Emily's Pov

I don't even know what happened,he was just holding my hand but now he's kissing me.

I felt all tinglely inside and i unconsciously wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer..kissing him back.

but then i started thinking about Myungsoo,then i felt like he was watching me,and now his face won't stop appearing in my head.

As much as i didn't want this to end i knew it had to because this just wasn't right for a whole lot of reasons...

End of Emily's Pov 

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Still kissing me, Howon picked me up and i wrapped my legs around his waist.

Moments after my phone rings.

I looked down and saw Myungsoo's picture pop up.

"oh no.."

Howon put me down and sighed. "answer it" he said.

Before i could respond he walked off into the bedroom.

i answered. "hello?...myungsoo oppa?"

"hey what's up?"

I faked laughed. "nothing of course,about to head off to school"

"want me to pick you up?"

Too many thoughts were running through my head.

A part of me wants to jump into Howons arms and say im sorry.

But another part of me wants to take advantage of every second with Myungsoo oppa.

"hello? you there Minyoung?"

"a-ah yeah,i'd like you to pick me up today oppa".

"alright babe,be there in a minute."

I hung up and leaned against the wall.

"what are you doing Minyoung" i said to myself.

I knew it was wrong to lead Howon oppa on.

But i liked Myungsoo! i was gonna confess to him today..

i mean maybe i just kissed him because we were just roleplaying?

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All morning me and Myungsoo hung out.

He even asked me to sit with him at lunch with Infinite.

All the boys smiled and welcomed me to their table.

They were so sweet and caring towards me.

Sungyeol got up and bought me a drink when i forgot mine.

Dongwoo wiped my mouth for me and the cute maknae even threw away my trash.

"uh thanks you guys,yall are too nice".

Woohyun flashed a smile and we all got up from the table when the bell rung.

"anything for Myungsoo's girlfriend".

They snickered and walked off together,leaving me and Myunsoo alone.

"so what do you think?..about being my girlfriend?" He said while holding my hand.

I looked up and nodded. "i'd loved that".

Myungsoo leaned in and kissed me. "i was hoping you'd say yes".

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We walked into chemistry class hand in hand.

Everyone stared and whispered about us as we walked to our seats.

"oppa there talking about us" i said siting down taking my journal out my bag.

"dont worry about it baby,im here" he rubbed my leg and smiled.

That instant i dropped my pencil on accident.

And it just happened to roll over to Howons desk.

I haven't talked to him since this morning,i guess i kinda forgot about him after Myungsoo came.

"s-sorry" i picked up my pencil.

He didnt say nothing,or even looked at me.

It was like i didn't exist to him.

I walked back to my seat and was mad as ever.

How could he treat me like this?

i thought we were Bff's for life.

Someone i could always turn to.

Someone who always had my back.

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Myungsoo oppa dropped me off at my house.

I quickly got out and he rolled his window down.

"i'll miss you baby~"

I leaned down and kissed him. "i'll miss you more".

I waved as he drove off.

I was in total bliss until the door opened.

Howon came out with a bag and his street clothes on.

"going somewhere oppa".

He ignored me and walked off.

"oppa?!"

He didn't even turn around,he kept walking.

I walked inside the house and threw my bag on the bed.

"ugh!" i yelled out while laying on the bed.

"why does oppa hate me all of a sudden?"

I decided to take a shower to blow of steam.

I layed back down on the bed,listening to my ipod.

And then our song came on.

G Dragons Butterfly.

I closed my eyes and listened to the words,making me think of Howon.

~Look at my eyes
You see my eyes
You see my lips
Listen to my heart
If you're listening answer me~

I automatically start crying,beating myself up for taking advantage of oppa.

But he could've at least talked to me today instead of walking off.

I don't know why but that really broke my heart.

I listened to the song once more,crying even harder.

~Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterfly)~

"Do you know i get butterflies when i'm with you Howon?" i wiped my face and covered myself up.

"i hope you know that..im sorry for not being able to  realize that until now" i said before finally falling asleep.

[Howon's Pov]

I heard the whole thing.

I was sitting there,outside her door listening to her cry.

I wanted to hug her,comfort her,tell her that i loved her so much.

But i didn't..

I knew she was dating Myungsoo and it would just confuse her even more.

I decided today i'll let her date him,i want her to find out herself what kind of guy he is.

I hope she finds out quickly even though i'm willing to wait for her forever.

[End of Pov]

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Hello you guys! :D

So i finally fixed this chapter ^_^

i will be updating this again 2mrw on it's scheduled day..

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 He looks so shy and timid here.....cute xD

 Before.....

 After...im guessing Hoya oppa go fed up with the 'bullying' :P

And this is what makes me appreciate all the hard work they spent to preform for us.

Even though there tired,probably don't want to do it anymore and just want to take a break

They keep pushing and reaching their goals.Infinite deserves all their awards,hands down <3

Love Sungyeol's glasses :)

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