*REUNION PARTY*

The way she whispers on her ear reminds me how she complimented me

The way she smile, those shining eyes reminds me how much she adored me

The way she wrap those arms around her reminds me how much she cared for me

I know its wrong to feel this way I know

I shouldn't be thinking this way

I know I should just look away

My heart is clenching so much

I should just run away

My mouth felt dry

I should have look away

My tears are threatening to fall

No I can't close my eyes

I shouldn't let them fall

But then as I continue to watch, the way she kiss her forehead reminds me how much she respected me

The way she hold her hands reminds me how she treasured me

I shouldn't be crying

No, I can't let her see me cry

I pushed her away

I'm the one to blame

The way she look at her reminds me how much she loved me

I'm sorry love

I'm too coward

I've always wanted you like you wanted me

"Jennie are you ok?" I heard Lisa asked in concerned

I inhaled deeply, too deeply hoping to calm my shuttering heart

"I'm fine" I muttered under my breathe

"Are you sure-- wait! Are you crying?!"

ing great Lisa, you made them look at me, you made her finally look at me

I immediately wipe my tears away and met those eyes, those concerned eyes that I misses so damn much

I could feel my heart beating so fast

Look how stupid my heart is, she's the only one who has this effect on me

"I'm fine Lisa" I defended

I saw 'her' whispering something to the red-haired girl and I couldn't hold it anymore

My heart can't take this anymore

I stood up

They are all look surprised

But I don't care

I wanted to run away from here

I wanted to run away from her

"Jennie!!" I heard Lisa called out

But I don't care

I don't want them to see me this vulnerable

I want to get away out from here

I run I

don't ing care where my feets would take me

I really hate running

But here I am, running like I'm so eager to reach the finish line

I heard the thunder from above

It started raining

I could feel myself getting drench

Still, I don't care I wanted this

I want the rain to take all the pain away, all the stupid decisions I made, all the memories that suddenly reappeared in my mind--

I hate myself for pushing the love of my life away from me

I just want her to be happy like she is a while ago

But It's hurting me and couldn't help it

It should be me she's kissing

It should me she'