Donghae's POV
 

Uhh..who should i choose? " Donghae-ah,if you be my roommate,you don't need to worry about food cause i'll always

cook for you" that's Sungmin hyung still try to beg me."Mianhae,hyung" i said before he goes too far."My roommate will

be...him" i said while pointing my finger towards Siwon.I could see Kyuhyun grins happily because i didn't choose

Sungmin.

"Wae.?" Sungmin hyung asked me and his eyes got teary,i'm scared if he gonna cry soon."Cause,we're on the same age

 and i've already knew him before you" i tried to give the possible answer to sungmin,hope he can accept it."Fine,i'm not

 the first person get to know you so i don't mean anything to you,right" Sungmin hyung said with a sad tone and leave to

 his room,he slammed the door real hard and i could hear the sobs from inside the room.
 

Aishh..sungmin hyung misunderstood what i'm trying to say.."Geokjeonghajima(Don't worry),Hae,hyung will get it sooner

or later,he's not the type that get easily mad but he must have his own reason this time" Siwon calmed me down.Yeah..i

was a lil bit relief to know that.I hope he still want to be my friend or i'll feel guilty for the rest of my life.But,at least i can

make someone happy in this situation,that someone is no other than CHO Kyuhyun,he still smiling happily after Sungmin

got rejected by me.
 

"Hae,kaja,i'll show you the room" Siwon said to me and i follow him from behind.As i stepped into the room, i was like 

'wow' cause this room is so clean and organized with the whole room coloured blue,it makes me feel calmed."Do you like

it?"asked Siwon and i answered with nodded.

I started unpacking all my belongings and put it into the wardrobe..Lucky for they already prepared the bed for me  or i

have  to sleep on the floor.Siwon is gone since he still have a lot of work to do.After finishing unpacking,i went out to

find something to eat.When i entered the kitchen,i saw Sungmin hyung is cooking something and it smells more than

delicious.."Hyung" i called him but he didn't answer me.

"Look,i'm sorry bout the earlier thing,i don't mean anything,i'm sorry if i'm hurting you"i said to him more than that i was

 begging for forgiveness."Sungmin hyung,how long it gonna take before it cooked,i'm so hungry" that was Kyuhyun

that came into the kitchen."It's cooked already,i'll serve it for you later"Sungmin answered him with a smile on his face.

When Sungmin hyung is walking towards me,i blocked him."What the hell are you doing?" he shouted to me..yeah..he's

freakin shouted to me.."Hyung,waegure?what got into you?" i asked him cause he never act like this before."Nothing,

i'm just realized how stupid i am to accept you as the part of us,Kyuhyun was right,since you came here you don't have

any intention than be closed to Siwon since he's the famous one among us,so if you stuck with him all the time,you might

be as famous as him,now get the hell out of my way,i'm sick of you,fishy boy" he spits out all the thing that he kept in

in his heart.

I didn't realize how long i have been standing in the kitchen like a pole,what i know is i felt hurt deep inside,it's same

when Hyukkie left me,it's the pain that i can't endure.My tears is flowing non-stop..  

"HAE" suddenly i heard someone called my name.I turned around and saw Siwon behind me.I don't know what got i

into me but i was hugging him right now

"Shh..hae,what happened?Are you sick?" he asked me but i'm not bothering to answer his question."It's okay if you

want to cry,let out all your sadness,i promised hae,someday,i won't let you cry anymore,no more tears will fall from your

eyes,i promised" he muttered to me slowly while caressing my back.

"Thanks" that's all i can said to him before my vision became blurred...........

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Sorry for making Sungmin hates Hae >.< ..i don't want to do it at the first place since Hae had suffered a lot

but  it's the only way for Hae to have only Siwon by his side.I love the fact that my suscribers are increasing..

Thanks a lot guys,love you all ..Give me lot of comments or i'll "torture" Hae in the next chapter..;) *i became

evil again *