changed the group name to LELE HAIR SQUAD


Je-no-fun - JAEMIN YOU'RE BAN!!


Je-no-fun kicked Nananananana out of the group


Junie - Nana just texted me and told me to invite him back
Should I?


Lele - He broke the rules he must pay


Sungie - May I know the rules so I don't make a mistake?


Haechan (The Sun) - We don't have any
Lele messed up
He broke his ban so he must pay


Lele - Yeah whatever


Lee Hyung - Just add him back
Or I will


Je-no-fun - Fine


Je-no-fun added Nananananana to the group
Nananananana joined the group


Nananananana - Jerks
Except for you Sungie <3


Lee Huyng - Stop being weird Nana


Nananananana - What?


Sungie - I don't mind


Nananananana - See? 


Junie - Does someone like to be pampered?


Sungie - It's new to me
I mean
I've never really been pampered


Nananananana - Then I will pamper you with all my pampering skills


Lee Hyung - I don't know why I put up with you guys


Lele - WHAT ABOUT MY PROBLEM????


Haechan (The Sun) - I already picked out the colors I'm using


Lele - That's great
You know what I'm gonna just pick a random shade


Junie - I got mine


Je-no-fun - When did you do that?


Junie - Right after school


Je-no-fun - Oh 


Lele - I just checked out


Jisung I bought dye for you too
I didn't know what shade you wanted so I just picked random
Hope that's ok


Sungie - As long as it's not green I'm ok


Lele - But you picked orange?


Sungie - That's the point


Lele - You're just as not funny as Jeno


Sungie - I guess I wasn't born with a sense of humor


Haechan (The Sun) - Nah
Chenle's just too serious


Lele - Am not


Junie - NO!!! 
WE ARE NOT DOING THIS AGAIN!


Sungie - I gotta go.
Bye.


I shut the laptop to go downstairs because our guests were coming in a few minutes. When I got downstairs my mom looked me up and down and said "We really have to get you some more clothes."

 

 "Hmm" was how I responded. I wasn't angry or anything, I just didn't know what to say. Then the door bell rang and she asked me to go get it. When I opened the door I was in complete shock. It was Min Yoongi and his dad. Why would my mom marry Min Jinyoung?


 "Hello Jisung." Jinyoung said.


 "H-hi Min Jinyoung-ssi. Hi Yoongi." I said bowing 90-degrees to both of them.


 "Can we come in?" He asked.


 I wanted with all my heart to say no, slam the door, and go upstairs and cry. How am I going to live with Yoongi as my brother if he has already vowed to make me miserable? "Yes. Sorry." Was all I said as they walked past me.


 "Hi Jinyoung." My mother said walking up to him to hug him.


 "Hi honey." He said kissing her on the lips. It made me feel sick to see their lips touch, but when they started making out I couldn't take it anymore. I ran to the bathroom as fast as my legs would go and threw up. I know it's over dramatic, but there were so many emotions that hit me at once that it was overwhelming. I threw up until there was nothing left in my system. 


 "Sungie, are you ok?" My mom asked rubbing my back. I didn't even realize she came in here. 
I nodded and looked at her through the blur of tears forming in my eyes and whispered "I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready for a new father. Especially not him."


 "I know Jisung, I'm not ready either. I'm doing this for the good of you and me. A lot will change, but it will be for the better. I promise." She said hugging me close while I cried. 


 "Can I skip dinner?" I asked really wanting to escape more than anything.


 "Yeah, I'll tell them you're feeling sick." She said sympathetically.


 "Thank you." I said loosening my grip on her dress.


 "I love you honey." She said kissing my forehead.


 "I love you too." 


 Once I got to my room I decided to sleep. I couldn't handle anything else that life was gonna throw my way. All I wanted was to slip into the land of dreams, but there were no dreams for me to dream, it was just dark. 

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cellyne
#1
Chapter 5: oh my poor baby chick...
cellyne
#2
Chapter 2: jisung's mother's engagement was too fast... hahaha

Jisung really is Jaemin's Baby.. now that jisung has friends, i hope those bullies will no longer bother jisungie