Donghae's POV

The alarm woke me from the long sleep.I yawned for few times.I couldn't get a satisfied sleep because of what had happened last night.

When i want to get up from the bed,i saw a few bucks with a grey note is on the small table beside my bed.I took it to know what it is.

"Hae..i'm sorry for not telling you goodbye before i go but i just couldn't face you now..i know you 

must have suffered a lot after been with me for 2 months...i'm really sorry for that,i know i shouldn't

drag you to come here..you have a bright future,Hae..so,please forget me and go back to your parents..

You need to marry Jessica for your own good sake.I'm sorry for not able to be a perfect lover for you..

Sincerely,

LEE HYUKJAE...

I was bursting into tears after reading what my Hyukkie has said.NO!He'll never leave me..he love me right?He love me

more than everything.He must still be mad at me for what i've said to him last night.I must go look for him.Maybe he just

wandered around the town..he couldn't leave far right..???I ran outside of the apartment as quick as light..i didn't even care

when i accidentally crashed some people and when them cursed me cause i'm not apoloziged to them.My mind only thought

of Hyukkie..i want to see him again...Jebal gajima(Please,don't go,Hyukkie).

My knees are hurting after run for 3 hours or maybe more..i don't even know where the hell i am now..I started to bend on

my knees as i give up..he had left!!!WHY!Why you did this to me Hyukkie?" Is my love for you isn't worth at all?Are you

only playing with how i feel towards you..DAMN YOU,HYUKJAE..I'M SO IN HATE YOU! screamed my heart

as i felt the pain so deep inside...it hurts me...gaseumi appa(my heart hurts)..

-End of Flashback-

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Another short chappy from me...i just wanna end this flashback as soon as possible.I'll give

you double (or may be triple ;) update for today...Siwon will appear in the next chapter if it 

goes well with what i've planned but i might be change the earlier plot...so just waiting

patiently for his appearance and also the other suju members..I want more comments and

suscribers please *pout*...Gomawo for the new suscribers ..i'll work hard to keep updating

this story for you all ^^