Hangeng stood up and held his hands out for Heechul to grab on to.
'I heard that, by the way' Hangeng replied,his gaze almost causing Heechul to shy away from the warmth radiating from him.

'We both clearly have trust issues here, and I just feel that although

you want to keep this aloof,strong,sassy image up because it's what the media has come to love about you,

It's taking a hit on the fact that you don't really confide in many people apart from me ,

but that's doesn't really count because I'am just scratching the surface here when I try to understand
better and respond with what little head and heart knowledge I have of you.'

He stopped and looked down, his cheeks burning in embarrassment that those words just tumbled out so easily.

'You could see so easily through my mask? Heechul asked in a tremulous voice.

'I am not of the same quality as Teuk but I am one of the hyungs too so that's why i never thought I'd need anyone to turn to,
which is why I have never ending dramas and variety's to film.

'Being occupied keeps you focused on what you need to achieve at hand,not what you feel inside,
which makes me feel like a weakling to even admit that I have issues or demons to wrestle with'.

A sudden sob left his throat and he covered his mouth with his hands not wanting to let Geng see this side of him for now.

He hastily cleared his throat and plastered on a smile before looking at Geng again.

' Weren't..Weren't we headed somewhere before this...He gestured wildly with his hands at what had just conspired between them,

not wanting to breathe life into it or give it a name.