When We Were Us

Can You Feel It?
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Heechul bit back a groan as he slowly opened his eyes and came to. 

'When did I get hit by a truck? Or was I the truck who crashed?' He mused aloud,not caring in the slighest who heard him.  

He gingerly sat up and waited for his eyes to adjust to his bright surroundings.

 

His heart nearly jumped out of his chest when he saw that both Leeteuk and Geng were there ,waiting on him though they were fast asleep at this point. 

Teuk was slumped over a chair at the foot of his bed, while hangeng was draped over the backrest of the chair near wall on the right hand side.

He felt his heart constrict painfully with conflicting emotions.

So much so that his felt his breathing become shallow and his stomach started churning ,the familiar beginnings of a panic attack ,which while it wasn't new for heechul,it was unwelcomed especially since he never wanted anyone to see him like this, ever.

He screwed his eyes shut and desperately willed this attack away, but just then,his hands started shaking and his blood pounded loudly in his ears. 'Please,calm down' he tried to talk to himself ,hoping the shallow assurance would work, but he only felt it  become harder to breathe and he had to purposefully take deeper breaths to hold off his hyperventilation. 

In his frazzled state of mind then,he couldn't have cared less about his surroundings as his thoughts were climbing over each other.

 

During those moments,Teuk had somehow stirred from his slumber,jolted by a feeling that something was off.

He was right when he spotted heechul sitting up, but that his eyes were screwed shut,a telltale sign of his panic attacks.

Leeteuk's heart plumet

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iam_me00
#1
Chapter 11: Welcome back!

This chapter is heavy. I can feel all their emotions here, my heart throbs painfully for them. It's not easy to untangle one's heart 😭
iam_me00
#2
Chapter 10: An update!!! Selfish Chul, self-centered Chul... if you want to hurt yourself don't drag others to hurt with you.... poor Teuk still suffering and poor Geng to be entangled as well
iam_me00
#3
Chapter 9: I'm truly happy to see an update, really but why do you have to this authornim? What a suspense! I'm wishing for a TeukChul ending though it's clear this is a HanChul story...
iam_me00
#4
Chapter 8: Seriously, you two
iam_me00
#5
Chapter 7: I hope for this story to be continued 🙏🙏🙏🙏
iam_me00
#6
Chapter 7: Special Angel Leader, indeed
Yadayada88 #7
Chapter 5: Teukkie is really an angel. Thanks for the update author-nim!
83LineForever
#8
Oh! Did you ever request a poster from that shop I linked you to? :)
83LineForever
#9
Chapter 4: I loved the last paragraph in this chapter. I really feel like you captured Heechul's personality and especially his vulnerabilities, his strengths, quirks and his strengths to not bow to his society and what he secretly yearns for and desires.

Good job!
83LineForever
#10
Chapter 3: I really, really like this. Loved how you talked about Hangeng seeing through Heechul's mask. Heechul has so many self-defense mechanisms, doesn't he?

Looking forward to the next chapter!