“How can she love this drink??”

 

“Miss, you don’t have to drink it if you don’t like it-“

 

“But it seems so good.. and it seems like..”

  

She pause her words. Staring at the paper cup of coffee in her hand. Seeing how dark that liquid inside, makes her eyes can’t help but look intensely to it. And by staring at it, somehow she can feel something inside her.. the strange feeling that she can’t understand.

 

“It seems like.. it can give you the strength to live”

 

—————

 

Two girls laying on the bed, side by side, wrapped their arms around each other. Ignoring how the sun already greet them and shining on them through that big window glass. Try to disturbing that silver haired girl sleep, and makes her awake. But it seems that girl not even bother to open her eyes and just try to hide from the light. Squeeze closer to that black haired girl and burying her face on the latter crooked of neck.

 

“Yoohyeon? She is with me..”

 

That soft voice sounds kinda hoarse get into her ears, faintly. Makes her slowly awake since that black haired girl keep poke her finger on her cheek. Try to get her attention, try to makes her fully awake also, try to makes her open her eyes.

 

“I got it..”

 

She sigh heavily after those words. Pulling that phone off of her ear just to bring her free hand to her silver hair. Running her fingers through it.

 

“What Yunho say?”

 

“Nothing much.. he just told us to get ready and meet him somewhere”

 

Yoohyeon laying back after handed Jiu’s phone back to the owner. Letting Jiu immediately take it with a frown visible on her face. Confused by the younger words.

 

“He just can say it to me then.. why he told you instead of me?”

 

Jiu state cutely, furrowing her brows. Seems unhappy, meanwhile Yoohyeon just can giggle lightly seeing how Jiu’s face turns out when she feel slight annoyed yet confused. Makes her can’t help but lean closer to the older. Left a quick peck on that pouting lips.

 

“Stop act cute. I’m starving and I’m sure you don’t want me to eat you up here, right?”

 

She state with a smirk visible on her face. Lean closer to the older who just can gulp in nervous once she can feel that hand roaming down there, under the blanket. Trace her body lightly, makes the images from a few hours ago quickly rushed into her mind.

 

“O-okay, enough. We can’t let Yunho wait tho..”

 

Jiu immediately grab that naughty hand under the blanket while saying those words. Makes Yoohyeon who can feel those fingers between her own fingers just can smile towards the older before she lift herself. Staring down at Jiu who suddenly can feel that strange air around her once she notice Yoohyeon weird gaze. Along with that another smirk.

 

“Well, I think.. he can wait..”

 

—————

 

“You know you don’t have to force yourself..”

 

“But, I just want to help-“

 

“You’re not helping at all”

 

Dami cutting Handong’s words out of sudden. Makes that tense air appeared around them a second later once Handong quickly stop her trembling hand in the air. Fail to treat Dami’s wound. Let Dami who immediately realize what she had just said just can let out a deep sigh. Reaching her hand out to the older. Pulling her into a soft kiss to reassure her.

 

“I don’t mean that way.. it just.. your trauma.. I just worry.. you know? Well.. Ugh.. never mind, I’m sorry”

 

Dami seems hard with her words. Speaking in such a low voice makes Handong who notice that just can curve a tiny smile on her face. Absolutely understand what Dami try to say,

 

“It’s okay.. I got it.. thanks to worry”

 

“You don’t have to thank me.. I just being responsible you kno-“

 

“You love me, I got it..”

 

Handong quickly cut Dami’s words. Pinching the younger chubby cheek softly. Don’t want to give the younger more pain since Dami already got so many wounds on her body.

 

“It was embarrassing..”

 

“At least, you eventually let me know what you actually feel..”

 

“Yea, I think. But don’t you think I was being obvious? I mean.. I will never kiss someone I don’t-“

 

“I get it.. it was really hard for both us..”

 

Handong smile warmly as she place her palm on the side of Dami’s face. Caressing the younger cheek full of affection. Letting Dami lean more to her touch

 

“I hope we can always stay like this..”

 

“I like that idea.. but you know.. there’s those people around who try to kill u-“

 

“Trust me.. I’ll protect you. And I’ll finish this. I promise..”

 

Dami say that confidently. Staring right into those eyes, let Handong see how serious the younger with her words. But later, Handong just shake her head slowly. Lean closer. Capturing Dami’s lips with hers.

 

“Forget that promise. Just promise me you’ll be safe. And always be by my side”

 

——————

 

“Where are you?”

 

“Almost there”

 

“Okay, be careful”

 

“Yes, sir”

 

That small girl giggled after her words. Absolutely knowing if the other across her phone definitely rolled his eyes in annoyed before he hangup, leaving that small girl in her own. Walking on the side walk. Watching people already busy to start their own day.

 

“You think you can handle this?”

 

“At least I won’t make it worse”

 

She said calmly, plugging her earphone to her phone and place both of it on her ears. Glancing to her sides. Makes sure it’s safe before she cross the road while put her phone inside her pocket. Hearing that voice laughing inside her head.

 

“Listen, Lee.. I’m the one who planned this. So-“

 

“So just shut up. And never come into my mind again”

 

She said that in such a serious tone. Staring sharply at nothing while walking to her direction. Let that laugh echoed inside her mind once again. Getting louder than before.

 

“Woahh, what was that? You sure forget who the real owner of this body”

 

“I don’t care. I’ll gonna finish this, and I wont let you do any-“

 

“How long you’re gonna deny your truly self, Lee?”

 

That voice suddenly sounds so bitter in her mind. State mockingly towards her, makes her can feel her heart clenched inside her chest. Knowing what will come next from that voice.

 

“I am you, Lee. I’m your inner self. I’m your truly self. I’m the one who create you..”

 

That voice pause her words. Makes that small girl body kinda tense up, but she still manage to keep her straight face and continue walking to her direction.
Until she can see that cafe from afar. Looks the same like the last time she went there..

.. with another personality.

 

“I’m Kim Gahyeon. I’m the real one here..”

 

—————

 

“Where you two going?”

 

“We got something to take care of”

 

Yunho answer it right away, fixing his tie. While Changmin beside him just can nod his head towards that girl who just can staring at them alternately while brushing her wet hair with a tiny towel. Nod slightly.

 

“How’s Handong and Dami?”

 

“They’re fine.. but Dami got injured”

 

“I see..”

 

She state calmly, as she not even glancing towards those mans that carefully glance to each other. Sense there’s something off from the latter.

 

“Anyway, Minji and Yoohyeon already gone.. so it just you and Siyeon here, is that okay?”

