December 20, 2017

"Hey hey hey" A boy shouted before entering a white and neat room. He gaze his sight at a view of fully organize closet.

He is amaze on how the room is clean. No dust flying over here and there, no worn out clothes are on the floor, and the bed was neat even someone is sleeping at it.

"Hey wake up before or we are going to be late this morning" he added and jumped on the bed. The latter slowly opened his eyes and saw a figure is looking at him and smiling widely. 

"Why are you keep on going here" the sleepy head asked. He look at his alarm clock at it was still 4am sharp in the morning.

"Well I just want to see my best friend first in the morning" he reason and lay himself on the cold and cozy bed. "Well too cheesy Junmyeon" Kyungsoo manage to say and stand up to take a toothbrush.

Kyungsoo is doing his teeth while the other boy is checking the whole room that Kyungsoo had. 

"You know what... I be friended with you since I was 8 years old... And now I am 24... I still not regretting that I know you." Junmyeon said our of nowhere. It makes Kyungsoo confused but he continue on what he is doing.

"Junmyeon let's go downstairs I will cook you a breakfast." He offered right away after he takes his toothbrush.

Junmyeon just nod and takes Kyungsoo's hand with his. A sudden skinship makes Kyungsoo flutter.

They reach the kitchen and Kyungsoo sliced some spices and start to make a breakfast for the two of them "I think chocolate cake is good at morning" Kyungsoo said while he look at his friend.

He found out that his friend is staring at him. 

"Hey what's with that look?" He asked and see Junmyeon is smirking.

Kyungsoo forget to think that he is wearing a boxer shorts now and his legs and were totally exposed.

He blushed at that moment. 

"Are you not wearing any short?... Cause I can't get out my sight on your squishy and your girlish like legs." Junmyeon commented and Kyungsoo looked shocked at got pissed off.

"What you ert!" He shouted and throw some tomato at Junmyeon. 

Junmyeon is laughing and he stand up.

Only Kyungsoo realize that his friend were wearing a boxer short too. And he look at the middle; his eyes enlarge seeing Junmyeon's bulge got this so big.

He cannot remove his eyes at it. 

"Junmyeon... What's with that?" He shyly asked and point out Junmyeon boxer. 

The older face palmed himself. "Sorry...its just I cant help myself thinking dirty thought on you" he said and makes a peace sign.

"You're such a ert." Kyungsoo said.

"How could you say that?" He asked.

"Ever since we became friend this past 16 years ago...you were always thinking some dirty thoughts to me" he said while laughing. 

Junmyeon headed to the kitchen to help Kyungsoo. 

"But I am only thinking those to you and not to anyone" He explained and Kyungsoo just nod.

"So you mean you have a ual yearning to me?" Kyungsoo sarcastically asked. He's trying to pissed his friend but every time the word escape on his mouth, Junmyeon replies got deeper and deeper.

"Umm...ual yearning? Maybe but more likely an Emotional" Junmyeon replied.

*****
Maybe but more likely an Emotional

Maybe but more likely an Emotional

Maybe but more likely an Emotional

Those words make Kyungsoo crazy. He didn't focused in what his teacher telling is.

He keeps on looking into Junmyeon who's still seating on his side. 

He didn't pay attention their teacher.

Instead he makes some fantasies on his best friend. 

"Even tough I befriended with him past 16 years ago... He's too handsome. Everyday Hus face grew better and better. I want to look at him all over the time and I can't be sick of doing that. 

His perfectly white forehead down to his cutely shaped nose, omg his lips were too fluffy I think and you know...he said to me that he didn't kissed someone yet. OMG I want to kiss him right now.

He's face was a total perfect, his eyes is deep brown that surely you will fall into" Kyungsoo said himself while looking at Junmyeon.

He didn't know that Junmyeon stealing some view of him.

"Hey. Mr Do Kyungsoo the board is right here and not in the face of Mr Kim Junmyeon!..." The professor shouted and everyone turned their attention to Kyungsoo who is caught staring at his seatmate.

Kyungsoo want to buried himself underground because of embarrassment.

"Sir...I am not looking at him" he reason but the professor just smiled at him.

