" Don't think I left without a reason." Kyungsoo reminded as they sat face to face in the room. Jongin nodded and sipped his coffee.

    " It was really complicated at the time. My parents' relationship were dying. Dad was seeing another and mom was slowly giving up. I tried to fix it. Me and hyung, we tried to keep the family together. But sometimes things didn't work out. The day I said goodbye and I love you was the day that things fell apart. Dad asked for a divorce and left home. Hyung and I were broken but mom was worse. She was silent. She was hiding her pain. She tried to kill herself that night. But she didn't give up for our sake. She said it was a mistake to try to end her life when she had two sons to look after. Thus she called dad and told him he can have the house, and we left early in the morning. She wanted to be strong and she was strong. She moved on everyday and worked at different places to provide for us. Hyung fell into a deep phase and became more problematic. He became addicted to drugs and alchohol. He got arrested so many times and the police officers had mercy on us. Feeling bad for a single mother. Mom worked more and I took on a few jobs to provide him rehab. It didn't work and we had to give up after a few months. We were barely holding on to our small apartment. Sometimes we didn't get to eat. While we were going through all that, I kept onto the small hope I had left. Seeing you again Jongin, smiling with you again.. I tried to get in contact with you but I had heard you had moved overseas with your parents. I heard you were doing good though, from Sehun. And I was happy that you were in the right steps of life. Now, mom is gone. Hyung is chased after loan sharks and is still problematic, and dad doesn't even help.. or look at us. He didn't even come to mom's funeral. The memory of the happy family he had before was completely erased from him. He has a daughter now, she's quite successful in the fashion world I hear. He has the perfect family. While, I'm d