 

Changmin ask carefully, while sometimes glancing towards Yunho who has his gaze perfectly on that girl who just move her gaze slightly to him, before she nod. Giving a simple response.

 

“Alright, if something strange happened. Call us and hide”

 

“I know. Now go, before you late”

 

Sua answer shortly, telling Changmin and Yunho to get going already. Since they told her if there’s something they should take care of.

Probably something that related to what happened with Handong and Dami yesterday. And upon hearing that, Changmin and Yunho once again just can glance to each other before they nod in sync. Excuse themselves to Sua who not even bother to glance at them and just walk to the kitchen.

Open the refrigerator, and grab a bottle of cold water from there. She let that cold liquid get through her drying throat. Spreading the cold sensation inside her body, until it reach her mind that been busy with those images from earlier. Triggered those empty gaze to appear in her eyes as she lowered her head.

Staring at the bottle on her hand,

Emptily.

 

“What..”

 

It escaped smoothly from Sua’s lips as she widened her eyes in disbelief. Making sure she didn’t heard it wrong while that brown haired girl just blinking her eyes blankly. Staring back into Sua’s eyes with her palms on Sua’s cheeks, along with her thumb that just wiping Sua’s tears away.

But for now, Sua not even have the time to bother all of these since the name that just escape from the younger, it’s the only one that absolutely bothering her.

Even more than those dreams she just had.

 

“Unnie, are you o-“

 

“What?? What did you just call me before?? Say it again”

 

She sounds so demanding. Almost like forcing that brown haired girl to repeat what she just said. But strange, that girl just furrowed her brows.

Totally in confused.

 

“Unnie??”

 

“No, not that. The name.. what you call me again??”

 

She keep pushing that girl to say that name again. But still what she got in return is just that girl furrowed her brows, looks so lost. Not even get what she mean by her words.

 

‘Did I just heard it wrong?’

 

Sua ask herself. Not really sure if she just heard it wrong or not. And somehow, there’s this feeling inside her that telling her if that girl definitely call her by that name awhile ago.

Her real name.

 

“Sua-unnie.. are you still feel dizzy? If is that so, I can make you something to makes you feel be-“

 

“No.. it’s fine. I just feel kinda..”

 

She pausing her own words. Feel those weird feelings suddenly come inside her. Rushing inside her chest once her palm make a contact with that girl hand on her cheek. Triggered those dreams to come across her mind once again, makes her frozen on her spot when she realized.

It feels a way too familiar to her.

 

Just remember how she feels.. how you love her. Just remember all of this

 

“I’m sorry.. I didn’t mean to..”

 

That hand pull away from her cheeks. Startled her in the process. Realizing, how she seems so deep in her thoughts awhile ago before she lift her head up. Staring at that girl who immediately getting up from the floor and standing right in front of her, grab that small cup from the table.

 

“If you need something I’ll be in the basement”

 

That girl pass her a tiny smile. But what Sua do just staring at her blankly.

Not knowing what she feels right now, until she can feel her heart sinking in her chest. Clenched so hard, once she see that girl turn around and walk away. Leaving her sitting on the side of the bed by herself. Confused with what she feels, and how the sight somehow feels familiar yet painful to her.

And somehow it feels in reverse.. and yet,

Her tears fall once again.. without she even know the reason.

 

“I don’t understand”

 

Those words echoed inside her mind, along with those images that seems too clear inside her head. Makes that sharp breath escaped from her lips. Sighing heavily as she squeezed the bottle on her hand. Open the refrigerator once again, just to throw the bottle inside and slam it in frustration a second later.

Leaving her running out of breath while leaning on the refrigerator door. Gritted her teeth in desperate, once she feel her eyes became hot once again. Feel that feeling slowly crushing her heart.

Try to breaking it.

 

“Never know you can punch it that hard”

 

Sua state softly. Smiling towards that girl who quickly stop whatever she is doing once she notice Sua existence. Standing not far from her. Handing her a bottle of cold water.

 

“Thanks”

 

“It’s nothing..”

 

Sua reply shortly after that girl take the bottle from her hand. Open it a second later and drink it immediately. Meanwhile Sua in the other hand just glance at her, until her gaze catch there’s some scratches on that girl fist. Makes her confused once she notice there’s fresh blood also there. Half dry.

 

“You probably not remember what happened last night. But still, I’m really sorry..”

 

Her gaze move back to that girl. Found that girl not even facing her nor glance at her.

Just staring at the bottle on her hand. Makes Sua just stay quiet for awhile, thinking what the younger mean by that before those images rush into her mind. Let her immediately escaping a nervous small laugh to the air. Bringing her palm to the back of her ear once she remembered there’s a mark behind her ear.

Definitely from last night.

 

“It’s okay.. I was the one who attacking you last night. It’s not your fault”

 

She grinned towards that girl. Try to reassure her and tell her if it’s not a big deal and she meant her words.

But strange, what she got as a reply from that girl is those empty gaze that perfectly on her. Staring at her coldly, mix with another gaze that she can’t understand what does it mean.

That unreadable gaze that somehow feels familiar. Yet, it happened too fast to her to guess what does that gaze even means.

 

“Do you think I’m dangerous?”

 

That question is unexpectedly escape from that girl lips. Leaving Sua immediately furrowed her brows in confused. Absolutely not knowing where that sudden question come from. And yet, before she can give that girl any reply. Those scenes from last night again, start to play inside her mind. Makes her quickly understand what that girl means by her words.

 

“It’s hard to answer.. cause in one side yeah, you’re dangerous.. but in other side, you know you save me”

 

She state carefully. Try to ignore those images from her dreams that also come into her mind. Try to not sound like the answer is definitely obvious in her words. And yet it seems like she fail to hide it tho, once she notice that girl lift the side of her lips. Smile bitterly, along with those weird gaze that staring perfectly on her once again.

 

“Anyway, I’m kinda curious.. you keep saying this name when you drunk, even in your sleep.. Nick.. who is he?”

 

And yet another unexpected question come again from that girl. Let Sua feel herself suddenly frozen on her spot. Feel something stuck in , out of sudden. Makes her hard to breath.

Letting out that dry laugh to the air once those memories rush into her mind. Along with a hard stab in her heart.

 

“O-oh.. Nick.. he- he just.. he just-“

 

“Do you love him?”

 

Another question strike again right from that girl lips. Seems like not even give Sua the chance to find the right words to describe that guy to that girl.

And yet she stupidly nod her head, without she even mean it. Just because she doesn’t know what to do and say, and yet another invisible knife stabbing her heart. More deeply this time as she also can feel something crushing her heart, once she find those eyes staring at her with so much pain visible in there.