"I didn't said that you are looking at him and yet you are so defensive" Prof. Lee started to laughed hard along all the students including Junmyeon.

*****

"Kyungsoo" Junmyeon called his best friend after the professor goes out in the class. It's is passed 5 pm so many students started to go home with their friend chitchating with their friend.

"Why?" Kyungsoo asked while reading his book. The students were so excited to go home and to spend their holidays with their loved one. 

"Aren't you excited to go home?" Junmyeon asked. Kyungsoo looked at him and gave him a heart shaped smile.

"You know my story Junmyeon" Kyungsoo said and tears started to fall from his eyes.

Junmyeon remembered Kyungsoo's background.

[Kyungsoo is a cute little boy back on time. He is so squishy and shy. His parents treat him as their own life, protect him , loved him too much. 

Kyungsoo said that having a parents like them is the best thing happens to him. 

But after a few years him parents change. All of the chores taught to him so he will do everything on the house. To wash the dish, to wipe a dusty table, to sweep the floor and even cook breakfast, lunch and dinner.

He was a total maid by then.

But its not worse yet. 

One day Kyungsoo was force to work for his parents. At first he enjoyed it knowing that he can help his family. But soon he feels something wrong. They started to hurt Kyungsoo.

After all those he feels neglected and the worst part of his life is... His parent sold him in some e. 

That was the most scary things happened on him. He was going to be by then, but suddenly someone broke into the room and rescued him.

Kyungsoo hasn't touched by the e but yet he got a trauma.

That guy who saved him was Junmyeon's father. And that's the reason why their friendship starts.

Kyungsoo is a young child at that time so Mr and Ms Kim decided to take care of him until he can live by his own. 

After a several years he has his own job while studying when Junmyeon parents died. Junmyeon became the heir of his parents property so he didn't forced himself to have a part time job.

Every time the presence of Christmas starts Junmyeon is ready to be on Kyungsoo's side. He knows that Kyungsoo bursted into tears because it is merely a Christmas day when his family abandoned him and Junmyeon felt so bad about that, so he always takes care of Kyungsoo when the latter remembered everything about his messed past.]

Junmyeon remembered that Kyungsoo didn't want this holiday because all of the bad memories start to crept up.

"OK let's go home" Kyungsoo said and stand. He got out of the room and locked it right away. 

Actually Kyungsoo is the handler of the room's key so he and Junmyeon often goes out later than the other.

"Kyungsoo let's take a cab or I call my driver?" Junmyeon wants Kyungsoo to pick from his choices but the smaller just look unto his eyes and smile. 

They started to walk through the hallway.

"It's just 5 14 so we have more time... Why shouldn't we walk...its more romanic right?" Kyungsoo's eyes widened when he accidentally talked about that. He mean it but he didn't want to said it.

Junmyeon heart beat too fast, still thinking on what Kyungsoo says.

"He want a romantic? Its only for couple right? Did he feel the same as I feel for him?" Those are the question that keeps bothering Junmyeon.

"Um... Alright its more romantic I guess" Junmyeon said and he swallowed his pride. 

"I think now is the right time to show my affection into him. After all these 16 years that I'd fell for him is not a waste of time. Now that Kyungsoo is showing some affection on me. There's no holding back" Junmyeon thought to himself.

He smiled at Kyungsoo and shocked when he sees the latter is blushing hard. 

He smiled and think that he has a chance.

"Let's go" he said and grabbed Kyungsoo's hands. It was like for the first time they do it. 

The world stopped and they looked at each other. It was just like on the movie when that two leading characters met.

They feel some sparks through their nerves and much more when Kyungsoo started to rub their finger and caress each other's palm.

Junmyeon couldn't help but to smile like a winner. Well he doesn't know that he win Kyungsoo's heart for a long time.

They walk outside, at the sidewalk when they trying to remember their memories back then.

"Junmyeon do you remember when the first day I came to your house?" The smaller asked. Junmyeom shakes his head but inside he remembered everything, but he is shy about the scene when he first see Kyungsoo.

"Hahaha...you forget how you take care of me. When I entered your room... Its kinda embarrassed but you takes all of your clothes and you're not wearing any briefs back then...then your birdy birdy was so so so small" Kyungsoo couldn't help but to laughed hard and even Junmyeon laughed because of embarrassed.

