THIRD POV

Before Chen get to step any further, he felt someone hugged him tightly from behind. "Let me go, Sehun-ah" Chen emphasized each word and the other keep hugging like he never want to let go, Sehun miss his hyung, his boyfriend so much. "Dont go, please?" Sehun said with uneven voice which shows that he is crying. "Chen hyung, please dont leave me again. I miss you so much! I miss to feel your warm embrace, your scent of your hair when i have u in my arm like right now" "Sehun, you know I need sometime for myself,dont you?" Chen face his partner of years together with sad face. "After all of this thing, I really need to rethinking of our relationship and i think you should do the same, Oh Sehun." Chen wipe tears on Sehun face with his tiney finger.

"No no no no!" Sehun started to panicked and raise his voice "you cant do this to me, Chen hyung! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH." Chen started to walk away "I am sorry, OH SEHUN, hyung is so sorry" Chen head to Xiumin cafe for a visit while Sehun is out of the hospital in the evening with wounded heart. 

THE NEXT DAY

SEHUN POV

I am off to school but this time by bicycle. I dont feel like walking. i cant even count how many time did I sigh today, I kept thinking of what happen yesterday. After Chen left, I just crying hilariously despite others staring. My heart hurt so bad and i dont even feel like living anymore. Whats the point of living without the loved one by my side. I'd rather die. I wipe my tears away and climbing up the stairs from one to another floor with full determination of suicide. Once there, the condition suddenly turned chilly and my legs shaking, m