And yet Sua can’t understand why the sight hurt her so much.

 

“I see..”

 

And if words can makes her bleeding.

Sua probably dying right now. Cause that words definitely cutting her heart, pressing it so hard that makes her just can hold her breath. Too scare to let it out, and yet she feel the sight of that girl killing her slowly right now.

She doesn’t know why, she can’t understand why. In fact, that girl just seems like avoiding her gaze. Turn her face to another direction, like Sua is the last thing she wants to see in this world.

Yet, it hurts her.

That simple sight somehow bring too much pain to Sua. Too hurtful, that she can feel her hands start to trembling.

And without she even realize, her hand slowly raised to that girl. Try to reach her. But before she can do that, that girl suddenly gone from her sight. Walking pass her with a simple words that Sua fail to hear.

She doesn’t know why, she can’t understand why.

But the pain feels so real, it even makes her feel deaf out of sudden. Just because the pain stabbing too deep inside her heart. Too painful for her to handle.

She can’t even bear it anymore once that tears escaped from her eyes. Rolling down freely to her own cheeks. And before she can wipe her tears away, she can feel her knees become weak. Let her collapse to the floor, with tears keep streaming all over her face.

She doesn’t understand.

And, it feels too much for her to deal.

 

“Siyeon!”

 

She shout desperately, hoping her voice can reach that girl after she quickly get up from the floor. Feel herself already staying there for too long that makes her eyes swollen cause of crying too much.

But to makes her surprise she can’t feel that girl existence in the mansion once she exited the basement.

 

“Siyeon?”

 

Turn herself, glancing around. Let her blurry vision scanning every single room in the mansion. Hoping it can catch that girl figure.

And strange, she can’t find her. Even that girl shadow.

She can’t find it.

 

“Siyeon?!”

 

She shout once again. Hoping that girl will give her an answer. But the only thing that answered her voice it’s that cold silence that killing her slowly. Stabbing into her skin once she realized she alone in that big mansion. By herself.

Along with the pain she fail to deal with.

But still..

 

“Siyeon?! Answer me! Where are you?!”

 

So, when I comeback please find me, come to me. Makes me fall for you once again..

 

would you do that?

 

—————

 

The tense air filled the room. Let the silence take control over, as two of them are deep in their own thoughts. While the others just can staring at them. Try to read what inside their mind, meanwhile that small girl who sit perfectly across the two just can staring at them casually. Like what happened awhile ago, and those words that escape to the air along with that new information are totally not a big deal for her..

But, it’s absolutely different for these two.

 

“.. So, all of this.. it’s your plan?”

 

It coming from Handong as she staring right into those eyes that staring back at her strangely. Let Handong see another side of that small girl that she never seen before once that girl nod towards her. Makes her just can staring at that small girl in disbelief, and surprise. Shocked, and not knowing how to do, yet react at this exact time.

It was so sudden, unexpected and just hard to believe.

 

“Gahyeon.. what happened to you? This is not like you..”

 

And now it’s coming from Jiu as she quickly reach for that small girl hand. Holding it tightly. Staring deeply into those eyes that just blink at her before she can see that small girl curved a tiny smile on her face.

But still that gaze feels so different.

 

“What you say unnie? This is me.. I'm always like-“

 

“No.. Gahyeon that I know never hide something. Never lying. Never keep a secret and-“

 

“People always have their own untold secret. Untold story.. and yeah. I just told you mine..”

 

That small girl smiling towards Jiu, who suddenly feel something drop to her stomach. Makes her pull her hand off of that small girl hand without she even realize it. Found that small girl seems like a different person right now. While that small girl just keep smiling towards her.

And yeah, Jiu still feels something is different.

It feels like,

She doesn’t know who is this girl.

 

“Why people always thought me like that, huh? Why you create me in your mind just based on your expectations? And when I’m not like what you expected, you staring at me like a stranger.. geez.. you think I always be the same after what happened? You think I still can be the same? Well, let me tell you something then.. I never been the same anymore since my parents divorced. And after my dad got shot in front of me. And my mom die cause of stress a few months ago.. well.. knowing all of these now.. how you think I still be the same? Be Gahyeon that live in your mind and imagination??”

 

That small girl laugh dramatically while lift the side of her lips towards Jiu and Handong who just can staring at her in such a unreadable look.

Yet, full of guilt and sadness.

Not expecting that small girl that they love so much somehow turn into someone they never expect. And worse, they never notice it. Makes they questioning themselves deep inside their mind.

What they’ve been doing this whole time that makes them can’t notice that small girl change?

What they have done to makes that small girl turn into someone like this?

What they have done to this young innocent girl??

 

“Isn’t it sounds too harsh, Gahyeon-ah?”

 

“Right.. we here to tell them what actually happened. And to discuss what we should do next, cause the time wouldn’t wait for us. And those guys can showed up anytime they want”

 

Dami state just after Yoohyeon words. Glance to that silver haired girl slightly, once she notice that fake frightening smile on the latter face. Staring at that small girl who seems so surprised by those words.

It was unexpected.

And it sure makes her realize what she just said earlier.

 

“I.. I..”

 

She can’t continue her words. Confused with what she should say once she glance carefully to Handong and Jiu who still deep in their thoughts. Still can’t believe with the fact that she is no longer Gahyeon that they know.

And yeah, she regrets to show this side of her to her cousins.

Her stressed side. Her depression side. Lonely. And yet, she wish she never said those cruel words.

But it’s already said.

And she can’t take it back.

 

“Unnie.. I don’t mean to.. I just-“

 

“About auntie Lee..”

 

Jiu cut her words. Letting that small girl gaze absolutely on that black haired girl who slowly take a deep breath. Feels the burden on her chest also her shoulders before she staring right on that small girl.

Staring right into those eyes of someone she considers as her own little sister.

“Do Bora know if your mom.. if auntie Lee is gone?”

 

Gahyeon swear she can notice how shaking Jiu’s voice right now. And she still doesn’t know what she should do at this time. Even she doesn’t know how to answer it, until she slowly lowered her head. Shake her head slowly just to makes that deep sharp sigh escape from Jiu’s lips a second later. Bring both of her hands to grab her black hair.

Totally in frustration.

 

“How.. how can you all let her carry all of this burden by herself?? What.. what you have in your mind?! Why you didn’t stop her?!”

 

Jiu shout in frustration, and despair. Right towards those people that just can lowered their head, avoiding Jiu’s gaze that absolutely staring sharply at them. Meanwhile Handong in the other hand, just can lean on her chair.

Covered her face with both of her palms. Don’t know what to feel right now.