"Hey take that back" Junmyeon said and he hit Kyungsoo but not too much. 

After a while of them flirting and the smaller laugh in no time when he remembered how Junmyeon messy was.

"Kyungsoo do you remember when the times at the playground?" Junmyeon asked.

Kyungsoo couldn't help but it blushed thinking that he was doomed on that moment.

"When you are on the swing and you suddenly said 'Junmyeon my hyung is the best in the whole world. No living things can compare to him. I loved him very much" Junmyeon said and Kyungsoo just smiled at him. 

Junmyeon felt a little bit sad that Kyungsoo only love him a his brother and not anymore like that.

"You know how I loved you back in the days... I love you as my big brother" Kyungsoo said and gave a heart shaped smile. 

Junmyeon out an arm around his shoulder and pulled him closer. 

"I love you not just a brother" Kyungsoo said in his mind. He want to confess up, but some part of his tell him not.

They walked while teasing each other like how Junmyeon pees on his pants, like how Kyungsoo is scared of old people so he used to follow Junmyeon everywhere even at the bathroom, like how Kyungsoo is scared of bugs and like how coward Junmyeon is.

In short they know each other from head to toe.

They stop at the park in front on their house.

Kyungsoo walk around while Junmyeom is busy taking shots at everything for his project this upcoming January after the holiday.

"Junmyeon" Kyungsoo yelled when he sees Junmyeon stealing some shots at him.

"Why... I just take one picture of you" Junmyeom said and handed the camera to Kyungsoo. The smaller delete it right away and laugh.

"Let's take a picture I guess... Join me" They fix up their look.

"Kyungsoo I'm ready to confess and I'm ready to be rejected" Junmyeon said in his mind.

They put the camera to the bench near them.

"3..2..1!" They shouted but the camera didn't blink.

At then time they hugged each other and when their eyes met, they realized that they so much close. Their nose pinched each other and they can feel each other's breathe.

The two wanted to stop the world. They didn't this feeling to stop.

Kyungsoo's arm are on the back Junmyeon's head, while the other' hand are clinging into his waist.

"Kyungsoo..." Junmyeon started and as fast as lightning Kyungsoo started to speak. "Hyung" Junmyeon smiled at him.

"Kyungsoo me first" Junmyeon said when Kyungsoo attempted to speak again. 

Junmyeon heart want to got out from his chest thinking that Kyungsoo had the same thing to said.

The smaller nod and they still are on their position, every time the older speak his breathe run through Kyungsoo's bare face.

"I love you... It started when we are on 11 the time you hugged me because I buy you some album of your favorite idol. I feel something I've never feel before. You know I haven't dated anyone before...because I want you to be my first and last. I love you. Kyungsoo let's take this Christmas in happiness and not in tears" Junmyeon confessed up but Kyungsoo still don't know if he's dreaming.

"OMG... Am I dreaming... Since the day we've met I hugged you like this... You confessed up like this, but its only in my dream and when I woke up I always seeing you as usual. Hyung... I feel the same way. In the first I tried to stop my feelings on you, I fell in love with you when your father introduce me to your family. That day I am scared that I met be rejected but after wards those feeling went deeper and deeper. I trapped on a quicksand while you are on the center. Hyung I love you, I love you, I love you, I love yo-" Kyungsoo's words cut off when a pair of lips touched into his.

Junmyeon kissed him. 

*click*

The camera flashes and they both parted.

"Looks like that camera is favor on your relationship" Junmyeon said and it makes the younger puzzled.

"What?...relationship?" Kyungsoo said and laughed sarcastically.

"Yes... I think 16 years is enough for us... I should've confess earlier so the we can get married by now" Junmyeon is teasing Kyungsoo. The smaller sat on his lap and started to crash their lips with each other.

The kiss was full of love.

"Its my first kiss..." They both said in unison then laugh.

"So...are we boyfriends now?" Kyungsoo asked.

"Well no I think...well I can't wait too long if you want we can get married right now..." Junmyeon stated while Kyungsoo is playing the button on his school uniform.

Luckily that they are the only person on the park and no one witnessed the romantic moments of the two.