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Rhythms of a Heart
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When Joy acts she's one hundred percent absorbed. She's no longer Joy, no longer Sooyoung, she's her character. She can't be disturbed, can't be distracted. That's why directors love her. She's dedicated. Therefore, whatever spell was released over Irene last time they were together, she's absolutely oblivious to it. Of course, even though Joy has no fictional character to take over her nights and days, she's still one of busiest members in the group. However, as she starts spending much more time with the girls during Red Flavor promotions, all that effort that would go to acting is into put her growing obsession with Irene. 

At one of their interviews, the girls give her a photo album with Level Up Project Season 1 pictures. She does like it, but she's also jealous. She couldn’t go because of her drama back then and now all she has are photographed memories. What she’s jealous of, however, is not the fact the girls had fun without her for she knows they’ll have Season 2. She’s jealous because she’s missed numerous opportunities of getting closer to Irene and time’s the only thing that cannot be retrieved. Sure, both of them are a lot more friendly, but that's about it. After their leader almost lost her soul to Joy rehearsing her y dance for SNL (which Joy has no idea about, because being the great actress she is, she was being y just for the sake of it), Irene hasn't given her chance of getting any closer.

Something out of ordinary that catches Joy's attention at SM Town Special Stage in Hong Kong is that Irene manages to make her signature dance for Greedy even more appealing. She can't take her eyes off the girl, absolutely mesmerized. Joy tries to blame it on the make up, outfit or even routine, but she knows it's all the same. It's Juhyun who's more confident, who's got a hungry look in her eyes. She looks awaken, greedy, much like the song itself. The entire performance is carved on Joy's mind like branding iron.

After the performance, observing Irene interacting with 94 liners - the Holy Trinity - Joy concludes Hyunnie is much more comfortable around them because:

While Wendy is her own personal plush toy, she’s also her go-to psychologist; Kang Seulgi has an upper hand for seeing in person Irene’s ups and downs to the top.

Therefore, as much as she wants to be the closest to the mesmerizing and mysterious figure that is Hyunnie, she’s still behind.

She can’t blame Hyun for being so close to Wanda; the fluent English speaker of Red Velvet is as kind as relatable as trustworthy. Joy herself has had her share of girl-talk sessions with Wanda. She even let out once to the girl that she feels that if love is meant to be like the American dream, maybe it’s not for her and this bothers her more than it should. Wanda seemed to get it, she replied happiness is not given, but constructed, and not everyone builds it the same way. Ever since then, Joy stopped worrying about what other’s want for her and has been focusing more on what she wants for herself; right now, that would be Irene's attention.

Lovely Winnie-the-Pooh, on the other hand, only has deep talks with anyone if they persuade her with Pringles (instead of honey, as in the cartoon). That precious information was given to Joy by Yerimmie, whom Joy would say love her as unconditionally as she does her, except Yerim says she expects six packages of Pepero by her bed next morning because “being Sooyoung’s best friend is not easy,” she says, and she deserves a “thank-you gift just for existing.” Joy can’t deny it. Sooyoung plans to meet Seulgi first thing next morning in order to get a hungry bear and treat her some Pringles (all of that after leaving not six, but seven packages of Pepero by sleeping Yeri’s bed – Sooyoung knows how to play this game, excuse me).

Surprisingly, Soo finds out Seulbear is not as clueless as she thought she were. As a matter of fact, Kang Seulgi is an observer. From that, Sooyoung finds out about Juhyun’s nature, past lovers details (gasp) and how they didn’t work out (“hmmm”). Seulgi is a very good actress, too, because when Joy comments without any malice –which is very rare– about how Seungwan and Juhyun are also very close, the Bear instantly puts on her clueless mask again and shuts down as if none of that conversation happened.

“Yeah… Well, Joy, thank you for those Pringles! I’m going to have a walk now, take some fresh air, you know… See you!”

“What? Oh,

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LadyPisces
So it's been over 3 years I've posted this story. I'm sorry there's a lot going on and sometimes my writing was all over the place, back then I just wrote what I felt like writing. I wish I had done better, but life gets on the way. Anyway, thank you for these 3 years! I'm glad I got to meet y'all!

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FanReveluv
#1
Chapter 10: I love Joyrene, I love how people create stories with them because their personalities mesh so well. they are beautiful and this story was too and I'm glad you were able to finish it even though the ending was rushed.
I know it's been a long time, but I would love to read that spin-off Seuldy I know you like that ship a lot, and I really feel that I would like to know how they could get closer in this fic because between the lines showed how Wendy was desperate not to be with Seulgi. maybe in that spin-off I could see more of Joyrene in the background, being then the advisers of the calm Wenseul (who were always the mature ones and advisers of the chaotix others) thank you very much for writing
rantiini #2
Chapter 2: Read it before and came to read again, because it's wonderful.
thisisthien
#3
Chapter 2: I like your writing style
FateNdreaM #4
Chapter 10: It's written beautifully. Love this.

Thank you, author. :D
Dandyul0v3
1344 streak #5
Chapter 10: i really love this story hehe
Dandyul0v3
1344 streak #6
Chapter 10: in the name of JOYRENE
_mm627
#7
Chapter 10: This is so beautiful!! :) the plots and ur edits is just wow! :D thank you author! u r rly blessed with ur writing skills and I love ur joyrene fanfics! Hihihi
thequietone
16 streak #8
Chapter 10: *shouts* joyrene!! i love this story the pacing and the vibe I felt my heart broke at random times glad you didn't give us more angst that would shattered my heart huhu and also your writing is really good the way you convey their feelings and confusion i totally felt it thank you!!
aeKimchiz
#9
Chapter 10: I love your writing! I love Joyrene! I love everything about the fics but... the ‘Completed’ status upset me... aww I need more :’))
bottlepop
#10
Chapter 10: thank you for the happy ending bless