 

“Answer me oppa! Why you didn’t stop her?! And Hayoung, why you.. you know how unstable she was.. but why..”

 

“Minji, calm down.. we’re not here to fight-“

 

“But, Gahyeon! She.. how can I.. what I’ve been doing this whole time?”

 

Jiu bring her palm to covered her eyes. Feel her eyes became hot out of sudden. Makes her just can gritted her teeth and clenched her fist in anger. Feel so useless over this situation. Meanwhile Yoohyeon just can staring at that black haired girl in pity. Pulling that black haired girl into her embrace a second later once she notice Jiu’s shoulders start to shaking hard.

 

“Well, there’s no use of blaming Yunho, or Changmin nor Hayoung. I was the one who dragged them into this.. and you know what, if I didn’t do that you definitely die already in those hands of people you love right now.. so just be grateful..”

 

Those words escape smoothly from Gahyeon lips, makes Yoohyeon can feel how tense Jiu’s body suddenly be. Along with Handong that slowly pull her palms off of her face, while Dami just can glance at her slightly before her gaze also focus on that small girl. The same with those people, who just can staring at that small girl in horror.

Knowing her change.

 

“And don’t worry about me. What happened, happen. You don’t have to feel guilt and all. I did this cause I want. I don’t want to involve you, cause I know you wouldn’t just let me.. and I can’t let you die. And this deal.. it’s to save you.. so please understand that”

 

That small girl state casually, lean back to her chair while staring at Jiu and Handong, who staring at her still with such an unreadable look. Makes her just staring back at them with empty gaze before she slowly bring her palm to the back of her neck.

Massage her neck softly, lift the side of her lips.

Letting out a small laugh a second later.

 

“Well, even though it doesn’t really turn smooth like I want. But at least you can live more longer, right?”

 

That small girl smile brightly, makes Jiu and Handong kinda surprised by that. Once that smile triggered the memories inside their mind.

That smile they only can find on young Gahyeon a long years ago.

Before the divorce happened.

Before that small girl turn into a Lee.

 

“Gahyeon..”

 

Handong reach for that small girl hand, makes that small girl staring at her before she curved a tiny smile on her face. Raised her hand towards that blonde haired girl who can’t hold her tears anymore. Get up from her chair and rush towards that small girl. Wrapped her arms around that small girl. Hugging her tightly.

 

“Gahyeon.. I wasn’t there for you.. We wasn’t there.. we really sorry..”

 

Those coming from Jiu a second later, as she also get up from her chair. Wrapped her arms around Handong and Gahyeon. Burying her face on Gahyeon’s shoulder who just can smile in understanding. Found her cousins body trembling.

Crying while hugging her.

 

“Don’t you dare to spill anything about me to them.. you hear me?”

 

It sounds so threatening, coming out from that small girl who slowly lost her smile once that black haired girl and that blonde haired girl take their leave along with those professional killer. Leaving her with those people who suddenly can feel that tense air around them when they notice that small girl walk back to her chair and sit.

Staring emptily yet sharply towards them.

 

“I never kill but it doesn’t mean that I can’t. So don’t you dare to disobey my words nor tell them or I will kill you..”

 

She state casually, staring at three of them one by one. Notice how they try to avoid her gaze until the oldest among them feel brave enough to staring back at her. Just to found her staring directly into his eyes. Let him gulp in nervous but stay calm under those gaze.

 

“That you told them to just stay with Minji and Handong all the time to protect them. Now, I wonder how about Bora? It seems like Siyeon not get her memories yet.. and what if she-“

 

“Don’t worry, everything will be fine. And if it’s not. I’m gonna take care of it. So you just need to keep an eye on them. Especially Bora.. and make sure they’re not in danger”

 

It coming a way too smoothly. Makes Yunho immediately shut his mouth, staring at that small girl in unreadable gaze. Noticing there’s something off from her.

 

“Yoohyeon and Dami said, they give them three days. And today, it’s already started.. and just like what Dami said there’s no way they just sit, do nothing and wait. They must be planning something. They maybe-“

 

“You probably forgot if those people are promise keeper. They are very consistent with their words. If they give Yoohyeon and Dami three days.. then, it will be three days. And about the plan things. Well, Dami’s right.. there’s no way that they just wait and do nothing. They probably do something like.. maybe try to find where Siyeon is?”

 

That small girl shrugged her shoulders over her own words. Makes Yunho just can staring at her in wonder. Glance to his side, found Hayoung and Changmin also staring at that small girl in wonder. Yet confused.

 

“I know that they seems not knowing where Siyeon is right now. But why I feel like you’re not even bother to plan anything and just.. wait for them to show up?”

 

“Well, cause I actually didn’t plan anything. And yes, I just wait for them to show up-“

 

“What?? How can you didn’t plan anything?? What if they make a move even before three days? What if they try to kill Minji and Handong or maybe Bora before the day? We can’t trust them-“

 

“That’s why, I told you to keep your eye on them, right?”

 

She cut the words. Let Hayoung just can staring at her while blinking her eyes. Feel hard to believe with what just coming from that small girl. While Changmin on her side just can sigh deeply, massaging his own temple.

Absolutely not understand how the way that small girl brain work.

 

“Okay, we got it. We’re gonna keep our eye on them. Especially your sister. But there’s something that bothering me to be honest..”

 

Changmin state carefully. Earning a confused look from that small girl once she notice Yunho and Hayoung also staring at her with the same gaze as Changmin right now.

Worried.

 

“If we just gonna keep our eye on them.. then who is gonna keep an eye on you?”

 

—————

 

“What you have done..”

 

“Fixing your mistake?”

 

That voice answered her right away. Echoed inside her mind, while she just can bring her hand up. Running her fingers through her hair.

 

“That’s not what I mean.. I mean why you..”

 

“Why I refuse Changmin’s offer to protect us? Well.. cause I know it won’t turn out good..”

 

She can hear how calm that voice inside her head, but somehow she can notice there’s something off. And yet she knows something is off.

And that voice also can notice if she already knows there’s something it hiding from her. Makes her can hear that soft sigh inside her head.

 

“You tired, right? Actually me too..”

 

That voice surely match with the words. Makes her slowly pull her hand off of her hair. Not expecting that. But later, her gaze slowly turn dark, when she remembered she and that voice actually one.

Two personalities in one body.

Two people in the same name.

 

“So.. you..”

 

“I know who is gonna be their target first. It’s no other than us, Lee. They will coming for us soon”

 

She sigh heavily after those words. Lifting her head once she feel her eyes become hot. Feel her tears want to burst out of her eyes.

But overall, she smiling.

 

“So.. it will be some kind of suicide mission..”

 

She let out the question to the air. Let the silence answer her meanwhile that voice also suddenly becomes quiet inside her mind. But it just for a few seconds before she can heard that voice once again.

 

“I’m afraid it will..”

 

That voice laugh softly in the end of it words. Makes her just widened the smile on her face. Closing her eyes, enjoying the breeze that blow right onto her skin.

 

“We both tired. And we both messed up a lot of things.. so I think this is the best way..”

 

She shake her head slowly after those words coming into her mind. Somehow feels so done with everything

 

“Well, I never understand how the way you think. But in this case.. I’m with you..”

 

She state calmly. Earning another laugh inside her head before she slowly open her eyes. Lowered her head, staring at those graves in front of her with a unreadable gaze.

 

“You think mom and dad will understand?”

 

“They will.. they have been seeing us suffer. If they’re still alive, I know they will do something. Just to makes sure nothing can hurt us”

 

She smile over those words. Suddenly see those images from her past inside her mind. Her untold past. Her untold secret.

 

“Like the divorce right? They didn’t care about what people say.. they just want to protect you. And makes sure no ones can hurt you.. even though it means they are no longer together. And you barely see Bora..”

 

She state bitterly. Absolutely let those images entered her mind. Let her dark past yet beautiful playing inside her mind.

 

“Well, at least there’s a deep reason behind.. and they’re still loving me with whole of their heart. Even though I know it really hit them so hard.. knowing her youngest daughter is different..”

 

She can hear that voice laugh again inside her mind. Makes her can’t help but also laugh. Even though she knows it sounds a way too empty,

And hopeless.

 

“Are you not plan to tell Bora bout this?”

 

“I can’t, but I hope she understand..”

 

“You think she will be alright?”

 

“Actually I don’t know. But I hope so..”

 

That voice pause the words. Let her also shut her lips, staring at those graves emptily while her mind filled with the thought about what if..

What if Bora won’t be alright after this?

 

“I hope Siyeon can be there for her”

 

—————

 

She trembling so hard. Feel dizzy, with iron taste inside . Try to covered her half body with her bruises palms. Feel something inside her start to building up. Feels that strange feeling start to spreading all over her body, makes her suddenly feels hard to thinking straight.

And yet she feel really hot out of sudden. Makes her shake her head so hard again and again. Try to keep her mind. Try to keep the control over her body.

With that red liquid dripping to the ground through the edge of her lips.

 

“Hey, don’t fight it too hard. We’re just gonna play a bit.. you know we need to taste the diamond. At least, once in our life”

 

That unfamiliar voice come into her ears, makes her just can bite her lower lip so hard. Feel her body start to giving up to that rough palm on her chin.

Trace her jawline lightly, until she can feel another hand on her thigh. Also another hands that slowly pulling her uniform off. Along with those other hands that pull her hands away from her chest. Let those eyes seeing her upper body with just her undergarments on it.

But it also almost slipped off of her body when she startled at that sudden touch of fingertips under her bra. Grabbing her chest so hard, makes her fail to hold that strange feeling inside her. Let that sounds out of her lips in desperate, and yet she sounds like she just asking those guys for more. Let those guys feel the urge to just rush into her already.

Touching her with their dirty hands. Let her shaking under their touch, moving her body in sync as those guys digging onto her skin. Pressing their body deeply on her. Let her be in the middle of them and feel those touch almost in every inch of her body.

Makes her fail to control her voice and let that sounds over and over when she feel those hands tracing her. Squeeze her to the point she almost like enjoys what they’re doing. Let those lips on her, exploring her skin and on her. her. And let her feel weak on her knees with something that slowly built up down there.

 

“Look, I don’t want to interrupt you guys. But I’m really bored. And I think you’re enough to shoo my boredom away”

 

She can heard that voice echoed in her ears. Force herself to open her eyes halfway, as she can feel those guys also stopped whatever they’re doing on her when that voice can be heard not far from them.

Letting her to recognize that blurry figure in her vision, walking towards her and those guys while spinning something shinny in it fingers. And before she can getting her vision clear, she can feel one of those guys pull his hands away of her. But before it really leave her body, she can feel that hard squeeze on her. Makes her curls her body down, letting that sounds coming out of her lips. Before she can feel a thumb on her lips. Pressing into , asking her to on it.

And yet, her body obey. on that thumb. and play it with her tongue.

 

“Who you think you are girl? You think we’ll scared if you bring a knife? Well, I suddenly have a good idea in my mind.. how about you just join us? We can have fun together. Cause I think she is definitely not enough for the five of us”

 

That voice sounds so annoying in her ears, and yet she get more and more strangely just by hearing it. And those hot breath on her chest, her neck, her waist and her thigh not helping her at all. Once she noticing her body shaking in pleasure. Absolutely enjoying those touch on her.

But it’s not last long once that scream can be heard by her, and yet she doesn’t know what happened as her vision still blurry. But one thing she knows, those hands mysteriously are no longer on her. Leaving her struggling to stand on her feet along with that strange smell that suddenly filled her sense.

Lucky, she found a wall behind her. Immediately make it a support to her weak body before she can feel a hand sneak behind her waist. Along with that cold thing on her neck.

Pressing onto her skin.

 

“Geez.. seems like you just a victim of them..”

 

That voice get into her ears. Sounds a way too calm and cold yet kinda threatening in her ears. Makes her just can move her gaze slowly to the front. Try to recognize whoever that standing in front of her right now.

But unfortunately, her vision still blurry. Absolutely makes her fail to see it face. Then, her shaking body also that strange urge inside her once again not helping at all. Makes her just can breath heavily. Try to deal with her body. Trying hard to raised her hand to reach that person in front of her once she notice that cold thing no longer on her neck.

And yet she grab on it shirt. Found there’s a name embroidered on it. Makes her immediately curved a tiny smile on her face when that name feels familiar to her.

The name of someone that catch her eyes these days.

 

“—— ———“

 

It escaped smoothly from her lips, along with that warm smile on her face. Not knowing how close that sharp thing with her neck.

Stop in the air out of sudden once that name fly to the air. Entering that person ears that somehow make it move stop immediately. Feel strange while she slowly feel herself start to lost her conscious.

Feel so exhausted. But before all she see turn black, she force herself to lift her head up. Stare blurry on that person who absolutely staring back at her. And what she doing next is just let out a soft giggle to the air.

Smile brightly to that person.

 

“What a small world”

 

Yet another strange images. Come into her mind. And this time it wasn’t a dream.. letting her eyes stare blankly at nowhere. Let her mind becomes blank out of sudden. Don’t know how to think. Don’t know how to react. And don’t know what to do.

 

“Siyeon..”

 

That name escape from her lips weakly. Bring her trembling hand from the wheel to her lips. Feel it also trembling without any reason and yet her sense somehow can feel those warm feeling in her lips.

The touch that still remain, that somehow feels familiar from her dreams.

 

“It’s so sudden to see you here. What happened?”

 

That old man state from his desk. Staring at that girl in confused and wonder. Meanwhile that girl just can staring back at him with such an unreadable gaze.

 

“Mr. Oh.. before I went to Japan.. actually what happened to me?”

 

“Before you went to Japan?”

 

That old man furrowed his brows as he repeat that girl words afterwards. Lean on his chair, while that girl sit across him. Waiting for any words that will come from the Doctor that she calls Mr. Oh..

Hayoung’s father.

 

“It’s six years ago, right? Why so sudden?”

 

Mr. Oh state, kinda wonder. Yet try to recall what happened six years ago before that girl across him went Japan to continue her education there. And just came back last year.

The same day when her father got killed.

 

“Well.. I don’t think there’s something happened..”

 

Mr. Oh move his gaze back to that girl across him. Finally notice how swollen that girl eyes, and how mess she looks. Triggered those images from the back of his mind once that girl staring right into his eyes. Makes him feel something familiar inside.

And yet, he start to getting worried.

 

“I see.. it just.. I feel different.. I feel there’s something that.. I forgot this whole times.. something important to me.. I.. I don’t know how to explain it.. I just feels.. sick..”

 

That girl confused with her words. Absolutely not knowing how to explain what she feels right now. She feel numb, yet those feeling that clenched her heart not even disappeared..

Yet.

 

“Maybe you just stress Bora.. try to relax a bit.. also you can tell me what is bothering your mind. I will help you out..”

 

He try to reassure that girl. Staring at her in such a fatherly way, makes Sua can feel her body slowly less trembling. Start to calm, even though she knows it’s not enough.

She craving for something. Her medicine..

That girl from her dream.

 

“Bora.. you..”

 

That old man pause his own words. Actually not knowing what to say after that girl tell him her strange dream. And how that girl explains that he was there too. That’s why she decided to look for him. Hoping to get the answer. Cause her dream just feels so real. It even doesn’t feel like a dream anymore.

For her, now it feels like..

Somehow a memories..

 

“What else you see in your dream?”

 

Mr. Oh let out that question out of his lips. Carefully try to digging about that girl. Making sure if those dreams not show her something that will makes that girl feel that feeling again.

 

“Just you.. my dad.. and the girl that I don’t know. In the dream.. I keep calling her name.. but I can’t remember her name.. and it feels like.. she was so special to me.. and..”

 

She pause her words. Looking down at her trembling hands that still begging to her. Begging her to go somewhere. Find something. Someone.

Anything that can calm her down. Force her to go, yet she doesn’t know where to go.

 

“I think it just a weird dream.. maybe you just miss me or your dad so much that’s why we showed up in your dream”

 

Mr. Oh said playfully. Try to melt the tense air around them even though he also try to change the topic and makes that girl think if it was just truly a dream.

Makes that girl think if it was just an hallucinations.

While in fact.. he know it’s not.

 

“Then.. how about that girl?”

 

“Well, in dream. There’s always someone blurry, right?”

 

He state casually, smiling towards that girl who suddenly deep in her thoughts. Absolutely in doubt.

 

“I know.. but she almost showed up in every part of the dream. And I don’t know who she is.. but why.. with just thinking about her I feel so sick? I feel something deep inside.. and I don’t know why?”

 

That girl sounds so desperate. Makes him just can staring at her in pity, but he also know it’s better to not telling her what he knows.

Cause he knows, it will also not gonna turn out good.

 

“Bora.. you just stress. I heard something happened to Handong.. just don’t try to think that much-“

 

“Handong is fine right now. So there’s nothing to worry anymore. But this.. this feeling.. it’s really bothering me. And those images that I see in my dream.. in my mind.. how I’ve been violated by those guys and how that girl suddenly also show up?? How wild my imagination can be?? And why it feels so real?? And why it come into my mind just after I..”

 

She pause her words. Let it sinking into the air as she suddenly once again deep in her thoughts.

Once those images from last night come across her mind. How she climbs on that certain girl lap and kiss her.

Feel her..

 

Just remember how she feels.. how you love her. Just remember all of this. And if you meet her one day.. please.. recognize her by her touch.. cause her touch.. it’s the only thing that makes you feel like you. Cause no ones can makes you feel like she makes you feel.. it’s only her..

 

Only her.

 

“Bora! You okay??”

 

That old man who also been deep in his thoughts after hearing her words earlier now quickly rush towards her once she bring both of her hands up.

Grab her hair so tight. Pulling it so hard as she can’t bear the pain that suddenly come into her head. Rushing inside her head along with those images of her dream.

It’s getting clearer.

 

“I love you.. I really do”

 

“Bora, what happen?? Bora?!”

 

“The one who killed those people that kidnapped me. It’s you, right?”

“It’s you.. right?”

The pain in her head getting more painful by the time as her mind somehow mixing her dreams with what happened last night. Let her slowly notice something. Realize something.

The touch.

 

“A long before Changmin and Dami arrived. You already take care of these people right? You can’t get down to met me if you were not take care of them first, right? I’m not stupid, Siyeon-ah..”

“Wake up! It’s your birthday!”

 

“Who are you actually.. Siyeon-ah?”

“Happy birthday, ———. Now sleep, I’m sorry to disturbing you. I will leave now, I’ll put the cake in the refrigerator. Makes sure to eat it, okay?”

 

“Continue..”

“I need to release my stress..”

“This is not the best way to it..”

 

“One word.. and I’ll take your everything”

 

“Miss.. you can stop now.. if it’s too hurt for you.. I suggest you to stop”

 


“But I love her, Mr. Oh! I really love her!”


“Miss.. your feeling for her isn’t real.. you just feel grateful cause she save you from those guys who wants to do something bad to you.. and don’t forget the fact if she’s not a normal person.. she is dangerous. Don’t you forget about that..”

I love you. I really do. Trust me.

 

“Do you think I’m dangerous?”

 

“It’s hard to answer.. cause in one side yeah, you’re dangerous.. but in other side, you know you save me”

 

She grab her hair. Pulling it so hard. Can’t bear with the pain anymore and yet those images keep rushing into her mind. Let her curl on the floor. Screaming in silence. Let those images from earlier also mixing into those dreams..

And the last night event.

 


“I can’t stop dad.. you know that..”

 


“Even drugs can’t makes me feel better anymore”

“But.. you know she just hurting you. She can’t help you.. what you feel is unreal. And you know she is dangerous-“

“Stop calling her dangerous! You don’t know her!”

“I love you.. I really do”

 


“Is it hurt?”

 

“Sua-unnie, you okay?”

 

“Let me stay like this for awhile..”

 

So, when I comeback please find me, come to me. Makes me fall for you once again..

 

would you do that?

 

“I’m sorry..”

 

“Bora.. what happened? Bora, please say something..”

 

She finally can heard that voice in her ears. Just after those images disappeared in any second. And yet, it replaces with something more painful inside. Makes her realize she can’t feel anything.

She somehow, suddenly feel like a heartless once she notice her body trembling so hard. And her cheeks wet cause of tears.

But then, she can’t feel anything.

It doesn’t make sense.

 

“Bora.. what happened? Bora? Look at me..”

 

But now she remembered what actually happened.

Six years ago.

 

And please mark my words.. do it if you want.. don’t do it if you won’t. Cause I don’t wanna fight for you anymore..

it’s hurt.. it’s really hurt you know?

“Bora! Where are you going?!”

 

She can hear that voice coming from behind, but she just ignored it. Ignore all those gaze that perfectly on her once she exited that doctor room. Running as fast as she can with tears streaming all over her face.

And yet she still feel nothing.

 

I hope I can be with you.. but I also know that you don’t want me. So I give up to chase after you. But still my feeling is real. I really love you..

 

And it’s really hard to leave you know? But I promise you..

 

She quickly inserted the key. Start the engine and switching the gear. Ignore how blurry her vision be cause of her tears. She doesn’t care. Even she doesn’t care what can happen to her. She can’t feel anything.

And there’s nothing to feel.

And it’s really hard to say goodbye to you in person. That’s why I will say it here..

“Do you love him?”

 

That face come into her mind. So clear, makes her finally realize what those gaze mean on her. Makes her tighten her grip on the wheel.

Laugh mockingly towards herself.

 

I love you. I really do. Trust me.

 

Goodbye, Lee Siyeon.

 

——————

 

That girl lean on the fence. Put both of her arms on it with a can of beer on her hand. Spinning it slowly, let her gaze staring at it, emptily before she bring it to her lips. Drink it, let that bitter taste get inside her. Let that liquid get through .

Ignoring how cold the breeze that blow onto her skin that night.

 

“It’s really rare to see you drink beer. You usually drink coffee”

 

That voice get into her ears. Let her gaze slowly move to where that voice coming from. Find those girls walk closer to her, leaning on the fence. Staring far to the river. Let the silence filled the space among them.

 

“So.. I guess you remember everything..”

 

Those words coming out from that short blonde haired girl lips. Letting it fly to the air, send directly to that girl who still keep her empty gaze. Staring at nowhere, before she raised her hand.

Drink her beer once again.

 

“Yeah.. every single detail..”

 

She state coldly. Even more cold than the night makes that silver haired girl just can glance at her slightly. Noticing there’s something is off. But she decided to not ask it, knowing that girl will spill it soon.

 

“I see.. well just so you know, we both choose the same choice. So, at least we don’t have to kill each other”

 

That silver haired girl state lightly, makes that girl glance at her. Lift the side of her lips before she turn her head to the front. Staring at the dark river ahead.

 

“Good choice..”

 

She state, drink the beer until it empty in one gulp. Makes the two others just can staring at her. Absolutely notice that strange vibes coming from that girl. And yet she really different right now. At least in their eyes.. cause this is the first time they see that girl in this state.

A mess.

 

“So what’s yours? Kill or protect?”

 

It coming from that blonde haired girl. Feel that tense air out of sudden once those words fly to the air. And yet, she can’t hold the urge to ask that girl for any longer since that girl suddenly hit their phone awhile ago. Asking them to meet her, while they know that girl didn’t get a phone after the deal start.

And once they got the call, they immediately know if that girl absolutely remembers everything. And right now, they wait for that girl answer.

Her final choice. Her final decision.

 

“What a weird question.. my answer really obvious even before the deal start..”

 

That girl chuckle bitterly, and somehow they can notice how painful that voice in their ears. But, they can’t understand what happened.

What makes that girl suddenly turn like this. It so sudden.

And that girl immediately can understand how confused those girls are. Makes her just can laugh softly before she rubbed her face in frustration, feels so tired. And yet, she had decided to tell them what actually happened.. the real reason why she let that small girl make a deal with them.

Why she intentionally makes their client wait.

And why she give them a choice.

It’s no other because of what happened to her six years ago.

 

“So..”

 

“Yeah..”

 

She let out her voice right away after that silver haired girl words. Knowing that silver haired girl won’t say any words after, also that blonde haired girl who also deep in her thoughts makes her just can smile bitterly.

Glance at them slightly before she turn her gaze away.

Staring far ahead.

 

“I never be a heartless since the very first time..”

 

—————

 

“How..”

 

“Don’t pretend that you forgot what happened yesterday”

 

That girl state coldly to the other girl who just can blink her eyes blankly. Glancing around the room that absolutely unfamiliar to her.

 It’s not her room.

 

“Wait..”

 

She furrowed her brows, try to recall what happened yesterday that makes her ended up here. And yeah, she remembered everything but she still confused cause there’s no answer of her question until that girl snapped her out of her thought.

 

“I don’t know where is your house.. so I brought you to my apartment”

 

That girl state casually, lean on the frame door while cross her arms on her chest. Staring at the other girl that just blink her eyes. Still try to swallow what just happened inside her poor head.

But later, what coming from her is a loud scream. Once she realized she wearing a clothes that isn’t hers.

 

“I.. I’m sorry for earlier..”

 

“It’s fine..”

 

She lift her head up. Staring at that girl who wearing a oversized grey hoodie on. Not even bother to staring back at her makes her just can sigh heavily.

Feel guilt slowly growing inside her.

 

“Want to come inside?”

 

“No thanks. I take my leave now..”

 

And with that, that girl immediately lost from her sight. Leaving her in front of her big house gate.

 

“Miss! Miss! it’s too much!”

 

She ignored her maid words. Slap the hand off of her and quickly opens her drawer beside her bed. Absolutely in hurry, grab one of those bottles of pill and gulping down some of it. But then she just can staring at her palms in horror.

Knowing her hands still trembling without any reason.

 

“Bora!”

 

She can hear that voice of her father get into her ears. Makes her immediately glance to her side. Find that old man walk towards her in hurry. But strange she feels so panicked out of sudden, makes her immediately steps back.

Keep a distance with her own father.

 

“Stay away! Don’t come closer!”

 

She shout hysterically. Not knowing why she feels so scared out of sudden and yet she can feel her body trembling more harder this time. Makes her just can gritted her teeth in annoyed. Clenched that bottle on her grip.

Noticing her condition getting worse since the last time she remembered.

 

“Bora.. it’s okay.. calm down sweetheart.. it’s okay..”

 

Those words gone like a dust in the air. Not even reaching her ears once all she see and heard is what happened yesterday inside her mind. Let herself feel that strange hot feelings once again inside her. Makes her quickly run towards the bathroom. Locked herself inside once she recognized what this strange hot feeling she felt. Ignore the bump on the door as she feel the urge to touch herself at this exact moment.

And she fail to control herself. Let her fingers move onto her skin. Sending that strange feeling to whole of her body.

 

“I don’t know what to say, Mr. Kim. Her mental illness surely getting worse.. her panicked attack it’s more harder to handle this time.. and she often overthinking stuff. I’m afraid it will be hard for her to tell the difference between her hallucinations and the reality one day..”

 

“W-what?? T-then what should I do?”

 

“I’m sorry to say Mr. Kim.. but the only way to save her it’s just to erase her memories about what happened to her a few days ago.. and erase the memories of her sickness..”

 

“Bora won’t agree with this.. she hate to feel weak.. she will feel this way just like.. she run from her problems.. she will think that she lose over her sickness. She definitely gonna hate this..”

 

“I understand Mr. Kim.. it’s so Bora.. but I don’t know what to do anymore.. and somehow I found that her brain thought can calm her. Probably because of what happened-“

 

“Can you find those guys? Who did that to her? Can you-“

 

“They’re all dead, Mr. Kim”

 

It escaped from the other old man lips smoothly, makes that old man immediately shut his own mouth. Not expecting that and yet, they fail to realize someone behind the door. Definitely know what they’re been talking about inside the room.

 

“Miss, we should go home now.. Mr. Kim waiting for y-“

 

“I don’t wanna go home..”

 

“But Miss-“

 

“What have I done Mr. Oh?? Why I’m like this?? Why I can’t just be normal?? What Gahyeon will say if she knows her sister is such a mess?? A girl with a mental illness..”

 

“Miss you overthinking stuff again. Let’s go home”

 

He state, still try to bring the other girl home. And somehow try to remind her if she start to drown in her thoughts again, makes her just can staring at her palms a second later. Sighing heavily, noticing how her hands start to trembling. Signaling her if she should take her pill right away.

And yet she forgot her pills.

 

“I forgot my pills..”

 

She state weakly, earning a surprise look from him who quickly glancing around before he took a seat across her. Seeing her start to sweating, while her body start to trembling so hard.

And yet at this moment, he knows what will happen to her if she is not take her medicine soon.

It will be hard for her to control her own body.

 

“Espresso, one..”

 

And that’s how her body seems responded to that voice. Make her body frozen on her seat. Slowly became less trembling once she heard that voice. Let her gaze move to the side. Staring at that girl who standing not far from her. Ordering a coffee.

Only miracle works on her. And yet she found it.

 

“What are you doing he-“

 

Before that girl can finish her words. The other girl immediately raised both of her hands. Showing that girl some fried chickens she just bought.

 

“Let’s eat it together!”

 

She smile brightly towards that girl who just can raised one of her eyebrows. Not even move from the doorway makes her immediately push that girl aside, and rush inside the apartment. Ignoring that girl who absolutely complained about her behavior. But she just shrugged it off once she notice her body no longer trembling.

It really works.

 

“Stay away from her.. she is dangerous-“

 

“What does that mean?”

 

She furrowed her brows. Totally in confused once she entered the dining room, found her dad reading some papers on his hand before he hand it to her. Let her read those papers that absolutely makes her feel disbelief a second later. Knowing what those papers are.

 

“Dad..”

 

“Bora.. I don’t want to say this. But it’s better for you to stop seeing her. Please, I know she somehow calm you down. But.. I don’t want something happen to you.. she killed those guys. I’m thankful. But it’s not the right thing to do..”

 

Her dad state carefully. Making sure she can get what he actually means. And yet she just frozen there, staring at those papers still in disbelief. Knowing someone that meant to her is someone that also dangerous to her. It’s hard to believe knowing her miracles coming from someone she loves.

Yet someone she should scared of.

But, what can she do? She can’t take this just alone.

 

“Let me see her! Please! Mr. Oh!!”

 

“But, Miss.. Mr. Kim said-“

 

“Please Mr. Oh! I can’t take it anymore!”

 

She scream full of desperate. Absolutely in pain while hugging herself. Feel her body trembling so hard. Craving for something that she doesn’t know and yet those pills she took. It’s kinda overdose already.

But still it didn’t have any affect on her.

It’s been three days. And the only thing she want is to see that girl.

 She needs to see her.

 

“How come you’re here?”

 


That girl staring emptily at the back of the other girl who still busy cooking the breakfast. Found the other already in her apartment out of nowhere.

 

“Instead of greeting me a good morning. That’s the first thing that come from you, huh? Well, I’m not surprised”


The other girl who has her hair in ponytail state calmly while placing the food on the plate and turn off the stove. Ignoring that girl who still standing not far from her. Watching her serve the breakfast on the dining table.

 

“How about you eat first before go to school, Siyeon-ah?”

 

She open her eyes slowly. Staring emptily at the ceiling, letting those images still feel fresh in her mind while she just laying on the bed, ignoring the darkness in the room and the silence that absolutely filled the air around her until she can hear the front door slowly open from afar. Makes her slowly curved a tiny smile on her face.

Turn her head to the side just to wait the door of the room swing open. And yet, it comes right away along with the silhouette of that girl she been waiting.

Switch the light of the room on, makes her eyes feel blind out of sudden.

 

“Hey..”

 

She state weakly, feels so exhausted after recall those memories that definitely consumed her energy away. Along with those feelings that also rush inside her the same time with those memories.

Seems like not even giving her any break..

 

“How come you’re here?”

 

It coming out a way too cold in her ears. But she doesn’t care as she slowly lift herself on the bed. Staring tiredly towards that girl that staring at her totally in emptiness. But again, she doesn’t care with those empty gaze.

Cause now, she can see something more than emptiness inside those eyes.

Something that she failed to realize before.

That relieves, lovely gaze.

 

“Instead of greeting me back. That’s the first thing that come from you? I’m not surprised, Siyeon-ah..”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

To be continued..